My One and Only (18)

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Lulu.....


I couldn't stop crying....god i want Feras and no one else !!! He's the "one" i want, the "only" one i want! After i calmed down, i listened to the other end of the line and wondered if Feras was still on the line. He was very quiet! But then as i listened closely, i could hear his ragged breath.

"Feras..." i whispered. No answer. "Feras...." i called a little louder,"rid 3alay please !"

"Hmm....." he managed to speak. I could tell from his voice, his short breath that he was miserable. I just wanted to get to him as fast as i can and pull him into a hug and never let go.

"Feras....bas ga6a3t galby please...haddi shwy..." i pleaded.

"Meno..?" he muttered.

"Sheno...?"

"Meno elle met8adimlich.."

"ughh...ummm...6alal Al-Flani" i replied hesitantly, when i heard no reply, i added,"et3arfa..."

"ee y3ne cham marra yaay el duwaniya 5o oho weld 5alat 9aloo7 rfeejy...."

"ahhh....." i simply said not knowing what to say. This was really awkward.

"Enzain oo entay eshgeltay...."

God....what am i supposed to say ....i cant lie to him

"i....i....said yes...." i answered hating myself.

"oh...umm...... okay 3ayal....al...allah ewafgich..." he said in the saddest tone ever. My heart skipped a beat and i quickly replied,

"laa2 feras, i'm only going to see him, gelt "yes" 7ag enna echofoone oo achoofa bas..."

"3ayal laish geltai" ee" belbedaya etha matabeena...." his voice clipped.

"magedart agool la2 7ag ommi...."

waw how lame did that sound......

"oo ra7 tegdereen etgoleen la2 youm etgoolich 3ashan etwaf8een 3alaai...."

"....madry feras madry....."

'cause i really didnt know what would happen, i cant promise him and i cant lie to him. I just dont know what will happen.

"sheno ya3ni matadreen....lulu ya "ee" ya "la2"...."

"Feras please..elle feene kafeene..." i replied frustrated from being pushed into something i didnt have the answer to.

"ELLE FEECH KAFEECH !!! oo ana lulu, ana t3arfeen ib sheno 7as el7een ...haaa.." he burst out.

"la2" i answered with a strain in my voice.

"tadreen enne manimt ams ella youm 6ala3t ra8mich bas 3ashan asma3 9otich...tadreen..."

awwwwwww...............

"la2" i mumbled.

"tadreen enne manimt ams mn kethir maknt afaker feech....."


"la2" i stammered.

Just the mere thought of him thinking about me set my skin on fire. And i just wanted him to hold me and kiss me like yesterday. I signed at my scandalous thoughts, i dont know whats happening to me!


"7atta youm nmt 7elamt feech.....7elamt feech!!! oo etgoleenle "elle feene kafeeni" oo ana shetgoleen 3anni.." he exclaimed with the sweetest voice ever.

I dont know and i dont want to think about it......'cause i know exactly how he must feel....


"Madry....."


"Lulu etha matabeene goolay....3ady i'll deal with it bs i cant help thinking if you feel the same way about me wala l2.....i cant"

I feel the same way as you....i like you and i'm liking you more by the second. You captivate me with everything you say or do. I'm so gratefull that i got hit in the car walla chan 3mre machftik oo chan i never knew that you existed. These kinds of men "still" existed.

"Feras....geltlik ams....."


"did you mean it..." i didn't reply ."did you mean it..." he asked again and i could sense the desperation in his voice.



I could'nt help it any longer, i suddenly had a notion to scream "i love you" to him but i didn't it's too early.

"Yes!!...yes! i meant every word..." i cried.


"3yal laish....lulu....laish......" 9ota ga6a3 galbi, it carried alot of hurt.


"Feras...i just met you oo i don't know you that well oo i didnt even have your number to tell you......efhamni bas efhamni....i cant take this anymore...it's too much wallah magdar at7ammal......"

I said and then sobbed, and i cried "the ugly cry" the kind of cry elle etna7ish ay walad mn 3ndch....killish mafeeha enootha aw dala3.

"Lulu...bas...bas latabcheen.....i'm sorry....asif enne 3a9abt 3alaich bs wallah lene a7ibich oo maby a7ad ya5thech mene...."

I cant believe he's apoligizing to me......i'm the one who should apoligize ana il 7mara elle glt ee. Mo gadra a9adig enna he loves me this much....i dont know what i did to deserve him. I felt so weak and vulnerable and i needed someone to pull me back up again.....and that person is Feras!

"Feras....i need you so much ......" i just wanted him to wrap his arms around me and calm me down with his soothing words.


"i need you too you cant imagine......i want to be the only one who holds you, kisses you,

loves you.....me.. only me" Feras said as his breathing grew shallow. "i dont want any man to touch you and that's why you cant marry 6alal....amoot lulu amoot!"


My skin tingled all over, this conversation was too intense and really immotional, i don't expect that my body could hold on any longer.



"i want to see you ....now !!"



"wain....?" i needed to see him too.



"entay roo7ay jam3iyat 8or6oba....ne6reeny ehnak oo b3dain ne6la3 ib sayarte.."



"la2 bs fer....."



"lulu...please i have to see you.....and you have to trust me..."

i trust you, i just dont trust myself when i'm around you.....


"ok...okay...."



"yalla ana na6rich ...."



"ok....bye" As i was about to lower the phone, i heard him bellow,



"LULU...!!"

3yoonha......



"na3am..."



"please yebay el stressball weyach just incase...." Feras mused.

Abai ma9adig hal walad.....he jokes 7atta ib situations like this !



"waaaaai3 feraaaaas...!!"



"hehe....ya7alatich oo entay m3a9ba...."



"aham shay...!!! oo 7adda i'll need it daam inne i'm gonna meet wa7id maynoon nafsik....."



"afaaaa il7een ana 9rt maynoon.....ana?...ana!...."



"hehe.....5ala9 ana el maynoona wala tez3al...."



"la2..!!! ana elmaynoon mo entay....."

Haw......!!



"Feraaaaaas.....sheno yahal...."



"hehe ee 9a7 ok yalla etjahezai......bye"



"bye..."



"MAYNOONA !!!" he quickly screamed as he ended the call.





Hehe shakle ana elle ba9eer maynoona ib 7obik ya feras......