My One and Only (1)

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"ufff inshala emor el wagt y3ni...,"mumbled lulu to herself. She turned around and saw her collegues faces absorbed with what il doctor was saying....whatever he was saying. "hathawle mn 9ijhom ?!? uffff wai3...ana shili garadni o 5alani a5th mo7athara 3nd hal malee8!"

Lulu then decided to focus her attention on the most interesting shay ib hal class-the ceiling, where she liked to daydream. She didnt know what would have happened to her if she wasn't 5ayalia and constantly daydreaming about random stuff.

Lulu was in college....duhh. She was a bright student with dreams ille malha sho'3l bele ehya fee..bs la 7aram she liked buisness except for hal mada el malee8a. Lulu was a beautiful girl oo wayid mn 9bayan eljam3a kanaw mayteen 3alaaiha bs lulu wasnt from the kind of girls who liked boy rubbish or wanasa after what happened.

Lulu was 18 years old when she first fell in love with the man who she thought was the man of her dreams. 7amad was 19 years old, shockingly handsome, caring and loved her like crazy!!
they were so inlove laidarajat enna they would talk about their wedding oo ena beyeboon rashid al-majid e'3aneelihom oo shlon bekoon shakel 3yalhom, kanaw ekalmoon ba3a'6 24/7 oo wala emeloon mn b3a'6.....bs lel2asaf it didnt work out. she will never forget that message, that day, that meeting, that HURT !!

3 years ago........

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7amoooody
lulu lazem achoofich...meet me ib starbucks in 1 hour

"oooookay"... i thought, "mo mn 3awayda ediz msgat chethe ....hehe....mo layeg 3alaai ekoon serious. Elmohim lazem akoon 7elwa 7ag 7amoody.....hmmm sheno albis ya toraaa," lulu said as she shuffled through her clothes.
She finally settled on a summery white flowy dress with her tory burch golden flats. She applied MAC black eyeliner remembering 7amad saying to her that he likes how it brings out the warm chocolate color of her eyes. She then dabbs some blush to her cheeks and applies labello chapstick. Lulu decides to tie her long wavy brown hair into a messy bun.
She picks up her mobile and heads out to the car.

Raju, her driver, dropped her at starbucks. She enters starbucks and finds 7amad sitting on a couch in the corner. He was wearing a red Polo shirt with beige shorts and a cap on his head hiding his thick black hair that she wished she had. He had his ray bans on and was fidgeting with his mobile.

she signed.."waai yarabi eshkither a7ib hal walad"

she went over to him and "Booo!" she said waiting for him to flash his breathtaking smile to her, but he didnt.He just motioned for her with his hand to sit down without looking at her.

ooo fe shay i can sense it.........

"7amad 3assa ma shar....fee shay?"i said with a concerned look on my face.

He took off his ray bans and turned to face me. He looked at me...i mean really LOOKED at me

"ana......uh...."

"haw 7amad shfeeeek...?"

"lulu......ana......ana basafir"

"Basssss !!! weee 5ara3tny....hehe" i said as i playfully hit his shoulder, but he didnt laugh, he just stared at me.

"la2....lulu....entay mo fahmatni..... ana basafer asafer"

"huh?"

"umm yalee 8obool ib jam3a ib london oo i decided to go lena 5wani o oboy o 3mame kelihom desaw feeha fa its like a tradition ......fahmatni..?"

"ummmm la2.....y3ne etha ebtadris barra roo7 hatha mosta8balik oo and bakoon waraak lain ma te5araj inshala."

he was quiet, i raised my hand and cupped his cheeks, but he turned his face and i lowered my hand......confused.

"lul......lulwa..."

Ha.....!? Lulwa......LULWA ?!! men meta esameene lulwa

"lulwa ana mabeech ten6ereene....."

i felt a lump form in my throught, "llleish ?"

he didnt answer me he just looked at me then, finally, his lips moved and he said,
"lena ma2abeech....." he replied in a low voice.

My eyes watered and then tears came falling down my face " 7ammmaad 33ady walllla 3adyy....abi an6irek **sniff sniff** 7amad a7ibik a7ibbbik"

7amad grabbed me by my arms and led me outside of starbucks where we could be alone.
He stood infront of me without saying anything then his lips moved,

"lazim amshe...."

"laaa2 la2 latroo7......7amad fahimne .....laish laaaish.....fahimne...." i held his hand crying.

He was just staring at me and then he said the one thing that i didnt expect.
"i'm not inlove with you anymore......."

i felt like the breath was sucked out of my lungs, my legs trembled and i had to lean back against the wall for support.....i stared at him....just stared at him.....speechless.
7amad stood there for a while without moving an inch then he

moved,

turned,

stopped and looked back at me,


then walked away....
away from my life.........