My One and Only (16)

Lulu..........

I rushed to the car, hopped in and listened to my mom blabbering on the phone about.....well, i dont know i was so caught up with what just happened that i wasnt paying attention to what she was saying.
I can't believe what happened, i can't believe he loves me....."loves me" it's too much, it's too good to be true !
I laid my head back and watched the dark sky with the shimmering stars that glistened in the sky and the moon.....it kind of reminds me of Feras's smile. His captivating smile that never fails to cease me. It's the kind of smile that would melt female hearts within a ten-mile radius. How can this man love me ? ME ??? Is he blind...?!?

Ashwa inna he's blind lena if he weren't then i would have never had him.....

i admitt i shouldn't have said "a7ibik" to him.....it's so soon bs i was so caught up in the moment and the way he was kissing me, stroking my cheeks, holding me, whispering "i love you" to me, he made me feel so complete....!!! I like him, i definetly do, and i'm sure that i will grow to love him, i'm positive...!!!

We reached the house, i got out of the car and sprang up to my room. I threw myself on the bed with the ugliest smile plastered on my face. My cheeks were hurting mn kithir ma i was smiling.....i was so happy and nothing could take that away!

After washing my face, pulling my hair loose from the bun, settling in my PJ's, i hoped into bed thinking of Feras and how perfect he was today. He was so handsome in the dishdasha and his '3itra (which were both ruined from my tears). His delicious dark brown hair that peaked from under his '3itra slightly. His masculine, rough hands that amazingly were so tender against my skin. His warm embrace that would set me at ease immediately and his soothing words that never failed to turn my legs to water. His eyes........waw they're so green and so pure i fear from drowning in those depths of his. And those perfectly molded lips of his that were filled with irony and smiles.

I signed........... and looked down at my arm, my "kissed arm"! To be completely honest, i didn't want him to stop and that scared the hell out of me.That rakish look in his eyes and that intensity in his voice electrified the air and i couldn't think of anything but HIM and not wanting him to stop. I shuddered just thinking about it !

Bas bas lulu.......namay......stop thinking about feras..........sleep.....yes......sleep.......sha6ra.......okay that's not working......ummm......yalla let the sheeps jump over the fence.....one....two.....three............ughhhhhhhhhh............namay namay NAMAY !!!!

I eventually slept. A few hours later......

dzzzzdzzzz dzzzzdzzzzzz zzzzzzzz...........

My phone vibrated nonstop........i opened one eye and peeped into the screen

Jana calling

ufffff eshatbeeeee.......eshtabe daga 7al 7azza....

i looked at the clock and it was 4:35am.......!!!!

Mn 9ijha hathe.......yoba 6eeeray 7adi banam

I tucked the covers around me and settled into a peaceful, restful sleep.
At the birds singing outside my window and the sunlight that lit my room i pulled the covers from my face and stretched. I'll be heading to college bacher.....waaaaaaaai3 7ada male 5lg why are weekends so short...!!! I called the nanny and told her to prepare breakfast for me oo kan 7ada 6ag ib rassi 5obiz irany oo chai 7aleeb oo hal sowalif.

I took a quick shower and let my wet hair dripping over my PJ's as i settled munching on the fresh, warm 5obiz oo sipping the silky chai 7aleeb.

"9aba7 el 5air....mn el9b7 bal3a..." my mother came with the hugest smile on her face.

"hella yoma....."i managed to say as i stuffed food into my mouth like a crazy woman. I noticed my mother just sitting there and staring at me. "etha fee jibin aw shay 3ala wayhe 6awfai lena 7adi yo3ana..."

"Mn na7yat mafjoo3a 3ady met3awdeen e7na....."

"Haaaaai......hehe"

"ee sheno b3d hatha el 9ij ..!!" she replied sarcasticly.

Okay la jad jad ....chena wayid ga3da et5iz sheno lahaldaraja shakle '3ala6....

"Yoma bas ga3da etdawdeheene moo gadra arakiz bl akel....." i replied as i dipped a darabeel into the chai 7aleeb.

"walla oo enich kebartai......."

"laaa yoma sheno ya3ne ba9'3ar.....hehe"

"chubai 8aleelat 2adab.......ana omich mo rfeejtich 3ashan et7acheene chethe.."

i stayed quiet, met3awda 3ala hal jomla menha....she never really meant it...la imbala she did.

"Emmm....aaathfa..." my voice came out muffled from me chewing the soaked darabeel in my mouth.

"7asha moo 9a7ya......enzain goolay eshlon kan ams...?"

"Haaa.....uhhhh..wanasa wallah estanast....ya7lailhom elma3arees laigeen 3ala ba3ath allah ehaneehom...." i replied nervously.

"eeeeeee......agool Jana madagat 3alaich....?"

"Jana.....? Ee bs makalamt'ha.....laish...?"

"la bs omha ams dagat 3alay oo galat ena refeejat'ha chafitich bl 3rs......"

"ooookay......." i replied wanting her to go on.

"oo tabeech 7ag walad'ha....."

I gasped and a small chunk of darabeel got caught up in my throught. I coughed and reached for the chai 7aleeb drowning it and then screaming as it burned my throught from the heat.

"A777777777 !!!!!!!!!!! SHENOOOOOO.......meno hatha......!!"

I replied thinking of Feras, oh my god he can't be serious !

"isma ....sheno galat isma....."

I waited impatiently as i involuntarily stuffed bread into my mouth.

Yalaaaaaaaaaa.......today.......

Feras.... Feras....

"eee isma 6alal Al-Flani......"

Fer.......WHAT...!!!!!!!!

"Entay met2akda.......?"

"eee met2akda tara 5osh walad oo a3arif omma wayid 5osh nas......."

My eyes started to tear up, why does this have to happen to me, why now, laish when i finally meet Feras this happens..... laish ?!

I looked at my mother's face and saw how she was beaming as she talked about how she knows the mother and all that stuff......... but all i could think of was Feras.....his smell......his face...... his eyes.....his smile..........his LOVE!

I squeezed my eyes shut,

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO .............??!!!!!