Tuesday, March 31, 2009

My One and Only (56)

I won't be able to post these next couple of days lena i will be busy busy busy with my cuz's wedding......lena maskeena matadre 3n hawa darha hehe ;p i luv u cuzinty..;**




ENJOY.....;))))))

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THE WEDDING




Lulu.......




"WAAAAAI etyanineeeeen......mashallah.....!!!!"screeched jano.




"mashalla laa elaaha ellallaaa......ethableen ...." said 5alti.




Ni6art malat elsalon et'thabit 6ar7iti a5ir marra before she headed out oo gmt oo i headed to the mirror. Wigaft jidamha oo i gasped.......




this is not my reflection......




I stared at the mirror and i saw a girl wearing the most beautiful dress that floated around her as if she were an angel oo her make-up was done to perfection were it contained shades of beige and brown with a thick black eyeliner, oo a simple beige lipstick. Her hair was pulled up into a bun were several curls found their way around her face oo the long 6ar7a gave her a look as if she was some sort of a roman godess. she looked tall with the madry cham inch heels that made her look so tall.




Jana came and stood next to me and stared at the reflection with a smile plastered on her face "sheno bi6eer 3agla youm echoofich....."




Oh so it is me..........




"shakle '3air......"




"eshrayich ya3ne 3aroosa akeed shaklich bekoon '3air........"




Tears pricked my eyes.....killish mo wagta




"jana...tissue bsir3a......!!!"




Jana brought me some tissue as i carefully dabbed my eyes, not to ruin the make-up. I took a deep breath and stared at the clock it read




9:02 p.m.




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Feras......




bil sitt chethe 5athaitle shower oo 7ila8t ......libast dishdashte oo el'3itra m3 el3gal oo tiba5art. Ri7t el9ala oo gi3adt an6ir ilwalid ma3 fahood oo i tapped my leg involuntarily on the ground nonstop.




"hala bilm3ris......." came fahad with a grin on his face.




"haha....eskit 7adi mitwatir....." i said oo ohwa ebarikle.




"3ady hatha shay 6abee3i.....enta lat7atee oo kila cham sa3a oo et5ali9..."




"y3ne gayil shay m3 wayhik....."




"haha...." he said as he slapped my shoulder, " yalla bilbaraka....minnik elmal oo minha el3yal....."




"mashkoor...." i smiled as i pictured how my kids would look like.




Ya ilwalid oo 6ila3na ri7na il9ala...3ashan ilriyayeel ebarkoonlina. Nizalt mn elsayara libast elbisht oo di5alna il9ala. B3d shwy walla 3alaam eyoon oo ebarkoonle oo nas ma3arofhom ebarkoonle oo nas mn ayam ethanawiya oo eljam3a yaw ...hatha '3air rabi3 ilduwaniya oo rabi3 oboy oo ma3arfa oo rabi3 fahood...oo mn 9oub ahl el3aroos oo ma3azeemhom....y3ne mashalla elmokan kan malyan.




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Lulu........




ana oo jano fa9leen bl'3orfa bs nirgi9 3al a'3ani elle nisma3hom barra 9ara7attan masta7mil...hehe. wala etdish 3alaina 5alti, "yalla lulu...3ashan ti6li3een..."




I took a deep breath, 3adalt nafsi one last time oo 6ila3t heading to the door where i will enter from. Wagfa jidam ilbab oo ga3da asma3 yibaaab ...oo ilgoosebumps mo9ij shlon kanaw all over my body. I shaked my hands as i said, "bismilla bismilla bismilla......"




Ba6ilaw il bab as the song "hab ilsa3ad..." played. I stood just staring at the crowd that were on both sides of the 8a3a oo the way they were ALL looking at me. I forced a smile and moved a step when 5alti whispered, "yalla lulu..emshay...."




Ibtisamt oo ana ga3da amshy oo jana oo 5alti ga3deen e3adloon iltrain mn warai oo bint 5alti etgid rose petals 3alai. Ilmo9awira wagfa jidami oo etlif mn 7awalaini et9awirni oo malat ilvedio et'6a7ik ehya oo camerat'ha. I took a deep breath and smiled as i walked atep by step to the kosha at the far end.




lat6i7een.....shwy shway imshay.....momal et6i7een.....focus 3ala ilkosha....




I could feel the women's eyes traveling over my dress oo scanning my maska ooo my makeup and hair. I heard yibaab....i saw my friends mn iljam3a oo ilthanawiya oo flashed them a smile. Garabt 3nd ilkosha wala achoof ommi, Omferas, dana, sara, oo 5alti, oo bnt5alti oo kilihom kanaw mibtasmeen bs 3yoonhom killa dmoo3. A lump formed in my throught oo kint babche bs i bit my lower lip and focused on the kosha.




When i finally reached the kosha, sa3idoni a93ad to it oo lafait and faced the people. Ilnas started getting up and dancing in the middle, colorful dresses danced whirled, girls from all age groups started dancing oo i started laughing mn elwanasa. 5doodi balishaw e3awroone mn kithir mana mibtasma......!!


B3dain gi3adt 3al couch bl kosha. Kil shway wa7da eteene oo tsawlif weyay....elle et6afirne ...oo i tooks hundreds of pictures. Ila'3ani mo bas malawt rag9....7adi kint abe argi9 hufffff....bs may9eer agoom wargi9 y3ne 7adi '3niya '3neetain mo akthar. Yatne jano who looked cute with her hot pink dress to me.




"maskeena matigdar tirgi9....7irraaaaaaaaa....hehe....."




"chubai ya7mara....may9eer achoofhom yirgi9oon oo ana l2....abe argi9.....!!!" I said as i stared at the dancefloor.




I spotted Sara, mort o5o feras, dancing with dana oo i didnt know inna she was pregnant kan shakilha mobas eshawig..!! i saw omferas shaking her head at her oo i think she mouthed "agoolaa" bs i'm not sure oo sara 6ala3at'ha and giggled as she danced. Everyone was so happy and cheerful it was a night i will never forget.




Wala faj2a they anounce enna elmi3ris wi9al oo 3ashan el7areem elibsoon e7jabat'hom. I smiled, "agool jano yibeele man'6ara please....."




"kani digeega oo aye...."




She brought me the mirror o chayakt nafse b3dain 3a6ait'ha 7ag jana as she went and sat in her seat. i stood up and i could hear the sounds of the men barra madri shila5bo6oon bs it was fun oo the feeling was great..!!!


I cant wait to see feras......i cant wait..!!!!




tba6al il bab oo i saw the most handsome man standing infront of me at the other end of the room.




WAW.....!!!!!!

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Thank u.......


Luv u ;***


Gudnight.......








Monday, March 30, 2009

My One and Only (55)


Hey to my commentors CAlM DOWN .....!!!! A7tirim rai kl wa7id wether it was good or bad its an oppinion oo I respect that
Elmohim yes the story is comming to and end that's why mafe wayid action bs I'm working on the
Next story which is 6alals story....:))) anyway luv u oo miss u ;*
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THE WEDDING DAY






Feras.......






Gmt mn elnom oo elebtisama shagga wayhe....5ala9 elyoum ra7 atzawaj lulu ...!!! Ams bilail kinna ana oo lulu bs sowalif 3al telephone lai ilfayir b3dain giltlaha en9ali 9alat ilfayir dam enna lail7een ga3deen oo nid3ee 7ag rabna inna ewafigna oo etammim 3alaina.....






b3dain gi3adna sowalif oo thi7ik oo lulu faj2a tishta6 oo b3dain faj2a eyee 7ag 9ot'ha rajfa chenha ib tabche.....oo mat9adgoon cham marra galat "mom9adga...." oo ana b3d knt agool chethe. a5ir shay 8ararna ennam lena warana ga3da oo chethe.






We've come a long way ana oo lulu, oo wajahna wayid 9o3oobat bs we made it bil nihaya oo kana ra7 nitzawaj. Gmt oo dazait 7g lulu msg oo gmt a5ithly shower.




6ila3t mn el'3orfa ri7t el9ala wala achoof dano oo elwalid oo elwalda oo fahado oo morta ga3deen bil9ala.




"9aba7 el5air...." i said as i kissed my father's head oo my mother's head and sat beside dano.




"oo ana laish mabist rasii......" dana said




"agool roo7ay mootay a7sanlich......"




"waaaai ra7 ashtaglik t9adig....!!!!" said dana as she gave me a hug.




Ilwalid gi3ad shwaya sowalif oo '3ashmara b3dain 6ila3 3inda an early ijtima3 lena bilail 3irsy...!! oo elwalda oo dano headed to the salon. Bigaina ana oo fahad oo sara.




"laish mari7tai wiyahom ....." i asked her.




"mali 5lg......" replied sara lazily.




"killa malha 5lg hal marra.....kasoola.....kasoola..." said fahad as he pinched her cheeks playfully.




"b3d shwy aroo7 ma3 ommi.....waaai bilyallaaaaaa at7arak....."




"ee motawldeen 3alaina elyoum b3d........" i joked. she's due any day lena dashat shaharha.




"hehe ta5ayal....7ada mowagta...." she smiled.




"elyoum tig3ideen 3al korse oo mati7arakain wayid okay....."




"fahad chayifne yahil.....sheno ag3ad yuba hatha 3rs....oo mo ay 3rs b3d...3rs feras...."




"adry bs moozainlich el7araka wayid....3afya 3ashani motit7arikain aw tirgi9een wayid..."




"5ala9 okay......"




"ma9adgich....."




"kaifik yo....."




"hehe wallah entaw elathnain madry shlon beyeelokom yahil......yalla taboon shay ana mashe....."




Bs mantabhaw fahad oo sara lena kanaw lahyeen ib inna fahad egool l2 oo ehya etgool ee......




r7t elsharika a5ali9 cham sha'3la lena ra7 a5ith shahar ijaza...3assas shahr el3assal y3ne. bacher 6ayaratna el9b7 7g ilseashells sboo3 oo maldives sboo3 oo spain sboo3ain 3ashan she shops 3ala ra7at'ha. 5athit iltathakir mn ilsecertaira oo radait ilbait.


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Lulu..........




Ba6alt 3aine bilyalaaaaaa.....mo bas mitlaisha oo abe anam lena killish manimt ams...kint akalim feras 6ool el lail. I rubbed my eyes as i pulled the covers away from me. I picked up my mobile wala fe msg




My One


Wife....;)


sent 10:23am




A smiled spread over my face and a warm feeling rushed through my body.




My One


Husband...;*


sent 10:45am




After sending feras the message, i went to my mother's room and wandered aimlessly. Kint mo bas imsabaha oo '6ay3a...mo 3arfa shasawe.




"Lulu...yuma roo7ay trayigay 3ashan b3d shwy enroo7 enchayik 3al 9ala oo entay tro7een el9alon...."




"mo chena imbachir..."




"la yuma bin6awil shwy bil 8aa3a...b3dain yadob yamdeech etsaween mikyajich oo sha3rich....yalla 7beebte 3ashan manit2a5ar...."




"inshalla...." i whispered oo my voice came out strangled oo my eyes teared up madry lasih.




"lulu....shfeech..." my mother said with her comforting voice that i'll miss, oo i cried. "7abeebty latabcheen hathi sinnat il7ayat oo zojich mn a7san mayakoon oo e7na 3ala6ool binkoon weyach....yalla yuma yalla...7beeeeebte......" she said as she hugged me. "bs ga6a3tai galbi lat5aleene abchi....."




I pulled away from her and wiped my tears, "a7ibich yuma...." i said as i kissed her head.




"b3d 3mry wallah....yalla goomay oo trayigay oo eklay 3adil zain...."




"okay" i said as i headed to the 9ala.




Incomming call Jana......




"Ahlaaaaaaaaan.....shlon 3aroosatna il7ilwa....."




"ga3da takil like a cow....."




"haw laish......"




"madry bs i cant stop eating....."




"lulu mowagta b3d nafnoofich maydish feech......7i6ay elle ebeedich oo goomay libsai training wala shay 3ashan i'll meet you bl 8aa3a oo nroo7 ilsalon m3ba3ath.....okay...."




"okaaaaay...."




"waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai ma9adig ennich bittizawijain......!!!!!!"




"haw laish...hehe...."




"madry....mo layig killish.....bs ma3 feras layig et9adgeen....wai shina6irne laai il3rs abee e9eer bsir3a...."




"laaaa ana mo bs mitwatra...."




"waaaih lat5afeen dam enne weyach....mara7 ahidich digeega wa7da...yalla basich garga oo badlai okay.......yalla bye"




I headed up to my room and changed my clothes and me and my mom headed to the 8a3a. Everything was perfect oo kan wayid fee awadim esheeloon oo e7i6oon a'3ra'6...ooo 9arle goosebumps y3ne kil hatha 3ashani ana....!




I met up with jano oo we headed to the salon. Kanat etsawlifle oo ohma e7i6oonle make-up oo kil shway a'67ak oo hathe malat elmake-up mo bas athait'ha lena kilshway at7arak. After the make-up sawait sha3ri...rifa3ta ib kobba oo shakla wayid moratab...3ijabne..oo thabitawle il 6ar7a...bs mali5lg a3afis el6ar7a fagiltlaha etyee ma3ay il8a3a oo it'thabitle yaha hnaak a7san. elwagt kan emor ib shakil 5ayali....faj2a et6oof 2 hours chena no9 sa3a....!!! I was running late...fa6ila3na mn ilsalon ana oo jana ..ga6atne il8a3a where i will change into my wedding dress oo ehya ra7at elbait 3ashan itbadil oo etyee etsa3idne.






6ab3an banat 5alati oo 3amati kilihom 7awalaaini oo esa3doone oo ehadooni .....oo 5alati elle wa7da tigra aaya wala elthanya etgool du3a2 wala wa7da etgi6le nikat 3ashan ansa iltwator ille 7ayishne.....y3ne killish maga9iraw wallah....7adi a7ibhom..!!!!




"Yalla lulu meta bitlibseen nafnoofich...yallah......" 5alti said.




"laaa na6ra jana rfeeshti....."




"la yuma mako wagt lazim etlibseen 3ashan isawoonlich 6ar7itich....."




"okay......"




Fi9a5t hdoome oo bs kanat 5alti oo bnt 5alti bl'3orfa...walaa faj2a




"la7'6aaaaaaaaaa.....ni6roooneeeeeeee!!!!" jana's voice echoed as i heard her heels clacking on the ground.




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Thank you.......




Luv u ......;***

My One and Only (54)

ENJOY....;***


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Feras.............





8 days later.....





Lulu radat mn france....a5eeeeeeeeran....oo i spent ams killa ma3aha since maknt ga3id weyaha for a whole week...!!! Bs i wont be able to see her these next couple of days since inna ra7 etkoon lahya bl3rs elle mabogala shay killish....oo ana rayi7 3ala buisness trip for 3 days b3d...





Y3ne elyoum kalamt'ha 3ashan ni6la3 bs galatle enna 3indaha brova mikyaj oo halsowalif...madry sheno y3ne bs tfahamt elmaw'6oo3. Ni6art wayed oo agdar an6ir hal cham youm gabil il3rs.





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Lulu.........





France was freezing...!!!!! Bs kil hatha ehoon lena ilsoog kan 3ajeeeeb.....5ayaaaaaaaaaal......5amait kilshay...hehe allah e3afee oboy wallah..!!


Nagait the most beutiful wedding dress ever made...lona offwhite oo its strapless oo sak 3la my body b3dain shwaya mn ta7at it flows with the train on the back. Il designs ille 3alai simple bs ra8ya oo wayed 7ilwa....il 6ar7a da5il weyaa dantail oo shwayat crystals oo shakla wayid na3im....





Abaaaai 7ada 3ajibne eldress....!!!!





Maskiti is in the process of making oo r7t el8a3a oo the theme mal the wedding b3d 3ajibny offff i cant wait...!!!! Il7een baroo7 7ag brovat make-up and hair oo allah yister lena killish ma7ib iltala6i5...abee shakle ikoon simple bs 7ilo ibnafs elwagt...





1 msg.rec.


My One


allah yister m3 your makeup....derai balich mo t9eereen dracula ib the wedding tara ahidich oo an7ash...;p


rec. 7:25pm





Waai feras killish mo wagtik 7adi i'm nervous oo 7ada he's not helping. ya7a'6hom elreyayeel mako wedding dress oo hair oo make-up ...bs alllah weldishdasha, il'3itra, ilbisht oo ilbo5oor oo he's ready to go.





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Feras......





Ri7t ildiwaniya 3nd elrabi3...wala achoof 6alalo...





"Hala walla....3ash mn shafik...."





"hala walla....tadry b3d loya oo chethe...." i said as we sat down.





"ee loya el3rs....bs ana 5obri il7areem 3indihom loya mo e7na...."





"hehe ee bs lulu kil youm etdig 3alai oo she panicks 3ala ashyaa2 killish malha da3e..."





"hahaaaai mithil sheno...."





"uhhhh ee ams ga3da mitnarfiza lena elworood lonhom moo elle 6ilbita fa tahawishat ma3ahom oo galatlohom etha masawoo 3adil itkansil ilworood.....y3ne a89aa worood, meno bila7i'6...."





"olaaaaaa.....walla allah e3eenik 3alaiha...."





"eee wallaaaa.....hehe"





"ana allah fakne minha oo enta ibtilasht....." mused 6alal.





"laaaa walla a9lan mafe wa7da ti9la7le kithir lulu......law wa7da '3airha chan min ziman yannat mn sibbity....."





"eee walla na9eeb, 5osh bnaya lulu.......enzain ta3aaaaaal eshsawait 3alle gtlik yaa...."





"haaa...sheno....."





"6a3 hatha.....ana mo gayilik etkalim lulu 3ashan etdawerle marra...."





"eeeee sha5bariii......bs la lat7ate giltlaha bs lahya hal ayam....b3dain e9eer 5air...."





"yuba shayabt ana ille a9'3ar mini tizawijaw....mn'6iminhom enta...."





"sheno 28 mo kbeer bl3ks monasib 7ag zawaj...ana law mu lulu chan ni6art oo tizawajt b3dain 3ala8al a7san mn 27..."





"y3ne frigat......9ij enik 7mar....."





"agoooooooooool....6a3 mn yitkalam......!!!"





Incomming call....


My Only....





"ka 3omorha 6oweel.......hathe lulu......" i picked up he phone. "aloo....hala....shlonich ....ana b3d....mo kithri.....laaaaaa 5ala9 jarbai mokan thany bacher 5o 3ady bega 5 ayam 3l 3rs yamdee......lulu.....lulu.....7abeebte hadai...a9lan mayhimne mikyajich oo sh3rich elle ehimni entay oo bs.....5alaaaa9 hidaitay....yalla ashwa.....ee ana bldiwaniya 3ad 6alal 3ndy oo ga3id e7anich 3alai 9ayirla sina....."





Mawi3ait ella 6alalo edizne.....hehe





"ee meta bitdawreenla marra...tara mista3yil elwalad....."





walla shota etyeene mn 6alal as he mouthed "enta 7maaaar...??"


I laughed oo kamalt.... "eeee yam3awad dawreela laai moot 3alaina.......hahaaaaaaaaai"





6alalo walla yi'67ak oo ana kamalt weyaa oo lulu ham started gigglin over the phone.





"agool lulu shrayich ni6la3 3asha m3 6alal il7een......ee trideen elbait shtsaween ya3ne.....okay yalla amorich b3d no9 sa3a mot2a5reena .......enchoof....hehe yalla femalla..."





Sakart eltelephone oo ana oo 6alal headed to my car oo we drove off to lulu's house. maraina lulu oo chftha tanzil mn eldarai oo kanat labsa jeans oo a top m3 ka3ab oo faala sah3arha....a7ib halbnyaya oo mom9adig ennha bit9eer morti !!!





"Ahlan....." lulu said as she got into the car.





"hala walla.....zain ma2a5arteene......"





"ee magdar b3d fashla...6alal mawjood hehe...."





"6a3....y3ne bs 3ashan 6alal haaaa oo ana kil marra tizri3eene sa3a barra...."





"hehe mamoon....." she flashed a flirtatious smile at me oo ana bs knt achoofha lena knt a6ali3ha blma'6ara lena kanat ga3da wara.





"laaa shlon matmoneen...cham lulu ana 3indy...."





"e77777m......tara ana bilsayara 3ala fikra......"





"hehe...hala 6alal shlonik...."





"tamam...entay shlonich ...feras egoole innich imyaninita....."





"malik sho'3ol minna wayid daloo3...."





"o555555...8awiyaaaaaa....kaaaaaak...."





"agool 6alal......"





"na3am...."





"chub...."





"heheheeheheh" laughed 6alal a devilish laugh.





Wi9alna ilbidi3 oo gi3adna sowalif oo '3ashmara.....wayid 6alal 5osh walad ooo wayid e3iz 3ala galbi...!!! ya7laila 7ada it8abal ilwa'63 enna lulu 9arat morti.....ohwa e2aamin bl7ob bs madry laish ohwa lail7een mo7aab...bs ana shako as2ala....ilwalad yabe yitzawaj oo 5ala9.





"enzain enzain....3a6ne mowa9afat......"





"uhhh mowa9afat...?? emmm y3ne 7ilwa oo thakiya oo bnt 3ayla oo mo7tarama...y3ne chethe...."





"ambai 7ada jawabik ta8leede...."





"yoba etgool chethe b3dain chak bom titzawaj wa7da 7adha '3air....."





Lulu raised an eyebrow at me, "ahaaa oo enta mowa9afatik tamshe 3alai ana...."





"la2 a9lan entay 3ks mowa9afate bilmarra....madry shlon 7abaitich....t9adgeen...."





"haha malee8....."





"la 9ij walla ...tara feras latchoofeen mowa9afata gabil...kina mobas nif9il 3alai..."





"laish..."





"lena kint abeeha jaikara...'3abiya...ba66a...malee8a....oo the list goes on and on...."





"aham shay......laish...."





"bs chethe bs 7ache lena maknt 7a6 ib balee ilzawaj niha2iyan fa knt a5arif mowa9afat ....bs madry sheno 9ar elle tizawajtich...."





"awwwwww......." Lulu's eyes twinkled at me oo i smiled back at her lovingly.





Kamalna sowalifna oo e7na nakil......oo b3dain 9ar hojoom 3al molten cake walla kinna in'6a7ik...oo kina bs en6afir 6alal ana oo lulu 3ala meno elmagrooda elle bta5tha...hehe...





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Thank you.....





Luv you....;**





Gud night.....





:))


I am looooooving the weather.....!!!

5ayal I'll jaw mo 9ij mo 9ij ....7ada mal ag3ad ib cafe wala shay !

I'm not joking bs china jaw london oo elkil agrees with me....don't u 2 ?

Inshalla bs yibga chethe oo mayi3tifis lene 7adi mishta6a 3alai ;)))

Sunday, March 29, 2009

My One and Only (53)

To anonymous elle galatle 3n "myphone" 7g my BB i Love you 7adich in8aa'6 ....;**

Enjoy.......;)))
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Feras......

2 weeks later.....

I always get what i want...i have to admitt wala chan mamilacht 3ala lulu 2 weeks after i saw her ib bait'hom. 6ab3an ilkil kan rafi'6 5o9oo9an lulu nafs'ha...bs ma3 eli8na3 oo il7ache ri'6at oo milachna...!!!!! We decided to do it bain ilahal dam inna el3rs bekoon 7ag ilawadim. Itifa8na inna il3rs ekoon b3d shahar mn elmilcha 3ashan yamdeehom ejahzoon lulu oo chethe. Lulu was simply breathtaking when i saw her the day of the milcha. She wore a baige gown that hugged her curves and highlighted her feminine features. Sha3arha kan marfoo3 ma3 cham 5i9la highlighting her soft face. mikyajha kan a tint a'3maj mn kil marra bs she looked spectacular with the way her makeup contrasted her warm chocolate brown eyes oo her red lipstick was driving me crazy with the way it outlined her kissable lips.

Ooo ili7sas ille 9ar feene youm galat "ee" oo 5ala9 kitabna liktab kan a7la sho3oor bil3alam killa. oo chena ham oo enza7 lena 5ala9 lulu 9arat morti ana oo ma7ad ra7 ya5ith'ha miny. Kanaw ilnas ebarkoonle bs ana kint imsabah lena kil my focus kan 3ala lulu oo shlon kanat wagfa oo ilnas ebarkoonlaha oo ehya mista7ya oo tibtisim. Our eyes would meet for a breif second but it would soon be interupted by congratulating people. Although it was a couple of seconds but it was as if it lasted a life time. Hal cham seconds were charged with love, passion, admiration, loyalty and so much more......

Ooo ma2ansa youm a5eeran ri7tlaha 3ashan alabis'ha il5atim oo ilshabka. 3omorha makanat mista7ya lulu kithir youm kint alabis'ha ilshabka....

Kanat tarjif oo ana alabis'ha il5atim, when i peered into her eyes she giggled,not meeting my eyes. B3dain 3abalna with the earings oo '6i7akna 3ala shlon kint mitwahig. When it came to the necklace, i bent towards her and put my arms around her to close the lock of the necklace. She was so close to me that i could hear her rthymic breathing and i couldnt help but take in all her scent with one deep breath that caused her to shiver. 7awalt asik ilnecklace bs mogader .... 8a9di mo3arif...hehe....

"yuma..." i called my mom as i shrugged my shoulders, i gave up on trying to close the necklace and everyone laughed 3alai.

B3d kil hatha....i kissed her forehead, but i lingered a few seconds before i pulled my lips away. I've kissed her several times on her forehead bs it never felt so right before...this was perfect!! B3dain wakalt'ha 7ilo 3ala maa'6in,,,9ara7attan mat'thakar sheno wakalt'ha lena bs kint emsa6il feeha. Ooo youm ehya madat eedha 3ashan etwakilne....i laid my hand ontop of her shivering hand and stared deeply into her eyes as i ate the 7ilo. Bs mashilt eedi oo '6alait bs i stare at her laai ma she lowered her eyes as her cheeks turned red. It was a night i'll never forget...a night that i had carved into my heart for years to come.

B3d ilmilcha...ana oo lulu 6ila3na 3ashan nit3asha oo chethe oo it was the most romantic dinner ever...and thats because lulu was part of it. Kan shay '3areeb enna kinni shway mista7yeen mn ba3ath chena awal marra nig3ad oo nsawlif oo chethe....

Youm kint baridha ilbait wagaft sayarte jidam bait'hom oo eltifat 3alaiha....walla kanat 3yoonha emdam3a....

i remember everything that she said as if it were yesterday..

"Lulu...shfeech....." i said as i reached and pulled a lock away from her face. She shifted in her seat and faced me with her tear-filled eyes.

"mistansa......mom9adga enna tizawajna...mom9adga...." she said and surrendered in my arms. I ran my hands through her hair, then pulled her face away and kissed her salty cheeks.

"a7ibich...."

"oo ana amoot 3alaik...." she whispered back as we gazed lovingly into eachothers eyes.

And at that moment i said ...this is it, this is the moment i'm going to kiss lulu...this is it. I leaned towards her with agonizing slowlyness, my eyes never leaving hers. My breathing turned heavily and she clutched my arm as i got closer to her. Our lips were millimeters apart when .......

enta '3air elnas 3indy...enta 3indi shay kibeer....

Lulu's phone rang.

We both jumped mn the sound, and i cursed the man who invented phones malyon marra. She picked her phone up and it was her mother and she had to get in since its getting late. She kissed my cheek goodbye as i did the same and saw her as she entered the house.

"Feras.......feras.....yoooohooooooooo..........feraaaaaaaaaaaaaas....." dana's voice suddenly interrupted my daydream with her hand waving back and forth infront of my eyes.

"nawya ta3meene entay....."

"9arle sina anadeek....elmohim laish lail7een mari7t elma6ar...."

"huh...."

"haw feras shfeek...elyoum 6ayarat lulu 7ag france....."

"offfff 5ara.....!!!! laish mathakarteene......!!!!" i said as i got up from the couch and headed to my room to change my clothes.

"oo ana tawa sheno sawait...." i heard dana's voice from the 9ala.

Today lulu is going to France with her mom 3ashan etjahiz 7ag el3rs, i tried to go with her bs awalan ommi moora'6ia oo etgool enna a5ale ilbnaya titnafas shwaya.....thanyan 5alti (om lulu) etgool may9eer achoof nafnoof el3rs oo enna lulu chethe mara7 tintibih ma3aha dam enne weyaha...oo thalithan wayid sho'3ol filsharika...

9ij enna killa esboo3 ray7a lulu bs magdar 3ala fragha...shlon e6awi3ne galbi etkoon lulu ib deera thanya b3eeda 3anni ib 5 sa3aat.....shloooooooooooon

i got into the car and drove to the airport. I called lulu bs makanat etrid...3assa bs ma6arat il6ayara..3ad i was planning to surprise her when i go to the airport. I talked to her today and she cried over the phone lena tabeene ayee ma3aha ....oo ga6i3at galbi bs shasawe ya3ne.

wi9alt ilma6ar oo chft ilflight screen oo it read "proceed to gate number 17".....i ran to the man 7ag 5atm iljawazat oo ilworood ib eedi m3 a kitkat bar(lulu's favourite)...

"law sama7t..jawazik...."

"i3thirne bs mo ma3ay oo lazim adish ...."

"asif o5oy bs magdar a5aleek mn'3air jawaz...."

"enta mo fahimne..lazim achoof a7ad..."7awalt ma3a bs mako fayda...9ij 7mar...

"feras...!!"

Lafait wayhe wala wa7id a3arfa mn ayam ilthanawiya..." hala wallaaaaaa..."

"sha5barik ...shil dinya feek...."

"7amdilla....bs ba'3ait 5idma ma3alaik amir...."

"aaamir cham feras 3inina e7na...."

"lazim adish da5il a36y a7ad shay....."

he looked at my hand oo a smile crept on his face, "fihamtik bs law ebeedi chan 5alaitik bs e3thirni magdar......bs tadre shlon yeeb elworood oo ilkitkat oo ana awa9la 7agik...."

Weddi agoola la2 ana abe achoofha bs yalla a7san mn wala shay....3a6aita ilgate number oo isim lulu...oo ra7 3asas iwa9ilaha ila'3ra'6. Oo i headed back home.

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Lulu..............

The past few weeks were magical...!!!!! I'm married to feras and nothing could get any better than this. I love shlon arba3a oo 3ishreen sa3a 6al3een ma3ba3ath oo enkalim ba3athna awal ma engoon oo gabil ma ennam ...hatha '3air the calls inbetween. Bss ilyoum lazim asafir france oo mabee ahid feras...magdar 3ala fraga 7ag sa3a shlon la3 sboooooooooo3....!!!!

Dagait 3alai elyoum el9b7 oo tibachbachtla oo 7anait 3alai 3assas eyee bs he cant. i know enne elmafroo'6 a9lan enne ma eye bs shasawe ya3ne.......hufffff

ri7t ilma6ar oo gabli thgeel oo mali 5lg shay....bs abe feras ekoon 3ndy el7een oo i lay in his arms and talk about random stuff.....

Me and my mom headed to the gate....oo with every step i felt like i was getting closer to crying.
Dashaina il6ayara oo gi3adt bl seat, i fastened my seatbelt and pulled out my i-pod out of my bag. Kint ga3da asma3 a'3ani oo i was wondering why i didnt tell feras enna ewa9ilne elma6ar elyoum...9ij '3abiya law kint gaylatla chan magal l2 oo wa9alni.....

"law sama7tai....."

"hmmm..." i said as i pulled out my head phones out of my ear.

"entay Lulu Al-Flani......"

"ee na3am....."

"tfa'6ilay e5ty....." he handed my a lovely bouquet of sunflowers (my favourite) and a bar of kitkat (my favorite).....and the man walked away.

I held the flowers and the bar in my hand and all the sadness, and the gloomy mood that i was experiencing today drained out of me and a smile crept on my face. I sniffed the flowers oo began eating my kitkat as the plane prepared to take-off.

I love you Feras....!!!

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Thank you.........

Luv u................

Gudnight.............;**



Saturday, March 28, 2009

My One and Only (52)

Missed you guys 2....kilikom!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY...
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Lulu........





Madry laish bs everytime i say bye to Feras it takes alot of energy to do that. I want him with me and to be besides me and always close to me and saying goodbye to him eveytime i see him is hard. On his way out, when he whispered "chinni i miss u already" made me smile y3ne midaaa he misses me ! bs ham mn da5il i wanted to cry lena i love this man alot and i'm glad that he shares this feeling with me. What i'm really happy about enna 5ala9 kil shay ra7 e9eer rasmi oo ra7 atzawaj Feras.....FINALLY...!!!!



B3d magi3adt sowalif ma3 ommi oo 5alti i excused myself and went upstairs to ....guess what....call Feras...!!!! I lay on my bed, twirling a lock between my fingers and the other hand holding the phone.



600000000006.........60000000000006.......6000000000



"Alooo......" answered Feras's never ending sexy voice.



"Aloo law sama7t...."



"e7m tifa'6ilay e5ty amray....."



"uhhh ee ana em'6ay3a shay oo a3ti8id enna 3indik..."



"ehmmm oo sheno hal shay...."



"emmmm elshay ohwa....galbi...."



"galbich.....asif bs mara7 agdar asa3dich ella etha entai sa3adtene..."



"ana ...? laish...."



"lena entay b3d 3ndich shay oo abee....ele oho galbi...."



"ahhhh y3ne elle fihamta enna galbik 3ndy oo gably 3indik....."



"ee na3am......"



"oo il7al....."



"el7al yabint el7allal ennich tir'6aain bl amr elwa8i3 lena b3d chm shahar...asabee3 inshallah..ra7 enkoon wa7id oo galbi oo galbich ra7 ekoon galb wa7id...."


My heart started fluttering like crazy and my mouth spread into a cheeky grin....the kind of grin that eventually hurts your cheeks if you know what i mean. Ooo mn kithir mani mistansa i kept gasping for air.


"awwww Feras....min wain etyeeb kalamik ana madry....."

"mn galby...ugghhh wala galbich 3al ma a'6in...offf la5ba6eene zain...!!"

"hehe....tistahal..."

"astahal....?"

"ee...shako etdaldi'3ne elyoum, tadre enne i'm ticklish...."

"thats the whole point of tickling you...lena you're ticklish...'3abiya"


"haaaai....shaklik el'3abi........!!"

"ma3alai...a6awifha 7agich shasawe b3d magdar 3alaich...."

"eshga9dik balla......"

"agoooooooool stressball....yalla jidami ...yibeeha...."

"shakoooooo mom3a9ba....!!!!"

"e9eer 5air...."

"3ala kaifa.....hehe....enzain ferasi..."

"sheno....3eedai 3eedai...."

"ferasi....."

"nawya tithbe7eene entay haa....7aram 3alaich oo ana lail7een matizawagtich...."

"hehe shako...."

"3eedeeha...."

"ferasi....."

"b3d..."

"hehe... ferasi"

"masima3t...."

"feraaaaaaaasi....."

"again..."

I started giggling, "feras laimeta y3ne......"

"gal3itich ....yalla b3d b3d...."

"7asha yahil ana batzawaj ...."

"emmm...."

"ha....."

"emfrnsheno......"

"ha...?? feras shitgool...............alooooo...................feraaaaaaas....."

"na3am......"

"wain ri7t....."

"ha la bs ga3id aakil......"

"alaaaaa sheno...."

"mafjoo3a....hehe......mcdonalds...."

"alaaaaaaaa sheno..........."

"bigmac meal....m3 wa7id double cheeese ."

"alaaaaaaaaaaa yummmmm......"

"tabeen....."

"ee shakle ba6arish raju eyeeble...."

"la ana ayeeblich ...cham lulu 3indi ana...."

"7abeeeeby... bs raju eshmihnita balla bs yakil oo enam...."

"5ala9 3ala ra7tich........tadreen eshga3d asawi el7een....."

"hmmm sheno...."

"'3abiya ana agoolich '3abiya bs mat9adgeen....."

"haaaaaai eshtabeeee......."

"ga3id akil y3ne eshga3d asawi.....tawni gayilich elmoshkila...."

"e3thirni mo5i blbigmac elle beyeene bl6ireej.......agool en6irne la takil elbigmac 3ashan nakil ma3ba3ath.."

"e9eer baarid......bs tadreen shlon yalla foga.....akil ildouble cheese el7een"

"wallah youre the sweetest....allah e5aleek lee ya rab....."

"oo entay b3d....."

We started talking about random stuff, y3ne he's blabbering about Arsenal oo expects me to understand what he's saying aw 3n elsharika oo expects me to know what he's saying.

"ohhhhhh....wi9al wi9al..........bring it here mary....."

"huh.....lulu entay ma3ay...."

"eee....wi9al il mcdo....wi9al....!!"

"a5eeran ....ana akli mo bas 9ar thalj...!!!"

"okay yalla balashna....." i said as i grabbed the BigMac in my hands.

"Balashna...."

And we started muching our way through the food and competing about who will finish first...!!!\

"5ala9t.....!!!!!!!"

"chathaaaaaaaaaaaaab....."

"wallah 5ala9t......kaaaaaaaaaaak mas5ara....."

"chathaaaaaaab....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oo malyon alf chathab ba3ad...!!!"

Fi9al 3alai oo to prove enna he's telling the truth he sent me an MMS oo ana fi9alt 3allai....!! We continued talking oo ana garga ma2asket elle maskeen 3awara rassa...

"Lulu....."

"fa giltlaha oo ehya shan etgool......"

"lulu 7abeebty..."

"enna ehya matab.....na3am..."

"3awartai rassi ya galbi 7aram 3alaich warai ga3da bacher......"

"hehe wayid giragt haa...."

"emmm 9arlich bil'6ab6 no9 saa3a oo entay titkalimain non stop...."

"oooops....okay sorry ....yalla nam 3ayal bacher warak ga3da 7ag ilsharika...."

"emmm...ana bilfrash already 3abalich ban6irich...."

"haaaaaaaai.....hehe..."

"bs ba5ith panadol gabil...."

"eshda3waaaaaaaaaa....."

"haha okay yalla t9bi7een 3ala 5air...."

"oo enta mn ahla...."

I shut the phone, brushed my teeth and hopped into bed.

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My One
manifa3ne ilpanadol.....momkin kalimat elsir lawsama7tai.....@@
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I sent him a message

My One
Uhhhh Bigmac ??......;p FERAAAAAAAAASIIIIIIIIIII ;**********
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Thank you.....

Luv you....

Gud night....;**

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Dont tell me Zain lena ya36ooni ra8m I2 oo I2 egooloon bs etha Zain warranty e9al7oona oo ana 6albita online........

Fa shasawy ya3ne esh'hal sakka mafe mokan e9ali7 BB......!!!!

HELP PLZ LENA JAD JAD 6A7SA......;((

Thursday, March 26, 2009

My One and Only (51)

Mashkooreen oo matga9roon 3ala na6ratkom u guys are the best....;D I posted elyoum bs i am busy these days oo i might not post daily.....bs i'll try my best ;*

chanel i mis u 2....adre inna i've been away 4 a while bs manisaitich hehe ;**

ENJOY....;**

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Feras......


A5eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeran.....!!!!!!!!!!!

Gmt ana mn mokani oo Lulu ham gamat mn mokanha oo ge3adna bil '3anafa ille at the far end of the 9ala.....3ashan y3ne nitkalam 3ala ra7atna. We met bl6ireej oo gmna namshe side by side to the couch. Ooo ana wala kilma ma3aha oo ehya b3d ...chena 9ij awal marra chayfeen ba3ath oo nisti7e hehe..

Lafait wayhe wala achoofha et6ali3 jidamha oo mibtasma oo ana b3d shan ibtisim.

"Tifa'6al....." she said as we reached the couch.

"laaa entay tfa'6ilay....."

"la 3ady....eg3ad....."

"laa lady's first....."

"feras walla 3ady eg3ad....."

offffff ras'ha yabis hal bnaya.........

"Lulu itgi3deen wala adaldi'3ich....."

"haha matigdar.....feras yalla..."

"mn gal magdar" eltifat warai wala el7areem ma5that'hom elsowalif walla adaldi'3ha.

"hehe ambai feras...!!!" jumped lulu giggling.

"Haw feras shfeekom yuma lail7een wagfeen....ge3daw....."

"inshalla yuma kana bnig3ad...."

6ala3t lulu ya3ne gi3day....oo etchoofne tibtisim, "ana gitlik mani ga3da ella youm tig3ad enta...."

"entay min 9ijich emsawya salfa 3alla elga3da ...tara ma3ndy mani3 ag3ad laibacher we7na nit3azam mino yig3ad gabil......enzain agoolich shlon... in3id laielthalath oo nig3ad ma3ba3ath mashee...."

"emmm okay..."

"yalla one......two....three....."

Both of us stayed up,

"3abalik ma3rf sowalfik.....hehe..."

"6ila3tay thakiya hehe.....bs mo athka mn chethe...." i grabbed her hand and pulled her with me down to the couch. We both sat on the couch laughing, as lulu scooted to the far end of the couch....y3ne mista7ya.

"eshda3wa tara mara7 a3i'6...."

"hehe la2 feras bs .....asti7y....."mused lulu.

"7ilfay walla...hehe.....agoooooool mayamshee 3alai halkalam ....."

"la la walla mn 9iji....."

I looked at her walla mn 9ijha mati'3ashmar..!!! Her cheeks were red oo she was staring at her lap oo her hands were cluching the end of her dress on her lap. She was the cutest thing......and so i smiled. a7ib youm tisti7y mine.......7ilo el7aya 3al bnt.

"Lulu......."

"hmm......" she replied, her eyes still fixed on her lap.

"6al3eeni......"

"asti7y......" she replied oo her cheeks flushed into a darker shade of red.

"ma9adig ....lulu...entay tisti7een.....?!"

She looked at me, "eshga9dik balla....."

"ha...!! 6ala3teene....." i grinned at her.

"maynoon....." she said as she shook her head smiling.

"feech ya 3mry...."

"feraaaaas.....asti7y...."

"eshma3na elyoum 7ayshitich el7aya....."

"madry.....hehe....."

"enzain y3ne el7een lazim "nit3araf" 3ala ba3a'6 y3ne......."

"ehmmm....." she nodded.

"bss a3arf kil shay 3annich....."

"mn gal....." she looked up at me, " fee wayid ashya2 mat3aarifha"

"mithil.......i'm all ears....goolay"

"hehe....." she giggled.

"shfeech...eshgilt...."

"madry bs ta5ayaltik killik "all" ears.....madry laish..."

"laaaa entay elyoum feech shay.....a5af embadleenich wana madry.....laikoon '3asheene wala shay...." i mocked her.


"laikoon ana m'6ayi3 oo dash bait '3ala6....." i said as i looked around me.

"hehe feraaaaaas bs 3ad....kani bs 5l a5ith 3l wa'63 shwy "

"ee bs bser3a allah e3afeech.....!!enzain yalla gooleele sheno ma3arf 3anich...."

"emmm y3ne....tadre enni ma7ib 5ashme mathalan...."

i looked at her funny nose elle a7iba, " laish shfee 5ashmich....?" i said looking at it.

"haaai latchoof.." she said as she put her hand over her nose.

"lulu mafee shay 5ashmich....."

"emballa mo3awa8....choofa....."

"mafee shay bl3aks em'mayzich......oo a7iba...."

"chathab......"

"lulu inshalla law kan 3ndich a8ba7 5ashim bl3alam ra7 a'6al a7ibich...."

"you're not helping.....y3ne 5ashme 8abee7..."

"laaa2 y3ne amoot 3ala 5ashmich....its kissable....."

"SHENO....?! 5ashim oo kissable.....wain 9arat hathe...."

"3nd feras....wait 'til we get married oo etshofeen...i will shower your nose with kisses...."

"ooooookay......changing the subject.....!!! ummm oo ma7ib zaytoon....."

"mat7ibeen zaytoon.....shlon......!!! oo bl pizza shitsaween...."

"uhhh asheeela etha kan vegetarian aw a6liba mn'3air zaytoon....."

"7mdila welshikir......enzain kamlay....."

"oo ...ooo.........ee....ma7ib chabda oo gloob oo halsowalif....."

"ha ha ha ..... enzain kamlay..."

I made a mental note enni awakilha chabda oo gloob once we get married...

"oo emm y3ne wayid ashya2 mani gadra at'thakarha....."

"hatha y3ne ta3arof ma3 wayhich el7ilo......"

"hehe.....b3d sheno......enzain enta...."

"anaaaaaaaaaaa awalan youm akil simich sowa2 kan m6abag aw shay thani....lazim a7ad enatifle elsimich mn elshowk....."

"ambay e7lif.....sheno yahil....abai ma9adig...."

"3an elti6iniz raja2an....."

"meno enatiflik...."

"elwalda allah e7afi'6ha...."

"hehe....wai etshawig.....!!!! y3ne etha tizawajna ana banatiflik elsimich"

"ee 6ab3an y3ne meno......hehe..."

"wanasa....as crazy as it sounds....enzain kammil kammil...."

"ughhhh....lazim youm anam etkoon el'3rfa '6alma ..y3ne wala laait maftoo7 oo elbab emsakar...."

"chathab ....3ad ana lazim laait el7ammam emba6al 3shan y36e shwayat noor bl'3rfa...."

"la ana msta7eel anam chethe...."

"oh......" she said as she stared into space.

"lulu....sheno 7ayate et5afeen...."

"uhh la2.....y3ne ee.....ummm...eeeeee"

"haha 7beebte ana weyach lat5afeen.....i'll hold you 'till you fall asleep ..."

"hehe mashkoor.....abai fashla 7asait roo7i yahil...."

"haha oo ana sheno ......mali5lg anatif elsimich......"

"ee 9a7....hehe......"

We stayed quiet oo ana bs na6ir mita nitzawaj oo at3arraf 3alaiha akthar....7atta bl simple stuff.

"feras....."

"lulu......"

we said in union and we smiled.

"Goolay...."

"la2 enta gool..."

"lulu...mo marah thanya allah e5aleech....."

"hehe enzain ba'3ait agool.....y3ne sheno elashya2 elle et7ibha...." she looked at me.

"entay...."

"feras hehe min9iji....."

"mn 9iji....a7ibich entay...."

"oo bas....mafe shay thani ya3ne.." she looked at me with amusement in her eyes.

"ee bs ..linich entay killi...oo a7ibich entay kilshay weyach ra7 a7iba...."

"awww feraaaas....." she smiled as her eyes teared up shwya. "a7ibik...."

"mo kithri ya galbi....mo kithri...."

We stared into eachothers eyes with love, passion, happiness, joy......

I look at her and i see......

my love....

my future....

my kids.....

my everything......

and....myself

"Feras yuma....yalla mishaina........mashkoreen oo matga9roon...inshalla bofahad...." my mother continued bs i was still dazed ib lulu.

"feras......feras.....7abeeby....."

"huh...uhhh ee yalla mishaina...." i said as i got up.

"feras mabeek etroo7....."

"ana ba3ad....bs jidamna ayam oo sneen ra7 n3eesh'ha ma3ba3a'6...."

She smiled softly at me as we made our way back to the 7areem. Salamna oo as i headed to the door i wispered in her ear mn'3air ma7ad echoof, "china i miss u already....." she grabbed my arm and gave it a me- too squeeze.

Awal madashaina ilsayara...

"ha yuma meta btkalmeen oboy 3shan namlich......"

"haw feras...bismillah.....shwy shwy hehe......"

i smiled a foolishly and looked at the street as we headed home.

My Only
i noticed nafnoofich enna fee kil ilalwan ille a7ibha.....bs ille 7alla elnafnoof elle kanat labsita....!! yalla t9bi7een 3ala 9oty....;p
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Thank u.....

Luv u.....

Gud night....;*

Monday, March 23, 2009

Sorry....xoxo

i'm gonna take a mini break these couple of days lena a really close person of mine just lost a loved one and needs me...........

so not posts these couple of days oo inshallah 3ijabkom my previous post.....

Luv u guys......;***

Saturday, March 21, 2009

My One and Only (50)

7aflat rashed was hmm..."okay" y3ne makan blmood...kan kind of jamid shwy ...ymkin lail7een maree'6 oo mala 5lg..who knows......

Bsssss what i enjoyed akthar shay was 6ai7at nabeel sh3ail....7araaaaam kisar 5a6ri....!!!! y3ne 6a7 6ai7a mo bas et3awer oo gam oo ham 6aa7...!!!! Ya wailee 3al fashlaaaaaa.....!!!

Anyhoo i enjoyed it oo ta'3yeer jaw...;)))

yalla bassi garga now ENJOY ;)
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Feras........






gerait msg lulu oo mo bas kint mitwatir....y3ne 5alla9 kilshay ra7 e9eer rasme oo kil ildeera ra7 et3arf enna lulu Al-flani ra7 etkoon zojat Feras Al-Flani...!!! 6ab3an 3ashan bs 5o6ba ...ana oo omi oo dano ele ray7een....3asas y3ne achoof ilbnaya...mayadroon ena chayifha oo 7afi'6 kil shay feeha b3d...





Lafaina lafat bait'hom oo mo bas mitwatir........ga'6ib ilsikaan 7ail oo ana asoog....




"ayho bait'hom...." si2lat el walda oo ehya at6il mn elsayara.





"kaho....digeega....ee...chftay hathak ille worood 7omor jidama..hatha oho...." i answered as i parked my car infront of the house.









My mother gave me a look, "enta yay ehnee mn gabil...?"









"haa...laa2 laish...."









"y3ne achoofik 7afi'6 elbait chena yayla mn gabil...."









"huh...laaa bs el3inwan sahil....uhhh yalla nizalna...." 7awalt a'6ayi3 elsagla.









Elwalda faj2a et'3ayir wayiha....."eee ee yalla....way wlaide ibyetzawaj sheno far7ana....!!!"









Dana went out of the car, "agool feras fe shay 3ala dishdashtik...." dana pointed out.









"ha...? wain...." i said as i searched my dishdasha.









"hehehehe.....cuuuuuute...6a3 shlon edawer....!!!!" she giggled.









"dano tara killish mo wagtich......ana ba3arif ana shlon 5alaitich etyeen ana madry....."









"bas entaw elathnain...yalla tara e7na broo7na mit2a5reen 3al nas.....yalla...."









6againa eljaras oo enfita7 elbab oo an older version of Lulu appeared. Akeed omha.









"7ayallah mn yana.....tifa'6ilaw.....7ayakom...."









"daam fa'6lich 5alty....." i said as we made our way inside.









dashait oo elfi7atne ree7at elbo5oor.









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Lulu...........




Kint ga3da a6il mn direeshat '3orfiti oo cheft feras oo omma oo e5ta. E5ta madry 3ala sheno kanat ga3da t'67ak 3ala feras oo ohwa shakla kan mo bs eshawig oo ohwa mitnarfiz. Madry laish el5wan wil5awat e7iboon e6afroom ba3a'6!! Dashaw da5il oo galbi shwaya oo yi6la3 mn 9adre mn el5ar3a.




its a good 5ar3a lulu....its a good 5ar3a......think about feras in your house yay yi56ibich.....think feras.....



**knock knock**




"yes....."


"lulu...mama say come down....."





"okay wain 5ala noura...."



god how i wished i had a sister with me right now....




Wala 5alti noura etdish 3alai, "yalla lulu....5aninzil...."





"laaa laaa maby..maby....." i pleaded.









"haw...lulu mahagaitich 5awafa chethe...yalla ..yalla ana ma3ach..."




She held my arm and we headed to the 9ala. My legs were trembling and the goosebumps started from the tip of my toes till the last hair on my head.



"Lulu....ga3da tirjifeen....." galat 5alti oo ehya temsa7 3ala eedi.



"5aifa 5aifa......"




And ya.....seriously...ive never been this scared my entire life. I didnt feel that way when 6alal et8adamle, mako wajh mo8arana killish.




"7beebte mako shay e5awif ka fee nas yayeen echoofoonich mala da3e kil hal 5ouf.....yalla sammai 3ashan nid5al...."




Sammait oo i took a deep breath as i entered the 9ala. I could hear laughter, but the only voice my ear picked on was feras's laugh. My mother seemed to be saying something to him that made him laugh .....infact all of them laughed. But my ears only focused on feras and how calm, sophisticated and manly his laughter was.




6ab3an ana 6ool halmoda mashilt 3aine mn elar'6 oo ana amshe .....madry 9abatne el7aya all of a sudden.....




Ooo i was practicaly hiding behind my aunt as we made our way over to them. My mother stopped with whatever she was saying and looked up at us and smiled. Wala omferas oo e5ta yiltafton oo yibtasmon........


Ana ehnee mo bas knt bamoot....kint 7adi 7adi mitwatra....fa nazalt rassi.




Youm rifa3ta wala achoof all the faces facing feras..elle lail7een machifta...lafait wahye oo my heart skipped a beat. Shakla elyoum kan mo bas mazyoun m3 el'3itra wildishdasha. Ma3ini chayfita katha marra bl dishdasha bs elyoum shakla kan e6ayir el3agil ...!!! youm 6ala3t wayha wala achoofa ga'6ib dallat ilgahwa ib eeda 3nd 7alja.....laho ga3id yishrab wala ra'6e enazilha....it was like he was frozen all of a sudden. And i couldnt help but smile.




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Feras................




Kinna ga3deen sowalif ma3 omlulu.....wala achoof omlulu faj2a tiltifit 9ob elthani oo ommi oo dano ba3ad oo kilihom ebtasmaw. Lafait wayhe oo ana yay abe ashrab elgahwa wala atyammad.....min9iji...!!! lani gader ashrab gahwite walani gader a7arik eedi 3ashan anazil eldalla......bs ge3adt oo sa6alt ib Lulu! Ma3 enne bs kint ga3id achoof her legs oo part of her dress mn wara 5alat'ha bs madry sheno 9ar feene oo magidart asheel 3aini mn lulu. Bs kint abe 5alat'ha etwa5ir 3ashan agdar achoof'ha 3adil.......elle echoofne egool chena awal marra achoof'ha....!!! bs 9ij everytime i lay my eyes on her its always like its the first time....and i would fall inlove with her all over again--as cheesy as it may sound. Chena lulu esma3atne oo faj2a cheft ras'ha e6il mn wara 5alat'ha oo chafatne oo our eyes locked together....oo ana madry 3an elle 7awalaine bs kint a5izha until her lips lifted a little into a soft smile, oo ana radait elebtisama ib3ashra akbar minha....!!!!!




She bit her lower lip and looked at my hand and smiled again. Youm chft eedi walla astaw3ib ennha emyabasa chethe mn awal madashat oo elkil emla7i'6 3alai. Omme kanat shwaya o tabche mn ilfar7a, dano a7is'ha matroosa 6naza oo omlulu ibtesamat'ha kanat etrayi7 ilwa7id. 7a6ait el dalla 3al 6awla, oo i resumed my gaze on lulu.



Kil ma achoof'ha ti7la akthar oo akthar....mo ma38oola...!!! kanat labsa nafnouf oo sha3arha maflool bs fe shay '3air fee......ymkin mn el shay elle 3ala ras'ha ...shesamoona......ee taj...!!! oo wayiha law a6al3a laai bacher ma amil mina.....jameela elbnt oo ebtisamat'ha a7la oo a7la. 7ilo shlon feeha 7aya oo dala3 ....a7is'ha bnaya bima3na ilkalima.




I snapped out of my gaze when i noticed that everyone was standing besides me. I stood up abruptly and cleared my throught and adjusted my '3itra as i saw lulu greeting my mother.



"Salam....." she said as she extended her arm to my mother and kissed her. Ommi mo bas 6ayra mnelfar7a oo madry sheno galatlaha elle lulu esta7at oo she tucked a strand of her soft hair behind her ear. b3dain ra7at 7ag dano oo salimat 3alaiha, oo madry sheno galatlaha dano elle 5ala lulu giggle and both of them look at me.



Yallaa.....yalla.........




Finally, lulu came over to me,




"salam...." she said in her sweet voice that i cant wait to hear everyday for the rest of my life.



"Hala walla...." i said as i looked into her twinkling eyes. I wanted to stay like this forever bs she lowered her gaze and sat beside her mother. And we all settled back into our seats. The women started talking about random stuff bs i wasnt paying attention, every now and then i would steal a glance at lulu and smile at her. This time, she looked back at me and then looked down into her lap, when she looked back up at me i mouthed, "a7ibich" to her. She panicked and looked around to see is anyone noticed but everyone was engrossed with whatever they were saying. She felt relief and gave me a eshga3id-etsawey look with a hint of humor in her eyes. I grinned and shrugged. Wala all of a sudden i see all the eyes on lulu, looking at her expectantly. She looked at me mo 3arfa shetsawe bs ana b3d maknt mintibih. So she just smiled and that seemed to answer whatever question they were asking. She looked back at me and giggled......


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Lulu........




"haw mathegtee.....wayid 7ilo m3 elgahwa.....agool lulu yuma yeebay el7ilo elle hnak ....5al et'thooga omfahad..."




I went up oo i was nervous 'cause i sensed feras's gaze behind me. I picked up the sweets oo 8adamta 7ag omferas,




"tifa'6ilay 5alty....."







she took it from me and smiled at me "mashkoora 7abeebte....."







Kint yaya arida walla ommi etgoole, "waz3ee 3ala dana oo feras b3ad akeed yaboon...."







I looked at dana bs she just smiled" laa bassi wayid 5ar6a6t....hehe...."







I looked at feras and his eyes beckoned me to come to him, the green in his eyes seemed to glow today and it was truly mesmerizing. I went to him with the sweets in my hand and held it for him to choose. My back was to the women so they could only see my back covering feras.




A smile crept to my face as i stared at feras. ohwa bs kan echoofne oo 3yoona told me everything i want to know.




"ummm....tfa'6al...." i said shyly.







he chuckled and whispered, "moo layid 3alaich....."







"haaaaaay...." i smiled back.







"amoot 3alaich......"







"oo ana ba3ad...yalla feras el7een ela7'6oon....."







"mayhimne...."







"feras....!"







"3yoona......" he smiled one of his devilish grins at me. I chuckled,







"please.....hehe....." i whispered to him.







He cleared his throught, "e-e7m.....3ala tho8ich...." he said clearly.







I couldnt help but giggle, "ohwa bas nou3 wa7id feras.....hehe...."







"ah...hehe....9ij...." he laughed back. He took a peice as i headed back to sit.







The women were quiet and looked at us with joy. Then omferas said, "feras yuma matabe teg3ad enta oo lulu tit3arifon 3ala ba3a'6....."



my mother replied, "ee 9ij.....lulu yuma goomaw oo ge3daw ehnak 3ashan etsawlfoon 3ala ra7atkom........."




I've never been happier oo i whispered shyly "inshallah...."



But deep inside,



a5eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeran.....!!!!!!!!!!
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Chaotic day...!!!

To my amazing readers.......

Awalan b3d shwy b6la3 to celebrate mothers days with my mom and family .....7addi mshta6a 3la her gift inshallah ti3jibha...;)))))

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wailaah
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Oo gudnight.....;***

Thursday, March 19, 2009

My One and Only (49)

Feras..........




Gmt mn elnom oo elebtisama shaga elwayh...!!!! ish3alai batzawaj elyoum....oo 7g 7beebat galbi lulu. Ri7t oo 5athaitle shower 3al saree3....oo ana 6ali3 wala achoof fahad bl'3orfa.







"Haa bokhalid esh3indik ga3id embacher....."







"enta laish ga3d imbacher...."







"ana ma3thoor..batzawaj elyoum.....enta..."







"haha y3ne etha btitzawaj lazm ga3dat el9b7....hahaaaai......elmohim ana yay a7acheek..."







"ib sheno...."







"ilzawaj y3ne sheno......"







"fahood enta mn 9ijik wala ti'3ashmar...."







"chayifne at'3ashmar m3 wayhik.....ta3al 5l a3aglik elyoum gabl ma tizawaj....ta3al...."







r7t oo ge3adt 3nda 3l frash oo shakla mo bs fa9la m3 boxera elle 3ala 9owar snails. i chuckled.







"shfeek...." he said and looked at me with his messy hair.







"isma7le bs boxerik ibda3..."







he looked at his boxer and laughed, "ee 3ajeeb....waaih enta latchoof elbajyeen 3ayal mo bs tif9il.....oo ta3al eshda3wa enta imga9ir ma3 wayhik...ga3id tifalsaf 3ala afaaai...choof nafsik.."







i looked at my blue boxer with small prints of the Big Ben that i bought from london. "e7a9ilik....yuba e7a9ilik....hahahaai..."







"enzain ana mo yay akalmik 3n boxeratna....yay akalmik 3n elzawaj...."







"agoooooool tara 3mre 27 mo yahil jidamik....."







"laaaa i7lif......ferasoo mn 9iji.....tara ilzawaj mas2ooliya oo yabeelaha 3agl oo a39ab hadya mo 3ala a8al moshkila et3a9ib .....tara ilmashakil bidayat elzawaj et9eer ...oo lazim at3amilha 3adil hathe marra oo 7assasa fa lazim it3arf shlon tit3amil m3 mortik...."







"y3ne gayil shay yideed m3 wayhik.....yuba adre oo ba7i6 lulu ib 3aine mayi7tay etgoole....oo enta jabil mortik bilawal..."







"laish eshchayifne...."







at that time i heard a knock on the door, "meno...."







"umm....feras....fahad 3ndik...?"







"ee digeega..." i went and put on sweatpants and a white shirt and opened the door for her. "yanani e5the raylich ...fikeene mina...hehe..."







Sara looked at me and smiled, "waina hatha.....tin7ash mini haa...." she said and swatted him on the shoulder playfully. "gitlik lat2athee elwalad y3ne mayi7tay etfahma...feras waa3i oo e3arf kilshay..."







I gave fahad a triumph smile. Fahad put his hand on his heart, "la2 matwa8a3t minnich chethe ....togfeen '6id raylich 7beebich oo m3 meno...ferasooo.....laaaa laaaa mahagait minnich chethe..." he said looking at her with his puppy eyes. i cant believe enna he's actually 29 years old,oo mitzawij 9ayirla 3 sanawat.



Sara stood infront of fahad who was sitting on my bed and held his face between her hands, "hehe....fahad oo ana agdar awgaf '6id rayle 7beebe.....yalla yalla goom .......tsk tsk enta ham libast hal boxers...mn wain etyeebhom halkithir anna a5ish'hom 3annik..."







"sheno 3abalich madry 3n sowalfich oo enich et5isheenhom 3anni....yoba mat6oof 3alai sowalfich hathe...."







"mako ella a7righom 3ayal....."







"laaaaaa2 ayshay wala snailate....."







Sara exploded into laughter 3ala shakil fahoodo.....madry shlon hatha b3d cham shahar be9eer obo m3 wyha. Fahad got up and put his arm around sara's shoulder, "haa mitnasya shay yideed elyoum......"







sara smiled at him, "eee...et9adig...."







"walaaaaain b3d ......shagaiteene shag kil youm 6ag 6ireej eljam3iya aw ilma6a3im......sheno...."







"enta...."







Fahad and sara shared a moment together just staring at eachother. for three years they went from doctor to doctor to find out why sara wasnt getting pregnant. Ooo after two years sara told fahad that if he wants to get married mn 7agga. but fahad was so inlove with her and he knew that she was too, so he told her that he'll never lose hope and they'll keep trying no matter what. oo 9ub7an allah halsina e7malat oo kahi bageelha chm shahar oo tolad.....allah ewafighom inshallah.







"e7m....e-e7m...." i said.







They both snapped out of their gaze and looked at me ,sara blushed while fahad patted me on the back and said, "elzawaj 7ilo.....yallah bilbaraka..." and left the room.







I went and called lulu,







My Only calling.........







"Aloo....."







"Shlon 5a6eebte elyoum....."







"bitraji3....!!!"







"afaaaa....laish....sheno maree'6a....tabeen awadeech el6abeeb...."





"laa tislam....bs i'm soooooo nervous..mat9adig eshkithir...."





"laish 7beebte....5obas 5o6ooba elyoum mo shay 3od....."





"adry...bs....bs....madry......hufff....."





"hehehe.....offff...yalla meta achoofich....."





"emmm...ymkin elyoum achoofik...hatha etha knt fa'6ia......."





"haha etnakteen.....b3d a8al mn 9 sa3at ana 3ndich...."





"eeeee adry ...wai shina6irne...!!"





"luuuuuuuuuuuuulz yalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....!!!!!!!!!"





"meno hathe......."





"hehe jano....lazim enroo7 elsalon......"





"ahhhh......hathe killa tig6a3 our moments together....."





"hehe...ee la7a'6t....okay 7abeebe yalla lazim aroo7 gabil ma tithba7ne...hehe"





"haha....yalla achoofich...m3 elsalama...."





Offfff.....lulu mash'3oola...el7een shasawe.......???? emmmm......eee mako ella al3ab kora bl play station...!!!



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Lulu.........









2:45p.m



Me and Jana left the salon, heading home. We arrived home,



"lulu...yuma mataboon tit'3adon entay oo jana.....??" called my mom from the 9ala.



"laaa yuma manaby....bni93ad foug..."



We got into my room and we started picking nailpolish to color our nails.



"agool tara ana ban5i6ib elyoum mo entay...." i said to jana as i applied a dark red coat on my nails.



"hehe...eshtabeeeeeeen...y3ne aye ma3ach elsalon oo ag3d ajablich...akeed basawe shay fa sashwart sh3ry oo el7een y3ne ba6aal3ich oo entay et7i6een nail polish ...akeed ba7i6 weyach....."



"haha mo9a7ya......tadreen enna feras yabe yithba7ich....."



"sheno...?!? yithba7ny....laish...."



"salfa 6oweela......"



"lulwooo yalmalee8a goolele laish......"



"le2ana entay youm 6agaitai 3ala bab el7amam bl3asha kinna we were this close to......umm.....kiss...."



"ABAI...7ILFAY...!!!! ashwa 3ayal enne 6agait ilbab...."



"ee 7ada walla in8aa'6 kintay.....chan wallah bista."



"ee mako sh'3l....wara elzawaj elle betsaweena sawee...."



At that moment jana's phone rang,



"Aloo....hala 7ayate .....sheno......meta....chathab....mn gal.....mo elyoum....yousef e7lif....ambai i totally forgot....5ala9 5ala9 el7een ayee....thank you bye."



"shfeech...??"



"5ara...3ndina tashree7 ilyoum oo i totally forgot oo ilprofessor shino malee8....3assa mat2a5ar ...zain enna yousef thakarny...."



"ohwa ehnak el7een...."



"ee kilihom ehnak bljam3a....bs na6reen elprofessor yo9al 7g eltashree7....."



"weeee....y3ne btro7een...."



"eeee.....waaaai3 esh'hal 7a'6..."



"shasawe mn'3airich......gi3day please....eshtabeen etjableen dead people oo etshar7eenhom ana your friend oo i'm alive....."



"hehe....lulu sorry wallah sorry bs i cant afford to miss it.....yalla i have to go....sorry again....love you oo 3a6eene feedback okay....." said jana as she gave me a hug and left.



Great el7een shasawe broo7e......!!!!



My phone beeped.



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bagee 3 hours oo achoofich....;))

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I smiled as i blowed my fingernails which didnt dry completely. oo i rested my head against the pillow...........and drifted to sleep.



"LULU.....LULU GOOMAY....GOOMAY YA BNAYA....!!!"



"haa...sheno....." i mumbled as i squinted my eyes under the light.



"entay laish nayma......meta yamdeech tijhezeen b3d shwy yo9loon...."



i sat up straight on my bed, "sa3a cham....."



"sa3a 5:30pm......"



"ayshay...!!! boga sa3a..?!? ambai mayamdee......" i said as i got out of bed and into the bathroom.



I washed my face, and went to the dressing table to apply my make-up. I put a thick black liquid eyeliner, volumizing mascara, blush, and MAC's mauve lipstick. I ran my fingers through my emsashwar hair and wore a mauve band with a bow on the side. I put on my Anna sui dress and tied the purple satin belt on my waist. I put on my chanel heels, and ran to my mothers room.



"Yuma wain thahabi....."



"kaahom 7a6aitlich yahom 3al 6awla...."



I went and put on my diamond Chopard earing studs with the necklace and ran back to my room. Chayakt roo7i blman'6ara oo i sprayed some perfume ..waiting for the bo5oor.



I took a glance at the clock 6:17pm

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Feras......



B3d ma li3abt playstation, dazait 7g lulu message bs maradat 3alai fa ri7t 3nd dano a6aferha shwaya. Youm shiba3t mn dano, si3adt oo 5athaitle shower oo 7ila8t. Libast dishdashte oo el'3itra oo el3gal. Libast my rolex oo dano dashat oo ba5iratne.



Chft elsa3a wala 6:18pm



"Yalla jahzeen kilikom.....3ashan manit2a5ar...."



"yuba elbnaya mara7 e6eer mn eedik...en6ir shwy...."



"dano...allah e5aleech broo7e mitwatir oo 7adi mo nag9ch entay b3d...."



"hehe...cuuuute...." she said as she pinched my cheeks and headed out of my room.



My phone beeped.



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