My One and Only (41)

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Lulu..............







As soon as my mom finished what she said, she looked at me expectantly, waiting for me to what.....mabey jump mn elfar7a.....cry....?! Millions of thoughts rushed right through me that i got a headache, i squeezed my temples with my fingers.







"bss hathe radat fi3lich.....?! lulu...entay ra7 tetzawajain b3d esboo3 oo kil elle gedartay etsaweena enich etdalkeen rasich...!!!"







No ....no.......NO...!!!!! i will not marry 6alal......mobkaifhom yetaf8on 3ala elmilcha oo ana madry 3n hawa dari....!!!! i wont marry 6alal and thats that.....im inlove with feras and he is the only one that im gonna marry....!!!







"la2....."







"3ayal wain....ana machoofich mebtasma wala shay...."







"la2 mama.....8a9di.... la2 ana mara7 atzawaj b3d esboo3....." i managed to say. knt mayta mn el 5of oo law maknt ga3da chan i collapsed mn kithir ma ryoole ga3da tirjif...!







My mother looked at me confused, "haw lulu....malha da3e fatrat el5o6ooba et6awloonha...ktbaw el kitab oo 8ariraw wagt zawajkom 3ala kaifkom..."







Uhhhhh....why wont she get it....











"laaa2 mama...ana mara7 atzawaj 6alal neha2iyan...!!







she looked taken back and put her hand on her chest, "haw laish...?!? shelsalfa.....sheno ohwa sawalich shay....2athaach ib shay....."







"lAAA2..!! mama shako......ana bas maby atzawaja....!"







"3ayal laish wafa8tay 3alai...haa....7acheene...."







"madry madry zain...!!! bs 5ala9 ma2abe oo mara7 atzawaja law shee9eer...!!"

i answered with a hint of anger in my voice. i did a mistake when i said yes to 6alal and i wont make that mistake again by agreeing to do a milcha!! Feras was so kind and understanding when he knew why i said yes to 6alal in the first place and i WILL NOT do that to him again. The look that feras had in the 3asha -the pocessive look- gave me goosebumps throughout the dinner and i just want to be his so bad!! I want to carry the rest of my life with him by my side, him and nobody else.





"LULU....elzawaj mo li3ba 3ashan etwaf8een b3dain et'3ayreen rayich....."







"adry youma walla adry......bs ma2abee..."







"b3d sheno...b3d ma enteshar el5abar oo el3alam kilaha tadre......"







"5o shfeeha ya3ne etha elnas yadroon....5o e7na bs 5o6ooba mo malcheen wala shay..."







There was silence and it killed me. i cant stand this...!







"enaty laish ga3da etsaween chethe...sheno fee a7ad thany...."







OMG...!!! mo mn9ijha ga3da tes2al hal so2al.....!!!







I stayed quiet and looked down at my lap. But i could see her nodding her head and looking at me.







Okay... shakilha e5ari3.....!! way yoma....la2 wai yoma matenfa3....







"y3ne ee......" i didnt look at her but gave her a slight nod. oo mawa3ait ella ankifi5 s6aar...!!!!





3a6atne yaa oo wayhe enlaf mn 8owita oo 7asait b3dain enna my face was on fire. It hurt really bad....and tears welled up in my eyes bs mo 3ashan il3awar...3ashan the fact that my mom hasnt laid a hand on me since i was 10 years old...!!!





"9ij ma3araft shlon arabeech...!!! etkalmeenle wa7id bltelephone oo ga9 3alaich ib kilma kilmetain oo wa7id yaylich mn a7san ma yakoon oo terfe'6eena...!!! eshdarach enna elle ekalmich mo la3ib 3ala alf wa7da '3airich....eshbeyi'6minlich enna beyet8adamlich....haaaa"





I just cried, and i felt like a baby. i tried to speak but was cut back by the force of my sobs. My body shivered all over and my face hurt like hell and i felt miserable. b3dain the unexpected happened and my mom took me into her arms. i was stiff at first, but then i somewhat relaxed and cried myself out. She took a deep breath and spoke to me in a calm voice,





"7beebte yoma ana abe ma9la7tich....abe achoofich 3aroosa....oo 6alal ansablich mn ay wa7id '3aira....elwalad eth'haba oo ahala san3een...eshtabeen akthar mn chethe...."





I took a gulp and spoke," yoma adry oo 6alal mayestahal elle basawee bs ana mabeee......yoma allah e5aleech fihmeeni...shlon tabeene atzawaj wa7id ana ma7iba oo ma2achofa ka zawji....shlon..." i pulled away from her and looked at her in the eyes.





"lulu....ana mara7 a'39ibich lena blnihaya hathe 7ayatich bs ana an9i7ich mn kil galbi ennich etfakreen bl maw'6oo3 lenich mara7 etlageen wa7d nafsa....."





"la2 yuma fee....oo a7san mina b3d....oo 6ayib oo e'6a7ik oo 3aagil oo fahman oo e7ibne oo yabe yit8adamle....."





"lulu....entay lat9eereen '3asheema b3d..kil walad egool 7ag elle ekalimha enna yabe yitzawajha ...."





"laa2 yomaaa...hatha yabeene bs mogader yit8adamle lena 6alal 5a6ibny....."





My mother looked at me, then took a deep breath,





"meno hatha elle yabe yit8adamlich....."





"feras al-flani......yuma..." i said and i blushed bain the tears that streamed all over my face.
I felt proud when i said his name, i cant wait for my kids to carry his name.




She opened her eyes at me, "entay....entay elle yabeeha feras....?!."





I looked at her confused, "na3am...?mafihamt... eshdarach...."





"sema3t ams bl3asha enna om fahad kanat etdawer bnaya 3ajba weldha elthani bs maknt adry enna entay....."





i smiled, y3ne em7achee oma....ya galbi ya feras...





"ee ana ehya....." oo my face was blushing like crazy oo galbi moosay3ita elfar7a.





"bs ohwa wain chayfich....."





"emmm....ohwa elle yabne elmostashfa b3d el7adith...."





Her face lit up, "9ij !!!! ya7laila oo ana knt abe a3rf meno yabich elmostashfa bs ra7 3n bale as2al oboch..... "





"yoma elwalad yabeene 3ala sinnat allah oo rasoola....oo ana.....umm.....b3d abee.....oo et3arfeen ahala oo ohma 5osh nas....faa....."





"ee wayid 5osh nas.....ya3ne el7een matabeen 6alal...akeed....y3ne a7ache oma ma3ina mftashla minha bs b3d lazim agoolaha enna mako na9eeb....."





I grabbed her hand and squeezed it ," ee yoma digay 3alaiha....law ib eedich elyoum ba3ad....!!"





She smiled and cupped my cheek, "oo hal feras hatha met2akda enna 5osh walad oo yistahil ya5ith ibnayatna...."





i teared up, "mako a7ad '3aira yistahalne '3aira ya yuma.....mako wala ra7 alga......"


i hugged her hard and cried mn elfar7a......ham wenza7!





"3ayal agdar agoolich mabrook....."





"milyon mabrook ba3ad....." i said as i kissed her head.





My mother called om6alal and explained to her enna mako na9eeb oo chethe o om6alal tefahimat elmaw'6oo3 ma3inha kanat za3lana shwy. My mother and her have gotten really close and so she told her enna shes gonna help her find for 6alal a wife...oo kamilaw sowalif. ya7lailha wayid tefahimat elmaw'6oo3 oo jad jad a7ibha. i really like 6alal bs as a friend mo akthar mn chethe oo i dont think enna finding him a wife will be hard 'cause he's mn 3ayla mo7tarama, oo man9iba zain, oo mazyoon oo 6ayib....fa allah ewafga ib wa7da testahla.


i motioned to my mom enna i am going up oo i left the 9ala. i ran to my phone and dialled feras's number with the hugest smile on my face oo galbi 6ayer mn elfar7a.





i cant wait to tell him....!!!! abai mat5ayal his reaction....!!! shra7 esawi....abaaii ohwa broo7a maynoon...hehe.....waaaaaai amoot feek ya feraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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