Is it love..? (27)

mi2saa halpost 3alama 9aar....awal shay the internet 3allag oo mora'6ee y9eer save..b3dain i copied it to microsoft, onto a flash, onto another comp., pasted it, did the coloring all over again oo il7een im gonna post it phew !!A5eeran

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Noora.......

I shut the phone mn 6alal...oo i threw on my pink training and headed out to the mamsha. We decided to meet there lena honestly wain agdar ashoofa broo7na oo a7achee without people staring like crazy. bilyalaaa i8tina3 ....he has to...lena i have to see him, mabee efakir '3ala6 oo i have to know sheno galla a7mado bil'6ab6.

I got into the car and drove off to the mamsha..Its 4:30pm oo zain ilmamsha sa55a hal7azza lena 7ar oo cthee fa mara7 ekoon wayid nas. i parked my car and started walking. kint 5ayfa..madry shbagoola, madry shlon ba7i6 3ainy ib3aina b3d elle 9ar...7addy miftashla.....! i sped up and sat on a bench that was surrounded by trees...and saw the few people exercising.....

...waiting for 6alal.

After a while, i glanced around bs 6alal was still nowhere to be seen, i hope he comes....he told me he would. I took one more glance to the right and i saw a familiar figure walking from afar. The height, shoulders, walk ....it has to be 6alal.
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6alal.......

6ab3an youm sakkart iltelephone minha 3ady gi3adt no9 sa3a bs m9a6il o mom9adig enna noora dagat 3alai oo tabe tshoofne el7eeen oo enne wafa8t. gimt badalt ooo ri7t ilmamsha. ga3d amshee oo adawer noora, wala mnb3eed ashof wa7da labsa wardi ga3da 3al bench oo sha3arha aswad....akeed hathe noora. Youm garabt wala she stands and shifted from foot to foot nervously.

"h-hi......." she stammered.

"e7m..hala....mishaina...?"

"ee okay...." she said and we walked side by side under the blazzing sun."mashkoor ennik yait...."

"la 3ady......sheno elle bitgoleenle yaa....." bs abee a3rf oo amshee.

"6alal...a7mad kalamik...mo9a7..." she looked at me.

Ana wayhe jidam oo jawabt'ha, "eee...galich...."

"la2...! 6alal ana .....ana......madry shasawy......"

"ib sheno...."

"ib a7mad....."

"ya3ne.....?"

"mora'6ee ywa5ir 3anni 6alal....mora'6ee....kalamta oo gitla ywa5ir bs mora'6ee oo madry shasawy wallah madry......" 9ot'ha kan fee rajfa.

"mofahim...."

She looked at me, "6alal...madry sheno galik bs hatha chathaab oo ga3d esawy kilshay 3ashan yint8im minni lenee gitla mabeek....."

"oo elmessegat...."

"ay messegat...."

"warani messegat noora....oo latinkireen...."

"6-6alal...he was my friend...at least i thought he was...oo kint akalma oo a6arishla messegat oo please latzifne lene adry enne '3abiya oo elle sawaita '3ala6 ...."

"oo e7na mn meta nkalim awlad noora....mat5afeen obooch aw ommich yadroon....? ana 3iraft oo la laily lail wala nahari nahar....shasawee feech noora...shasawe....kalamtich oo masima3teene....ni9a7tich oo 3a9abtay....shasawee feech...shay 6abee3y enna halshay be9eeer...."

"asfa...."

"shfaydat hatha.....sheno ya'6minlich enna moga3d yitkalam 3anich bildiwaween el7een....HAA...?"
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Noora......

I was terrified of everything that's happening....with a7mad oo what he has in mind to do..oo min 6alal lena mabee yikrahni oo yfakir 3ani ib6aree8a mozaina....oo kalama el7een ga3d y5aleene a7is ib ta2neeb '6ameer tijaah my parents, family...him..!
When he told me to stop talking to a7mad i got irritated and ignored what he said. i thought that he was jealous and doesn't want to see me happy...or that he wants to control me....why didn't i think....even for once that he wanted to protect me...?

"6alal...please lat5ari3ne...."

"sheno maa5r3ich...etha la3ain ekalimni ana...weld 5altich..mastab3id ysawee akthar mn cthee...."

I felt vulnerable oo my eyes were tearing up, i really didnt know what to do.

"6alal..ma3indy a7ad ysa3idny....magdar agool 7ag oboy tadree laish...wala ommi....7ag meno agool 6alal......7ag meno ?! 7awalt enne agoolik bs kint 5aifa....."

"men sheno...."

"mn hatha...ennik tloomni..t'3ayir na'6ritik tijaahe....tikrahni..."

He remained quiet. We walked silently side by side.

"shlon matabeene an9idim....noora...." he said his voice calm.

I wiped a tear that pricked my cheek.

"t5aleena yirkab sayartch...?! min meta nsawee halsha'3lat noora....."

As soon as he mentioned the car incident my body tensed up. laykoon gayila about the kiss, omg etha he knows 3ayal...there is no hope with 6alal.....

i looked at him and his cold expression.....

i dont think there will be hope for us....he hates me ...

I tried holding back my tears, i bit my lip but i couldn't and a sob shook my body. 6alal looked at me; surprised at first...he looked around then held my arm and walked me to his car. i tried wiping my overflowing tears and a woman noticed and was staring.

"di5lay..." he said as i got in. i sat there crying, sob after sob shook my body....and not once did 6alal hold me, take me into his arms like he used to. the way he looked at me showed that he wanted to but something held him back and i know what it is, so i cried more. I finally calmed down and he said,

"5ala9 lat7ateen ana afikich minna.....5alay kilshay 3alai bs etha dag motrideen...."

I nodded my head as i wiped my wet face with tissue.

"6alal asfaa....wallah im sorry ...ana mo chethee 6alal wallah..." i managed to say.

He paused then said, "adry .....adry......entay bs lat7eteen....zain enich gilteele.."

"lena madry shasawy 6alal....bs edig oo yhadidne.."

"shegool...?"

"enna ftak minnik oo enna el7een ra7 yif'6lee oo y5aleene andam...."

"kalb " hissed 6alal.

"7awalt awa5ir 3anna 6alal...bs yil7agny kilmokan 7attan el7adith elle 9aar kan mn halshay...."

"ohwa elle di3atmich mo9a7..."

"eee ohwa....ohwa....abaai 6alal 5aifa ....." i shivered uncontrollably. 6alal hesitated but finally took me into his arms. His strong arms rapped around my fragile body and it was soothing, that.
i cried and shivered, i soaked his shirt with tears but i didnt care...as long as i was in his arms. His hands roamed over my body helping the shivers subside. "6alal...lat3a9ib minni...."

"entay bs hadai....latabcheen....."

"6alal...."i said as i pulled away.

"na3am...."

I looked into his eyes, "a7ibik...."

He looked at me… deep into my eyes, his hands on my shoulders, and i looked back helplessly. I love him...I've always had. For a moment i thought that he was gonna say it back, but he looked away and cleared his throat. His face was a display of a myriad of feelings but each and everyone unreadable.

"e7m....5ala9 latsheleen ham a7mado ....."

i blinked once, twice trying to absorb what he just said. My heart sunk, i swallowed, "mashkoor ........m-ma3 esalama..."

i said as i got out of his car and into mine.
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6alal........

shiftha tirkab sayarat'ha.

oo ana b3d a7ibich......bs magdar ansa elle sawaitee ma3 a7mado....mora'6ee 3alli 9ar, oo mara7 agdar atzawajich 3ashan cthee....

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Luv u ;*****

Gudnight...;)))