Is it love..? (25)

Noora.......






Zain ashwa the awkwardness 5affat shwya....i really dont want us to be weird around eachother. kan yabe ygoole shay bs sikat....





oh i hoped it was " i love you" madry laish 7asait....aw yimkin mo5ee ga3d e5arif 3ala rasi again...





9ij enna we talked oo he "kissed" me bs moma3nata enne he loves me...wala does he??





I looked at him as he talked on the phone and he tensed up, i felt the change on his posture. After closing the phone he turned to me, waiting for me to what....leave?





"shba'3ait tgool...?"bs shakla kan sar7an wala shay, "6alal...?"









"na3am...?"









"hehe...shba'3ait tgool...?"














please say it......just say it....









"ughhh...la walashay...?"









and my there went my hopes ...;(









"akeed...?" i forced a smile.









"e7m...ee..ee akeed..." he answered hesitantly. I looked at him incase y'3ayir raya oo ygoole, bs nooo shakla makan ra7 ygoole.









"okay 3ayal..emmm mashkoor 3al lift ooo the icecream b3d ma3ina enta kalait no9a...."









He looked at me, "ee ee..." he looked distracted, madry shfee.









"okay bye..." i said as i stepped out and shut the door. He waited for me to get in and as soon as i got in he sped away.







Di5alt ilbait oo my mom and dad were in the 9ala.







"salam...."







"hala yuma...yaitay....shlon 9irtay a7san...."







"ee yuma wayid a7san....." i smiled.







"3afya 3ala bnayte...." said my father but he was focused on the stocks at the tv.







"meno yabich..rahul?"







"la2...emm 6alal wa9alni..." i blushed shwya madry laish.







"eee ya7laila..chan gilteela eyee edish..."







"mm madry...bs shakla mirtibi6 ...."







"eee...tabeen tryigain...? om6alal yaybatlina 5osh mraba..."







"hehe....yabatlokom...eshkithir wakilatne tawamsa3...bil3afyaa...ana 9a3da foug daari.."







"okay yuma..."







I went upstairs and took a long ,steamy shower then called fara7 to come over after uni to watch a movie wala shay.



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6alal...........







shyabee hatha....mn wain 6ila3le...ana broo7e mawa6na oo la 3ain edig 3alai....7maar....bs 5anshoof sh3inda....allah yistir..







Ri7t starbucks elmokan elle itfa8na niltigi fee. sifa6t ilsayara oo di5alt da5il, kaan fee nas. elle yidrisoon, esawlfoon, ga3deen mako sh'3l, 3al laptop etc....







Gi3adt adawra bs maligaita. ri7t 7ag 6awla 3al zawya oo gi3adt. Ba6alt 8olat dishdashte 7as roo7i shwaya ma5noog. ga3d a6ali3 barra an6ira eyee, 9ara7attan ba36ee robo3 sa3a etha maya bil6agag elle y6iga.







Elyoum kint shwaya oo agolaha enne a7ibha...lail7een mani gadir a9adig enne a7ibha. 5osh wa7da noora mn we7na 9'3aar oo ana a3arifha oo twanis oo t'6a7ik...3alaiha fa9lat shwy. mithil elyoum 3an ilzhaiwy wallah '6a7ikatny, mat5ayalha tirki'6 oo t9ari5 mn zhaiwiya ish9i'3irha. bas eti9aal a7mado 5arrab 3alai..3ad bilyala yatle iljir2aa enne agolaha, y3ne fashla agolaha "wallah a7ibich..." y3ne mo7ilwa yinga9 wayhee oo ti6la3 tshofne kawild 5ala oo bas. uffffff....9ij mo7ilwa.



bas youm bist'ha mawagifatne....uff y3ne akeed mara7 twagifny 6a3 shlon kint ga'6ibha ana. wallah madry sheno yani halyoum bs 3iraft ene a7ibha....chan zain minziman bayis'ha hehe.



tba6al ilbab oo di5al a7mado. dawarne oo ana mata3abt roo7i a2ashirla bs ga3id mokani a5iza lain mayani.







"salam..." he said still standing.







"w3alaykom ilsalam..." radait ibnafsiya, "ig3ad oo goole sh3indik...mash'3ool..."







He sat down, set his phone on the table and looked up, " 6alal..ana yay akalmik 3an shay mohim oo law halshay makan ehimnee chan mata3anait oo 6alla3t ra8mik oo kalamtik...."



I remained quiet.







"e7m...adry ennik matwa6ini..."







"thaky wallah..." i answered grimly. He ignored me and continued,







"bss ana 8a9di shareef...."







Rifa3t 7ayib, interested now. Sheno y3ne 8a9da shareef..shyabe bil'6ab6.







"ana oo noora...y3ne tigdar tgool in7ib ba3a'6.....basss fee shay wagif ib6ireejna....elle oho .....e7m ....enta...."







"ana...? laish sawait shay ana...." kint arid 3alai ib istihzaa2.







"6alal ana moga3d at'3ashmar.....ana a7ib noora oo noora t7ibne...."







"noora t7ibik.....mit2akid..."







He glared at me, "ee akeed mit2akid.....kil youm nitlaga biljam3a ma3ba3a'6 7attan mo7a'6aratna killa weya ba3a'6...."







Gi3adt at5ayal noora oo a7mado ib nafs elmo7a'6ara kil youm ma3ba3a'6, oo tnarfazt shwaya.



I looked at him bs shakla kan wathi8 mn elle ga3d ygoola, maybayin 3alai inna ga3d ychathib.







"abe atzawjha 6alal.....latfakir enne ga3d al3ab 3alaiha, oo ehya tadre ib halshay.....oo mwaf8a."







My mind raced with thoughts of noora belonging to someone besides me, 5o9oo9an hatha.







"oo shilma6loob meni el7een...."







"ennik twa5ir 3an noora...ehya kalimatni..."







"la7'6a ....kalmitik 3anni..."







"eee oo galatle ennik ga3d t2atheeha oo momirta7a 7ag ta9arifatik weyaha hal ayam...."







"meta hal7achee....?"







"kan .....ee kan gabil sboo3 ta8reeban ligait'ha 3ind iljam3a gabil matbalish ilmo7a'6ara oo kalamna ba3a'6 ib sayarat'ha..."







"di5alt sayarat'ha..?"







"eee...kilmara nsawee cthee bs lat5aaf ehya mojarid sowalif ensolif'ha gabil mandish ilmo7a'6ara....oo a7san 3ashan maykoon jidam ilnas..."







"y3ne tadre enna elle ga3d etsawee '3ala6...daaam enna 8a9dik shareef mithil matgool 3ayal laish itkalim libnaya ib sayarat'ha.."







"uhhh....bs daam enha mwaf8a o ana b3d..shilmani3."







"enzain ana ba3arf..dam ennik t7ibha oo ehya t7ibik..3ala goltik 3ayal laish ga3d tkalimni el7een...."







"lena 9ara7attan youm shiftik bilmostashfa oo youm lamait'ha ....ma3ijabny ilwa'63 oo gilt lazim akalmik...."







"enta tadre enne wild 5alat'ha...oo a5af 3alaiha akthar minnik oo min ashkalik...faa ana agool twa5ir 3anha a7sanlik..."







"mara7 awa5ir....enta laish mora'6ee tifham...yuba libnaya matabeek oo tabeene ana...ifham ya5ee..."


Sikat lena la7a'6 inna 9outa kan 3alee.




"5ish chthbik 3ala '3airy ana adry noora sheno oo mosta7eel etsawee chthee..."







"wetha gitlik enna 3indi ra8amha...oo akalimha kil youm bilail ..."







"sheno ilithbaat....3ady tigdar t6ali3 ra8amha mn ay mokan mithil ma6ala3t ra8mi..."







"oo adil 3inwan bait'hom etha mint m9adigny..."







"titsha6ar ya3ne....ham hatha sahil ennik t6al3a etha kan 3indik ra8amha aw la7igha....."







He glared at me and he was getting angry...i could feel it.







"enzain...makint abeeha to9al lahaldaraja...bs etha tabee ithbaat...3indy ilithbaat...."







I looked up at his confident face and the grin that touched his lips....oo i felt uneasy all of a sudden.







"sheno..."







He reached for his mobile, oo 7asait roo7i ga3d a9adi3 shwy shwy...sheno momkin ekoon biltelephone.....??







"msayiv cham message 3indik....oo hatha ithbaat enha t7ibne oo tabeene...oo ham enna elle ga3d agoolik yaa 9ij moo cithb...."







He checked his phone oo he handed it over to me.





Noora


I'll meet u blcafe bacher okay ;) gudnight


rec.2:02am





"shdarani etha hathe noora wala la2....yigdar ekoon ay wa7id...."





"wallah 3ad etha mat3arif ra8amha hathee moshkiltik...tabene adig 3alaiha oo tisma3 9ot'ha 3ashan t9adig...?"





Youm gal cthee 3araft enna moga3d echathib...ma38oola noora yi6la3 minha cthee..





"kaa hathawle b3d messegat...."





Noora


ee okay..bacher ni6la3 m3ba3a'6 and head to uni..;)


rec.11:31pm





Noora

a7mad the proff. is watching....loool

rec.11:23am

Noora

give me time to think about it.....yalla banam gudnight ;*

rec.12:12am

Message wara message oo ana agraa ilsowalif oo shlon 6ay7a ilmiyana oo mn ilkitaba 3iraft enna hathee noora. shlon noora tsawe cthee...?? sh'hal jor2a elle feeha tkalim walad bltelephone, messegat, jam3a ma3ba3a'6, tig3ad bilsayara ma3aa......??! maby a9adig bs kilshay wa'6i7 jidami...oo hatha mithil maygool 8a9da shareef oo yabee yitzawajha oo noora ra'6ya..oo mn ilmessegat masta'3rib etha wafi8at...

"9adagtny el7een....."

I passed his phone back, "enzain oo il7adeth elle 9ar..."

"hatha kan fee wa7id yil7agha...oo ana wagt'ha kint asayirha...youm shift hathak yil7agha 3ala6ool yait oo hathak laf 3alaina oo ana oo noora di3amna ib ba3a'6...."

I nodded my head..."bss ra7 akalim noora...elle ga3d e9eer '3ala6 oo etha tabeeha fee shay esma tyee oo ti56ibha..." i said ib a39aab.

"mala da3e tkalimha ehya tadre enne el7een ga3d akalmik gabil madish kalamt'ha ..."

I felt my chest clench. Noora tawa m7achita....oo ana bil7asra asolif weyaha, oo gabil shwy kint weyaha...3ayal tfakir feene kawild 5ala oo bas....zain enne magitlaha enne a7ibha.

"wana ra7 a'6abi6 sho'3le 3ashan a5a6ibha ....faa mala da3y tkalimha lena kilshay ra7 e9eer rasme...makint abee yo9al lahaldaraja oo akeed m3a9ib oo mora'6ee 3an elle 9ar bs 5ala9 elle 9ar 9aar oo el7een batzawajha oo kilshay ra7 ekoon rasme...."

"5ala9t kalamik......"

"eee....hatha kilshay...ya3ne 5ala9 ...okay...mara7 tyee baini oo bainha..."

"i3timid...."

I said as i walked away. mosta7eel atzawaj noora b3d sowalif'ha oo mosta7eel a5aleeha om3yali etha msawya kil hatha....9ij enne a7ibha, bs matinfa3ne 5ala9 oo ham tabee hatha.

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A7mad.....

karraht 6alaloo feeha...wallah oo li3abt'ha 9a7...el7een mosta7eel yabeeha b3d el7achee elle gitla yaa....

sawait roo7e ana elle a7ibha oo abee a56ibhaa bs ha haaaaai mako sho'3l...noorooo ra7 tindam 3ali sawita .....6alal hatha elle mayit 3alaiha oo ehya b3d a3ti8id mara7 e9eer bainat'hom shay b3d mawaraita ilmessegat....zain enne mamisa7t'hom

law kan lail7een mom9adigne chan gitla enne bist'ha oo akeed etha kallam noora biti5tibi9 oo beshoof ilathar ille 3ala rgobat'ha hatha etha lail7een mawjood....

eftakait mn 6alalo......oo el7een 9ifalee iljaw 7ag noora....

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Luv u ;****

Gudnight.....