Is it love..? (18-A)

wasnt planning on posting bs 7annat chanel ;p soooo short post today 4 u guys ;*****

ENJOY....
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6alal.......

Tawne kint 6ali3 mn ilbait 3ashan aroo7 ilsharika oo noora 6ab3an sha'3la bale. Mn awal ma yait mn gi6ar oo ana mashift'ha, hehe y3ne ams rad akeed mara7 yamdeene bs ya3ne. Elyoum 3al ryoug ilwalda kalimatne 3an elle waratne yaha bilmilcha oo jawabe kan saree3...elle oho "la2". 7aas enna abe wa7da tifhamni oo afhamha, a3ariflaha oo t3arifle......9ij enna halshay eyee ba3d elzawaj bs laish madawer oo etkoon mn na9eebe. Fee isim ga3d edoor ibraasi halcham youm oo ana mista'3rib mn roo7e, kithir ma kint a8na3 nafse il3aks bs i have to face oo it IS true....i might have been blind the whole time. Ilmoshkila enna i have alot of work to do to improve what i messed up years ago, bs i'll fix it up...i'll try my best to do that before its too late.

Kint agool la2...mako sho'3ol...ooo i would cut them off gabil maykamloon ahale about this girl. i saw her as a cousin oo bas all those years. i took care of her as a child, played with her as she grew up, befriended her during her teens but then ....i left. What might have happened if i didnt...?? ma38oola hal friendship kan yit7awal 7ag shay akthar...?? i would never know 'cause i traveled and threw everything behind me....which was a mistake. kint mi8tini3 enna law she9eer matzawajha aw enna ekoon le masha3ir tijaah'ha bs yimkin kint '3al6an...yimkin kint a7awel a8na3 roo7i il3aks oo enna 6ool 3omri kint a7milaha hal masha3ir.

Hal sboo3 elaw8at elle gi'6ait'ha ma3aha kanat 7ilwa oo 5afeefa oo mithil makint dayman at'thakarha feeha. ista'3rabt mn roo7i shlon 3awarni galbi youm shift'ha tabche oo magidart ella oo alimha 7ail. 7abait '6a7kat'ha oo '3ashmarat'ha elle itmayizha 3an '3airha. bs elle tawne ala7i'6 3alai oo madry laish tawne ala7'6a ohwa jamalha. youm kinna bil7adee8a kint ka2ani awal marra ashoofha, oo awal marra ada8i8 3alaiha oo 3ala malami7ha chethe....oo el7een mane gadir ansaha. 6ool elwagt ib bale....ib gi6ar kint nafs elmaynoon afakir feeha.

oo hal a7mad hatha.....ohwa akthar shay fatta7 3aini 3alaiha oo shlon a'3ar 3alaiha. youm sima3t'ha etkalim fara7 kan shay...bs youm shift'ha ma3aaa hatha yanani...awal marra i react this way. oo mabee egarib minha aw ekalimha....oo i'll make sure of that too. i'll win her back, ana mit2akid enna she cares about me too bs ana ga9art ma3aha oo i have to make it up for her. Bs inshalla tinsa oo tir'6a......


kint '3abi oo maynoon oo msabah bs el7een estaw3abt a5eeran oo 3iraft....

enna

it is love......

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P.S. satisfied now chanel....???? ;p

Luv u ;********

Gudnight..........