Is it love..? (21)

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6alal.....


9ara7attan in9idamt youm shift a7madoo jidame.....oo 6la3aw da3meen ba3a'6 !! wallah 9idfa ya3ne mn bain KIL ilnas yid3imoon ba3a'6. ana gitlaha etwa5ir 3anna bs 6anishat kalami oo sawat ille bras'ha. 3a9abt oo tnarfazt..ana broo7e akraha oo mawa6na oo ohwa sibab inna noora inda3mat oo kil hal5ar3a ille 9arat 3ashan noora. ya3ne jad in9idamt.....hadait noora oo gitlaha oo ana 3aini 3ala a7mado,

"hatha shesawe hnee....?" bs a7mado jawab oo gal,

"di3amna ba3a'6.." ib kil wa8a7a erid. ana 7igarta oo shift noora bs hazzat ras'ha ya3ne "ee". ana bas sa6alt feeha ya3ne laish etsawe kilhatha, laish mawa5irat 3anna...ashkara kan yil7agha. oo shakilhom graab mn ba3a'6 fa akeed kanaw esayroon ba3a'6 bil6ireej..! matwa8a3t minha chethee killish....

"yalla imshay.." gitlaha oo mishat jidami, 3a6ait na'6ra 7a8eera 7ag a7mado oo li7agt noora. mabee akalma lene adri enne ra7 akasra akthar minma oho emkassar. Me and noora were walking side by side quietly, each obviously lost in his own thoughts. sawait hal 3afsa oo hal '3ada killa 3ashan ashoofha o akalimha oo yaraitne masawait kil hatha. noora yalla tla7ig 3ala a7madoo hatha.....wain laha 5ilgi ana. bas ana gitlaha etwa5ir 3anna....laish matisma3 kalami...???
anger was building up within me initiated from jealousy. lafait 3alaiha oo kanat etshoof jidam bs 3ainha kanat b3eeda.

"laish mawa5artai 3anna....??" i said to her.
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Noora....


awal makalamni mishait lena na'6rita kanat et5ari3 oo makint abee e3a9ib akthar, plus, makint abee yig3ad ma3 a7mad. mishait oo b3d shwy 7assaita yamshe warai b3dain yammi. kint 5aifa mn elle tawa 9ar ya3ne youm 9ar el7adeth 7asait roo7i bamoot oo youm wi9alna ilmistashfa kint emsabaha oo i was still inshock about what happened. Iljar7 ille ibyibheti 7a6ola bandage bs lail7een e3awirni....i ran my fingers gently ontop of the bandage and leaped as the pain shot throuugh me. everynow and then i would steal a look at 6alal and his face was daunting, cold, with his jaw clenched. i would guiltly turn my face back straight and force my legs to keep walking 'cause i felt them giving up on me. He would release an exasperated breath everynow and then. We neared the elevator...god it took like forever to reach it.

"laish mawa5artay 3anna...?" suprised me 6alal with his question.

"meno a7mad...?? uhh....." i said as we stopped infront of the elevator. i didnt know what to say. "m-madry....."

"ana mogitlich wa5ray 3anna....gitlich halshay wala la2...." he talked to me like i was some kid or something. i looked at him...ya3ne shtabe he yells at me elle feeni kafeene ana monag9ita ba3ad.

"mbala gitlee......!!!"i answered back, "o ba3dain..."

"noora tikalimay 3adil.....," he said in a warning tone. i turned my face and stared at the elevators door. i tried to shut up bs i couldnt lena its not fair shlon he's scolding me oo all i need is for him to stand by me.

"hatha bidal matogaf weyay..ga3id etzifne...." i said still staring at the elevators door.

"awgaf weyach !!! awgaf weyaach !?" he hissed. Right then the elevator's door opened and me and 6alal stepped in. As soon as the door closed he turned to me, "entay shayfa elle ga3da etsaweena 3adil ya3ne..?! ana minawal mashiftich weyaa shgitlich.....SHGITLICH....?!"

"enzain lat9ari5...!!!"

"shlon ma9ari5...elwalad la7gich oo tabeene askit...!!!!"

"sheno..ya3ne ana elle gaylatla yil7agny....!!! ana kint abee ewa5ir kithrik......"

"moo law makintay ma36ita wayh min ilbidaya oo sima3tay il7ache chan matimaada oo li7agich....."

My head was pounding like crazy...how dare he shouts at me like that. i massaged my head, breathing hard...

"basik....kilshway oo thanya tgoole ena masima3t kalamik.....BAS laimeta ya3ne...adry enna masima3t..adry enna sawait elle brasi...bas hatha killa momihim el7een lena 9ar oo 5alla9....elmohim enna awa5r...."

but before i could continue, he held me by my arm and stared into my eyes as he said, "oo sheno elnateeja....?! shiftay sheno 9ar....," he said as he looked at my bandage then back into my eyes, " oo latgoleenle momihim lena mohim oo no9...."

I shrugged myself away from him and pressed on number 7...i just wanted to get out !!!

"shga3da tsaween....??"

"malik sho'3il....." i said as i kept pressing on the number seven for the elevator to stop. the screen in the elevator read...8.....7...
then the elevator door opened, 6alal grabbed my arm "wain ray7a.....?"

"WAAAI MALIK SHO'3OL IFFFFFFF....!" i said as i yanked my hand and stepped out of the elevator. I walked fast my chest heavy, ignoring the people who were looking at me. I turned my face wala 6alal was behind me walking in big strides, with his '3itra flowing behind him and this furious look in his eyes. I sped up and turned to the left and entered a long corridor with a dead end. SHIT..... i looked around and saw a "emergency exit" door. i looked back wala 6alal just intered the corridor. I opened it and stepped in closing the door behind me. OMG...he's mad...utterly mad !!

There were flights of stairs and so i began stepping down, the place wasnt really bright and it was empty...i could even hear my breath from the hushed staircase. I heard the door swing open then shut and,

"NOORA...." 6alal's echo sounded and then his footsteps comming down the stairs. He kept calling for me but i just focused on going down and not missing a step. And then i dont know how, bs my arm was grabbed and my body flew and crashed with the wall. For a minute i didnt say a word, i was just breathing hard and so did.....he. Then his arms came up and steadied my swaying body. "entay maynoona....fe a7ad chethe yinzil...law kintay 6ay7a....?"

But i chose not to answer, i was too tierd to answer. "noora...."

"wai 6alal..bas bas....3awart rasi bas..." i said with my voice shaky....ashkara ra7 abche, "ana ba3arf enta laish yait.....?"

"ya3ne meno tbeen eyee ...." he looked at me confused.

"oboy..ommi...fara7....ay a7ad...." i sagged against the wall.

"oo laish mo ana...." he said as his hand gripped my arms harder.

"lena mala da3ee its not like you care....besides kil ille ga3d etsawee ohwa tzifne oo et3awir raasii...."

"ana ga3d an9i7ich...entay mo 9'3eera lazim tifhimeen...."

"5al na9ay7ik 7ag roo7ik.......wa5ir 5al aroo7...."

"sh8a9dich ibhal 7ache...." he said ignoring my attempts to break free of his grip.

"madry....fassir 3ala kaifik...." i said as i squirmed to free myself. "waaaaai....hidney ....!!!"

"wetha gitlich enne mani hadich..." he said in a daring tone. I was so mad that i might explode in any second.

First i get followed by a7mad then get into a car crash....get my head bandaged, then 6alal shows up all caring and loving until he sees a7mad....b3dain he turns into this crazy man thats really pissing me off and WONT LET ME GO....

"etha mahadaitne wallah.....wallah...." i said trying to find something to say.

"shbitsaween....??" he murmured, "et6igeeny....?? etsibeene....??.."

I looked at him and all i could feel towards him was hatred...yes, hatred.

"i hate you...." i said and looked into his eyes, "sima3t...i hate you.....oo etha mawa5art 3anni wallah ra7 a9ari5 oo ayami3 ilkil 3alaina......" i said ignoring the shocked look in his eyes. He practically covered me with his large body infront of me and his large hands holding my arms into place. His hands slowly loosened up and slid across my arms sending shivers all over my body.

"oo t7ibeen hathak...." he said with his deep brown eyes fixed on mine.

"shda5al hathak...?!? 6alal balasht tisti5if enta.....an9a7ik twa5ir 3ani..."

"majawabteene..." he said again.

"akrah hathak ba3ad....estanast....? yalla wa5ir........" when he didnt move, "wa5ir !!"

"tadreen sheno.....oo ana akrahich ba3d....akrihich...." he whispered to me. I looked up into his eyes as they gazed strongly into mine. i held back a sob.

"m-mshkoor....el7een momkin twa5ir...." i said as the words barely managed to get out. I turned my face, waiting for him to move....he stepped closer to me and whispered again,

"akrihich...."

then before i could react his lips came down on mine, so fast and so hard that i didnt get a chance to breath. i put my hand on his chest to push him away but his hand soon found mine, caressed it so gently ...not like the man who was just screaming at me moments earlier.Then his hand held my hand securely against his chest and our fingers entwined. I gave up....and let him kiss me without resistance. He kissed me with all the hunger and possession a kiss could bring. All the hatred, yelling, screaming, bad thoughts, worries seemed to slip away from me. He kissed me 'till i was breathless, i moved my lips away to catch a breath and moaned, "6alal....." and he froze instantly. He pulled his face away, the haze of passion had been pricked and now....oh god, now....he regretted it, i could see it.

"Oh my god....," he whispered."Oh My God..."
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