Is it love..? (18-B)

This is part B.....

To Annon and green vein anony my two unsilent readers ;p
and to all my readers ofcoarse...;))

ENJOY......
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Noora........



I tried to push him away but he was strong, "A7MAD....LAA2...!!!"

Do you know the feeling elle minkithir ma your scared your body just gives out on you.....it would be just soooo weak and you would be shivering violently...you want to scream bs your voice wont come out....and all you would be thinking about is...

I cant believe this is happening....i cant believe this is happening....

A wail escaped my shivering lips.....and i knew that i had to do something before its too late. I cant let that happen....But more than that i cant believe i......trusted him.

I looked at his head and he seemed to be enjoying what hes doing on my behalf.....ON MY BEHALF...despite the yelling and pleading and pushing all he thinks about is pleasuring himself....

Anger started to built up within me replacing the fear...and with one vicious push i managed to get him off of me. His body flew and his back hit the door. He looked at me with surprise.

"I6la3 barra....!!" i pointed for him, as i was litterly lazga bilbab...scared that he might jump on me any second again. "i6la3 barra....!!!!"

"Noora....ana...."

"Mabey asma3...bs e6la3 roo7 mabeek...yalla....wallah a9ari5...7ilaft...!!!"

He had this lost expression on his face, i couldnt stand it anylonger and i got out of the car. As i stepped out of the car, i held on the car to help myself from tumbling down 'cause my legs were numb. i was this scared. i closed the door, but i heard him say, "noora...la7'6a...." and he also got out of the car, "asif.....madry ish9ar feene...noora..." he said as he turned around the car to come to me. I took this opportunity and got back into the car, closed the door and locked it. I gripped the steering wheel hard, trying to get my breathing to its normal pace. I jumped, when i heard a7mad knocking on my window to open the lock, "noora...bakalmich...latro7een...noora...." he pleaded.

I took a deep shuddering breath and took off, seeing a7mad in the rear mirror standing still. Bas 6ila3t mn the uni's parking i started to cry, tears streamed all over my face, i gasped and minkithir ma i cried i started coughing. Sheno kan nawe esawe feene.....i thought and put my hand over my mouth. wigaft 3ind ilishara, kanat 7amra, oo i wiped my tears and blew my nose.

Asma3ak kammil kalamik...ba3d a7ibik aish gilt.....

Rang my phone. I took it out of my bag and it was A7mad. I threw my phone on the other seat and cried even more. I cant believe i trusted him! Wigaft '6id 6alal, oo youm kan e7a'6irny minna i ignored him....god, i was soo stupid! i sobbed even more at the thought of 6alal, i need him right now to protect me like he's always have. Something caught my eye and i turned to see a7mad, in his car motioning for me to pick my mobile. i've been ignoring his calls, i just turned my face and as soon as the light turned green i was off. But he was behind me, then beside me...not looking at he road but at me. He was gonna get us both killed with this reckless driving! I picked my phone up,

"enta maynoooooon......!!!!!! fee a7ad chethe esooog...!!!!!youre gonna get us killed"

"ayshay bs kalmeene....noora..ana asif...9adgeeny..."

"b3d sheno....9ij bayant 3ala 7a8ee8tik..."

"la2 noora....entay et3arfeene oo...."

"la2 ...**gasp**....ga9ait 3alai....akrahik a7mad...AKRAHIK....!!!" i said that and shut the phone. I entered fireejna and he was still behind me. Moo ra'6ee efich 3anni...
I parked my car, got down from it to see him walking towards me.

"Noora....."

I ignored him.

"noora...." his voice was closer, and he grabbed my arm. "sim3eeny....noora..."

I saw him and panicked, "wa5ir 3anii....!! " but he wouldnt let go of me, shit anyone can see us ooo ba3dain wain awade wayhi."a7mad please.....allah y5aleek....."

"noora...abeech tsim3eeeny...a7ibich ...ooo sam7eeny...makan ga9de..."

I tried to shrug myself free, but his grip was strong, "okay ayshay bs hidnee 5al aroo7....may9eer a7ad eshoofna..a7mad please...."

He seemed hesitant but finally let go of my arm, i ran away and entered the house. My parents were in the 9ala.....i wiped my tears and ran quickly upstairs before they saw me. I slammed the door shut behind me and threw myself on the bed and broke down. I burried my face in the pillow so that my cries wouldnt be heard. I felt scared, i was shivering uncontrollably. I was angry, but most of all, i felt dirty. I got up from the bed and stood infront of the mirror, i examined my face and it looked terrible, my face crumpled as i cried all over again when i saw some marks on my neck. It was only on one side of my neck, it was pinkish. I quickly got into the bathroom, took a shower. I rubbed my body with soap over and over again.After i got out, i applied some cream over the mark and collapsed on the bed. I was drained and all i did was sleep.

2 hours later....

I woke up, the sun just began to set down. I got out of bed and examined the mark on my neck and applied more cream onto it. I went to my mobile and i saw

23 misscalls from A7mad...

10 messages all from a7mad....

I skimmed his messages which mainly consisted of him being sorry and that he loves me and that.....what?? i read teh message again, he wont move until i talk to him and forgive him.
I went to my window and peeked outside and there he was. i saw his range parked with him sitting inside.

Ambai esh'hal bilsha ya noora....esh'hal bilsha.....

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P.S. btw i couldnt take a pic of 6alal ams..lena ashkara ra7 ekoon...i'll try nxt time lol ;p

Luv u ;*****

Gudnight..........