Is it love..? (22)

To all my lovely "sih'heeera" readers.....;p

oo 4 those with exams....gudluck !!!

ENJOY..;**
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6alal....

enta 7maar...!?!! yanaaaait....?! sheno tboos'ha.......shlon aboos'ha...?!

Madry wain ra7 3agle, a9lan kint m3a9ib 3alaiha ....wayid kint m3a9ib. Kint wagif jidamha oo a2atheeha enna akrah'ha b3d ibnafs elwagt kint m3a9b oo mitnarfiz minha. garabt minha oo youm gitlaha "akrahich" wayiha e3tifas. shfatne oo 3yoonha kan feeha dmoo3 oo rmoosh'ha imyama3a mn ilbache, wayiha a7mar.....oo she was just.....kissable! mn'3air tafkeer bist'ha! bist'ha oo makint 7aas enne ga3d aboos'ha lena makint ga3d afaker bila9il. oo makint abee ahidha youm bist'ha....
7asait'ha kanat tabe twa5irne bs misakt eedha oo i continued on with the kiss.....until she showed no resistance what so ever and it perfect !!! 9ara7attan 6ala3t kill 7ariti ....kil halmoda oo ana wedi...eee wedi agarib minha bs mat5ayalt enne abeeha halkithir.....oo abeeha....offffff abeeeha !!
I kissed her more and more...b3dain she moved her lips to catch a breath when she said "6alal..." ehya galat chethe oo mithil il96aar ya3ala wayhe. i snapped back to reality... i backed away, hissed under my breath oo shift'ha. she had this dazed look on her face with her face flushed, oo '6ameere anabne....as much as i enjoyed it bs makan lee 7ag enne aboos'ha.
ehya bs kanat wagfa ib mokanha ooo tshofne oo magidart ashoof'ha fa lafait wayhe oo 3a6ait'ha '6ahry.

offf shasawe el7een....shagool.....??? sharagi3....

I massaged my head, i really didnt know what to do...!! a5af altifit oo ashoof wayiha oo e2anibne '6ameere akthar...y3ne elbnaya tawa 6al3a mn 7adeth, oo ta3bana oo nafsiyat'ha mo halkithir oo ana tawne zafha....b3dain faj2a aboos'ha....?!

athwal athwal......

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Noora.....

laf wayha oo mora'6ee eshoofne...!!! ambai fe fashla akthar mn chethe......being kissed from the one person you love oo b3dain he regrets it....regrets it !!!! wigaft mokani, na6rita elif....yitkallam ....ayshay !!!! i know it shouldnt have happened bs HE kissed me oo i couldnt help it ...i really couldnt. oo mogadra afham y3ne laish eboosne..?? oo how come he kissed me chethe....chena hes been wanting to do it for a long time..?! lena it wasnt a sweet, gentle kiss.....7ada la2. God, why isnt he doing anything, laimeta nawee yogaf oo ya36eene '6ahra chethe. huffffff shsawait......!!!

i take a step forward then ten back when it comes to my relationship with 6alal. laish chethe..abe a3rf..?! i took another look at his back and i wished i could see his face...atleast a peek....ra'6ya...bs i wanna know how he's feeling, what he's thinking.

Bs i guess i wont be seeing any of that any time soon....


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"NOORA....yumaa 7beebte...feech shay.....??" cried my mom as soon as i entered, hugging me and showering me with kisses.

"mafeene shay yuma....wallah...."

"shlon mafeech shay...sheno hatha 3ala rasich....waaaaai wa3alaya....bnayte 7beebte..... " she said as she held me into a fa8i9ing embrace.

"el7een be9eer feeha shay 6a3 shlon 5angat'ha...muneera shway shway 3alaiha...." said 5alti.
b3dain she took me into her arms oo ham lamatne.....i felt like a kid.

"5alte bas...mafeene shay..." i said. hadatne oo rayil 5alte yaale,

"5osh mo'6aa msawya 3ala yibhitich..." pointing to my bandage, "sho'3ol gangsters ya3ne...."

"hehe shda3wa ...." i smiled back at him, i've always loved fara7s father ever since i was a child...7ada eshawig. i turned and saw my father, he was talking to 6alal quietly.

If you're wondering what happened, well ...to be honest nothing.....n.o.t.h.i.n.g !! He just said "yalla" motioning to the stairs oo nizalna oo rikabna ilsayara. 6ool il6ireej oo ohwa sakit wala kilma. he would look at the side mirror oo ana altifit 3alai 7asbale ga3d eshoofne..bs yi6la3 ga3d eshoof elman'6ara iljanibeya. Not a look, word, walashay...walashay. I looked at him from far hoping to god that he wouldnt tell my father the truth lena etha oboy 3iraf walla aroo7 feeha. I couldnt see my fathers face lena ma36eene '6ahra oo ekalim 6alal. bs kint ga3da ashoof 6alal oo shlon he was absorbed with whatever he was saying to my father. 6alal's eyes caught up with mine for a breif second and he looked back at my father but his eyes lingered during those seconds...they did. fara7 hooked her arm in mine and whispered to me,

"yalla lets go up....yalla...." i smiled to her and as soon as we moved wala ommi tyee.

"la2...wain ma5that'ha....?"

"haw shfeech 5alti..hehe...foug '3orfiti..."

"laaa la laaa....noora btig3ad jidami, 3mreee ..ta3alay ta3alay..."

i shot fara7 a pleading look lena adry enne etha gi3adt m3 ommi oo 5alti basti5if minhom lena ra7 esa2loon feene oo kilshwy biyet6aminon 3alai.....oo mali5lg ..lene ta3bana.

"haw shfeekom....noora ta3bana akeed, " she looked at me and i mindlessly nodded back, " oo bni93ad 3ashan tirta7 shwy...."

Both mothers seemed reluctant but they finally agreed....hehe. youm garabna 3ind elsillam wala 5alti calls out, "enzain wil'3ada.....??"

"manaby...."

"la taboon.....ta'3adaw oo 9i3daw..."

We had no choice but to head to the table where the food was being set. I sat with my mom on my right and fara7 on my left. i really didnt feel like eating bs i did anyways. 6alal oo oboy soon joined us. 6alal sat across me....awkward much ?
He talked, laughed, kindof joked but not once...once..did he look at me. After a while of hoping i gave up and fixed my eyes on my plate.

After lunch, me and fara7 were about to head upstairs wala 6alal calls fara7....fara7 alone.

"5al ashoof shyabe....ayeelich foug b3dain.."

"uhh okay...." i said and watched fara7 go to 6alal ,then went upstairs.

Fara7 came in after minutes, "waaai sim3ay bser3a gabil ma2ansa...." she rushed in and sat on the bed. i looked up at her,

"speak..."

"okay....6alal tawa kalamni oo galee agoolich enna......."

shda3wa maykalimni oo egool 7ag fara7 tgoole.....?!

"helooooo....latsa6leen..focus......elmohim galee agoolich enna il7adeth kan ta9adom ma3 sayi8 hindi oo enna ma9aar shay oo enna 7adith ba9ee6 oo bas.....phew...okay...."

"el7een hatha 5aifa tinsaina...." i mocked her.

"ee...tara wayid 7ache bs ana e5ti9artlich t3rfeen shlon 6alal e7ib yitfalsaf ib7achya ille no9 ilwagt mafham shegool....."

I smiled and traced flowers on the bed with my fingers.

"tabeene awa8i3lich 3ala your bandage....."

"hahaha.....aham shay...ta5ayilay....!"

"hehe...." she said and looked at me. "noora...?"

"hmmm...."

"sh9aar bil'6ab6...?? the 7adeth i mean...."

"ummmm...."

"y3ne 6alal ashkara galee agolich hal7ache 3ashan he wants 7acheekom ekoon nafs elshay...bs i know inna its not what happened..so sh9ar...?"

"a7mad..kan yil7agny..."

"A7MAD....?"

"eeee..oo di3amna b3a'6....oo 6alal shafa bilmostashfa...."

"what....la7'6a oo 3araf enna u guys....u know..."

"laa2...a9lan a7mad is not my boyfriend and he'll never be...."

"laish..."

"lena 6ila3 akbar chathab..." i recalled to her everything about waht happened between me and a7mad and she was shocked.

"Ma9adig.....kilhatha yi6la3 mina...."

"ee adry..oo madry shasawy...."

"chan gitlay 7ag 6alal e2adba....."

"magdar fara7...magdar....shbegool 3ani b3dain....."

"ee 9a7....uffff...wallah bilsha....enzain shbetsaween ...."

"madry....ad3y enna efich 3anni i guess...." i shrugged. I threw my head on the pillow and fara7 did too.

"tadreen shensawe...."

i looked at her.... "sheno...."

"enam....." she grinned. i smiled at her ....and sleep we did.
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6alal.........

kalamt obooha oo 6ala3tla salfa madry min wain 6ala3t'ha oo ana bilsayara bs ga3d afakir ib 8i9a tinfa3 agoolha oo tit9adag oo ashwa enna mashak feene rayil 5alti. maskeen halhindi elle e5tira3ta ib rasi lena insab mn ilkil ...hehe. 3al'3ada magidart ashoof noora oo 3ala6ool ib balee fa kint asolif oo chethe 3shan mafakir feeha bs shlon etha ehya ga3da jidami. b3dain kanat sakta oo bs et5iz 9a7anha oo hnee bs kint a5izha since inna makanat etshoofne.

a7ibha....oo abeeha t3arf bs maby agoolaha el7een ...lazim a3rf shsalfat'ha m3 a7mado hatha. inshalla maykoon fee shay. ana law kint imsha'3il mo5i oo mistaw3ib minziman chan el7een ana weyaha ...lee ana oo ana 7agha.
s3idat foug ma3 fara7 bs kalamt fara7 enna tgool 7ag noora lena magdar akalim noora...miftishil minha 9ara7attan..magdar a7i6 3aini ib 3ainha.

Ana kint ga3d bil9ala 6ool halmoda oo 5alti oo rayilha kanaw yaboon ero7oon..bs il5adma galatlohom enna naymeen ilbanat. elwalda lazimat inna noora tnam 3indina oo enna 7ram ega3doonha fa 5aloha 3indina elyoum. bs ra7aw wala a93ad foug 3ashan anam lena mitlayish...marait 3ind '3orfat fara7 oo wigaft bs makan fee 9out...

dashait il'3rfa, badalt oo di5alt lifrash....bs wain eyeene noum oo noora is one door away.
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A7mad.....

ya3ne nooro magamat ta36eene wayh 3ashan hathaaak.....el7een estaw3abt. shlon lamha oo ehya tlimma oo yimsa7 3ala ras'ha oo msaweenle mosalsal hal 7ob oo hal'3aram.....hahaaaaaaaai
embayin inna yikrahni, el'6ahir yadri 3ani oo noora.....

bss hayin ya noora....hayin ..mo ana elle til3ibeen 3alai.., oo 5anshoof shlon ellle ma3ach byinfa3ich...wallah la5alee yikrahich !!!
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P.S. no post these next two days lena im busy....

luv u ;****

gudnight.......