My One and Only (EPILOGUE)

My Diary

Saturday, August 12, 2008

I gave birth to the cutest, chubbiest baby ever....1 week ago!! I wasnt surprised when i found out that i was pregnant just 7 months after me and Feras got married..if you know what i mean. Feras was ecstatic when he found out, i kind of got worried when i saw his reaction i mean how can he raise a child if he is already one! And ya....it's a boy..!!! Feras always wanted it to be a girl who looks exactly like me bs i got what i wanted and its a BOY!!! I remember feras in the hospital whispering to my ear, "well i guess we're gonna have to try harder until you bring me a baby girl.." I hate him for making me blush with his words that he cant get enough of.....but i love him still!! We named our baby 3abdullah, after Feras's father. 3abdullah has his fathers green eyes, my brown hair, his fathers quirky smile...he's adorable. As i'm writing right now, I'm seeing him in his crib sleeping peacefully ...maal bos wallah..!!

Monday, August 14, 2008

Since enne tawne walda fa shay 6abee3e enne ga3da 3ind ahali 7ag fatrat elnfaas, bs wain yifham feras hal7ache. I know enna mowayid ga3deen enchoof ba3ath bs its only for a short time oo i need it.The first couple of days, he acted enna 3ady oo mitfahim bs yesterday he was crazy..!!!! Kint bil'3orfa and i just set 3abood in his crib wala i hear the door shut and then locked. I turned wala i see Feras, he came to me and before i had a chance to speak he sweeped me up with a mesmerising kiss. And we made out , with our 2 week old baby in the room and our parents in the 9ala.....

Wednesday, November 2,2008

Feras is on a business trip....i miss him like crazy....!!!!!!

Friday, January 1,2009

How nice is it to start your year by hearing the words "i love you" from your husband. We went out and celebrated new years together with Fahad and his wife Sara, it was really fun..!!!oh and did i mention that Dana, feras's sister, is getting married...!!!! 7ada molayig bs she's the sweetest oo i cant wait for the wedding.

Monday, February 4, 2009

I'm still looking for 6alal a wife, bs tho8a 9a3ab oo kil ma i suggest a girl to him he's like "la moono3e" aw "haha mn9ijich"...!! la3at chabdi oo ana adawerla, shakla killish mara7 yitzawaj etha bi'6il chethe. oo when he actually 3ijbita bnaya wala ti6la3 ma56ooba. i guess that i'll have to keep on searching!

Friday, February 16, 2009

Me and Feras celebrated our first year anniversary yesterday! i cant imagine that im married to feras for a whole year now...it passed so fast..!!! Oh and did i mention that 3abood said "mama"! we were in the living room and he was playing with the phone in his hand oo ana and feras were watching tv wala faj2a nisma3 "mama" from 3abood. Latchofoon esh9ar feene oo fe feras we went absolutely crazy. oo feras still insists inna 3abood said "baba" and not "mama" hehe eshawig.

Tuesday, March 20, 2009

I saw a girl in a wedding oo she's cute im gonna talk to 6alal about her oo.....

Wednesday, March 21, 2009

Regarding last day's entry, it was cut short because of feras. There's nothing more to say ;)

Sunday, March 25, 2009

3abood is really naughty, it takes a considerable amount of energy and time when it comes to him. Like the other day, he grabbed the nanny's hair and pulled so hard and wouldnt let go that the nanny cried. Oo that other day we were gathered in my mothers house wala he knocks over a glass of vimto 3ala my mothers cream coloured couch. oo not to mention that i keep tripping and stepping on his toys at home, oo when 3abood see's me he laughs. Madry shasawe fee, oo when i tell feras he grins proudly at his son..!!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

I just got back from uni and i'm tierd as hell...!!! I decided to cook for feras today so i headed to the kitchen and fixed him lunch 3alama he gets back from work. 3abood is with 5alti, om feras, she just cant get enough of him. I had a fight with feras ams oo it's sooooo stupid bs ba6 chabdi shwy lena awal mara e9ari5 3alai chethe. I'm angry at him bs i miss him too.Fa i'm sitting oo i'm jotting down about my uneventful day........Hmmm i think i just heard the door open, maybe its feras. Ok ya it is feras 'cause he just got into the room, aham shay inna im pretending inna i didnt notice him oo i'm writing bil diary male. Here he comes, okay el7een he's standing behind me offf i'll just keep writing.. ya chethe....god his smell, i cant concentrate chethe...what is he doing ....okay i'm gonna ignore his kisses and keep writing 'cause i'm still mad at him.....uhhhh you know what i give up !

Friday, April 10, 2009

I love feras ! i'm crazy about feras ! i cant live without feras ! i love and love and love feras like crazy !!!!!!!!!!! i adore my husband !!!!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Regarding my last entry, it wasnt me. It was feras fooling around with my diary! He just realized that i keep one and that i started it from the day i laid eyes on him 'till this day. He was shocked at first bs b3dain he started reading it oo he loved everypart of it. Oo i came back from uni today to find Friday's entry filled with feras's sloppy handwriting....he's so naughty shasawe fe yarabi. bs a7iba...!!!!

P.S. feras if by any chance you read todays entry lati'3tar wayid tara i was lying about the a7ibik part ;p

Yours Lulu