Is it love..? (FINALE)

To all my readers....



ENJOY ;)))

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Noora....



i cried as i walked through the hospital's washed walls, my heels clattering with the ground rapidly as i looked for a place to freshen up. I saw the W/C sign and i went in. I washed my face over and over again trying to calm myself down. I cant believe that hes actually going. Hes leaving me again behind the same way he did several years ago but this time is different cause im much older and presumably wiser. I will have to get married soon, and now i know that its not gonna be him...it never will.

My phone rang,



"aloo...hala yuma...eee ee galatlich fara7....la mafeene shay....laaa mama please arja3 ma3 fara7.....mashkoora ...okay bye...."



I shut the phone and stared at my face...my now make-upless face. Whats wrong with me....? Why am i throwing myself 3ala wa7id makan m3abirni for years...oo when he finally did..he decided that he cant marry me because if something that i did trying to forget him!!

I dabbed the tissue to my face and dried it and headed outside again.

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6alal.......



ga6i3at galbi noora oo kint abee aro7 waraha bsss madry she9eer feene elle bas i freeze oo masawee shay. Shift'ha oo ehya troo7 ab3ad oo ab3ad...b3dain eltifat oo ana b3d mishait. 7asait roo7e ma5noog....di5alt ilsayara oo ri7t ilbait.



"hala yuma....haa shlonha lulu.."



"ha...shdarakom.."



"fara7 tawne kalamt'ha oo galatle....3assa bas mafeeha shay..."



"madry ana youm 6ila3t kanat lail7een bil3amaliyaat..."



"eee allah kareem...." she looked up at me, "shfeek...."



I didnt know how i looked to her, my feelings 5ara so yimkin wayhi chethee ba3ad.



"sheno..."



"shaklik mit'6ayig..."



"ahhh.....e7m..labas makint abee ahid feras oo ohwa ib hal7ala..." which was true, bs ham makint abee ahid noora ib hal 7ala...mabe a5er marra ashoofha fee tkon chethe..



"yalla b3d shitsawee.....ilsa3a thalath ella robo3...lazim troo7 ilma6ar el7een t5ali9 sho'3lik..."



"eee bas a5ithlee shower oo abadil oo aroo7...5al ilsayig ya5ith lijnaa6...."



I went up and took a long steamy shower. I stepped out oo libast short oo 8amee9, chayakt enna monasee shay oo nizalt ta7at.



"yalla yuba ana mashee.."



"troo7 wetrid bisalama....6amina awal mat6ob transit ib landan...."



"inshalla..tamir 3ala shay,..."



"salamtik yuba...."



Wala altifit oo ashoof ilwalda oo ga3da tabchee, "deer balik 3ala nafsik yuma mawa9eek haa..." oo lamatni.



"hehe yuma..mo awal mara asafir ana..."



"adry bs shasawee b3d...."



salamt 3ala 5wani oo rikabt ilsayara.



"roo7 ilma6ar...." gilt 7ag ilsayig.

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Fara7.....



yibt maai oo coffee oo chethee wala bas feras wagif broo7a.



"haw wain noora oo 6alal..." i said as i handed him a cup of coffee.



"noora madry wain ra7at oo 6alal mishaa lena waraa safra..."



"6alal ra7 ?! masalamt 3alaai...." i picked up the phone to call him wala feras ygoole,



"noora wayid ti'6ayigat youm 6alal kan beroo7.....ohma graab wala shay..?"



"hmmm..." i said as i looked up at feras, "eee they are y3ne ..a3ti8id..."



"lena 6alal ham kan mit'6ayig 7asait fee...."



"sh8a9dik y3ne...."



"6alal yalee gabil fatra oo galee ina y7ib wa7da oo ni9a7ta...."



"ee ana b3d galee inna y7ib wa7da bas enna za3lan menha......" and my voice trailed on. I looked at feras and he looked back and nodded with a devilish look in his eyes. "no way...."



But he just shrugged, "kaifich...ana lazim ashoof sh9aar 3ala lulu...." he said and started questioning a nurse lawa3 chabidha bilas2ila maskeena.



I just stood there ma9dooma..ma38oola noora elle 6alal y7ibha ?! ohwa galee inne a3arifha....oo noora wayid ana close ma3aha.....galee enna mom9adig enna y7ibha oo a3ti8id enna may9adig etha 7ab noora...oo ham galee enna sawat shay oo mayigdar yitzawajha....oo yimkin salfat noora oo a7mad oho ilshay....abaaai abaaai abaaaai...



Everything suddenly clicked, shlon noora always asks about 6alal and the same goes for him. Shlon kanat matyee baitna etha 6alal mawjood, shlon makanat ra'6ya ena 6alal ysa3idha ib moshkilat'ha ma3 a7mado, shlon hal cham shahar sakkat feeha ildinya oo akeed lena 6alal besafir.....waaaaaai nooora 7abeebte.....shayla kil hatha ib galbha...oo 6alal ba3ad.....waaaaai laaa2 moma38oola kil hatha ga3d y9eer feehom.... oo ana...abaaaai isteee3aaaaab ya3ne...



Feras stood infront of me and studied my dazed look and smirked, "wallah 6alal 6ila3 mohayin.....bsss laish 3aneed ana madry....."



"ma9adig...abaaai laaa jad ma9adig....."



"wallah lulu kanat 9adga youm galat...."



"ee 9a7...oo kilina ma9adagnaha oo kina ngool mosta7eel 6alal yitzawaj noora...."



At that time wala noora tyee oo ana oo feras iltifatna oo 6ala3naha.



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Noora....



I walked ta7at to calm down my nerves oo si3adt foug. As i was walking the corridor wala ashoof feras oo fara7 ga3deen y5izooni. Fara7 msa6la oo feras mibtism....i grew uncomfortable...y3ne shfeehom?



"sheno...."



Bas at that time yaw i think 3aylat lulu oo feras oo 9ar shwayat loya.....b3dain madry mn wain wala fara7 tig'6ibny oo takes me to the corner away from the z3aaj ille ga3d y9eer.



"sheno shfeech....."



"noora....entay elle 6alal y7ibha...."



I stared blankly at her. "noora entay oo 6alal t7oboon ba3a'6 oo ana a5er man ya3lam...!!"



"uhhhh...." madry shagool.



"laish magilteele chan mnziman ana mzawjatkom oo entay el7een ga3da tawldeen ma3 lulu..."



I smiled at fara7....bs that smile soon faded away. "shilfayda ya fara7..6alal raa7..."



"bas ohwa y7ibich..."



"bas mayabee yitzawajni...."



"3ashan a7mad..."



"Eee"



"bas yadri enna sawaitee 3ashan tinsaina..?."



"shdarach..."



"entay gilteele enich t7ibeen wa7id oo momlageech wayh oo bet7awleen you forget him with a7mad since enna you "thought" enna hes a good guy...."



"emmm...." i looked away.



"abaaaai noora....tadreen shkithir 6alal y7ibich...youm kan ykalimni 3anich kan mistanis oo 3yoona tilma3 oo 3ala6ol yibtisim bss ana '3abiya momistaw3iba enna entay elle y7ibha...."



My eyes teared, "fara7....5ala9 beroo7 mara thanya....."



"awww 7beebty..." she said and hugged me. And i cried. He probably is at the airport right now..and the mere thought of this sent me crying even more.



"yikrahni fara7......kirahni killa mn a7midoo...."



"so i guess ohwa ellee sa3adich...." i nodded my head and she looked away lost in thought.



"tabeen nroo7la ilma6ar...?"



"la2 mosta7eel...its his decision oo ana 5ala9 im done with it....la3at chabdi o ana an6ira....ti3abt fara7 ti3abt..." i wiped my tears.



"offf ba6iga 3ala rassaaa oo azifa 3ala 3naada hatha...el7een tshofeena mitga6i3 oo mayabee yroo7 bss 3nada oho elle mwahga..."



She said as she grabbed her phone.



"shitsaween..." i grabbed her arm. "latgoleenla tara walla ma7acheech fara7...min9iji..."



"lat5afeen..bs i want him to know enna i know..... oo ham basalim 3alai lena masalamt 3alai..."



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6alal.....



Kint ga3id ib starbucks ashrab gahwa oo mo5ii sar7aan ib noora..kilshway y9eer feene abee adig 3alaiha bas atradad...malee wayh akalimha oo a9lan madry shbagool. wala yrin telephoni



"Alooo hala fara7..."



"6alal enta ri7t oo masalamt 3alaik..."



"eee....b3d lazim kint aroo7 ilma6ar.."



"eee yalla bisalama...."



"alla ysalmich...tabeen shay...."



"eee abeek titzawaj...."



"tsk tsk entay matyozeen mn sowalfich hathee..."



"la2.....lena adry ennik mayit 3albnaya ooo eyha ba3ad bss 3nadik bewahigkom...."



"fara7 sakray ilmaw'6oo3 5ala9...."



"la2 6alal....oo ilmoshkila elle mora'6ee tsami7ha 3alaiha sawita lenha t7ibik oo enta momlageeha wayh oo kanat tabee tinsaak...."



"sheno.....?"



"6alal adry enik t7ib noora..." she whispered, " 6alal please entaw t7iboon ba3a'6 laish tsawee chetheee...."



"laish ga3da tkalmeene ib 9out wa6ee..."



"lenha wagfa 3indy oo mabeeha tisma3...digeega 5al awa5ir shwy......okay...6alal esma3ny tara noora 6ool 3omorha t7ibik oo salfat a7mad kanat 3ashan tinsaak 6alal tara wallah 9a3ba enha t7ibik oo enta mom3abirha..."



"mingal enne mom3abirha....min we7na 9'3aar oo ana a3izha..."



"8a9di ennik t7ibha..."



Sikat o gi3adt afaker...ee 9a7 makint a7ibha bss kint a3izha wayid..bsss balasht a7ibha oo ana madry...oo gimt a7ibha akthar oo akthar lain magidart agi9 3ala roo7e ba3ad oo a8na3 roo7i enne ma7ibha lene a7ibha....



"6alal....."



"hmmm...."



"shbitsawee....."



"madry madry....fara7 wallah madry...."



"please fakir..i gotta go ildictor tawa 6ila3...bye...."



Sakart iltelephone oo g3adt a5iz ilgahwa wafakir 7ag madry shkithir laai masima3t



final call...flight ex230 heading to heathrow please proceed to gate 14



Gimt, 5athait my passport, ticket oo telephone oo ri7t 7ag il gate.

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Noora....



Fara7 kanat tkalim 6alal b3dain ra7at oo kamilat tkalma b3eeda 3anni bs youm raddat kant wayiha mayingara y3ne i dont think enne 6alal be'3ayir raya....at that moment 6ila3 ildoctor.



"haaa dictor bashir..." feras asked.



"kil shay tamam il7amdelaa.....59arat lulwa dam bas 3awa'6naaa laha oo elbaby b5air bs 5athainaa 7ag ilsheesha lena mokamil nomowa lail7een...."



"7madela mashkoor doctor matga9ir.....oo shkithir ra7 etem ilbnaya bilsheesha..."



"7awali shahar oo shwy...lena ehya 6al3a ib nihayat il sabi3 oo jisimha th3eef wayid oo 7ajimha 9'3eer mayit7amal...."



"enzain nigdar nshoof lulu el7een..."



"laaa mamnoo3 ilziyara el7een..."



"bas shwy lazim at6aman....ma6awil..."



"ahh okay...bs shwy..."



And feras headed to the room over to his wife lulu. Relief washed over us kilina oo 3aylat lulu oo feras ga3deen ybarkoon 7ag ba3a'6...the tense atmosphere changed into a cheery one. They went down to go see the baby and me and fara7 joined them as well.



"abaaai nitfa.....!!!" exclaimed fara7.



"eeee bas tshawig ....." i said examining the baby from behind the glass.



"3ayal ilakil elle kanat takla lulu wain kan yroo7 hehe..."



"haha fara7 ....7adich 9aida...."



"hehe....yalla 9i3adna..."



"umm la bg3ad shwy hnee .." i smiled, the families went up along with fara7 and i stayed standing there admiring this tiny soul behind the glass. Silent tears flowed over my cheek as i stared at this baby lovingly but with my mind occupied with what i just lost..the person i lost.

Its 4:14am now, and 6alal is on the plane heading to where his fuure is . So this is the end of this childhood crush, teenage love and adulthood passion.....he's off to his future and i'll be here waiting to see with who my future will be. To see if the man i'll spend my life with will be able to help me forget the man who i spent all my life fancying about. The baby moved her fragile hand and i smiled softly behind the glass.



"9'3eera mochethee...."



My heart jumped and i turned around, "6alal...!?"



He had this boyish grin on his face, "midach nisaiteene...."



I just looked at him thinking inna im hallucinating wala shay...it cant be him...it cant be. I just froze, rooted to my position as he came closer to me and stood a step away from me. He gazed into my eyes lovingly.



"m-mari7t...." i stammered.



"sheno shayfa jidamich..." he whispered with a grin tugging his lips, as he inched closer and closer to me.



"ma9adig...." i breathed.



"oo ana ma9adig enne a5eeran batzawa.j...." he gazed into my eyes. i looked into his eyes and i could see that he was honest and that showed with the way he was admiring me. I hugged him and cried as if fearing that this is all a dream and i will wake up from it. "laish tabcheen..." he whispered to me, "mara7 ahidich....magdar ahidich.." he said, his voice determined.



"oo amreeka.." i said against his chest.



"a5thich weyay...."



I looked up and smiled, "a7ibik..."



"mo kithri...." he said and looked around quickly, then looked back at me and kissed me. A soft yet hungry kiss that sent my heart fluttering like crazy....i cradled his face and enjoyed his tender caress along my back. He pulled his head away..."ufff meta nitzawaj...."



I blushed and looked at the baby again with 6alals arms wrapped around me, "tyanin mo chethee...."



"emmmm....bas mo a7la minnich...."



"hehe 6alal its a baby y3ne...."



"adry...." he said as he nuzzled my neck, "abeech tyeebeenle wa7da chethee bss akbar 6ab3an...oo nafsich akeed...." he kept on adding. I giggled. A couple came and 6alal stepped away from me as he cleared his throat,



"mishaina...." he asked. I smiled back and we walked away....but this time...hand in hand.



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