Mulish (22)

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Zain.......

A7mad stepped in with a smile on his face. He looked at me and s3ood where we were frozen in our spots just staring at him. He walked in and stood besides s3ood and looked at me, " sta'3rabtay mo9a7..." he said. i looked at him digesting what he just said, i didnt get it soo i just blankly stared at him. He saw my confused look so he added, "ena stath s3ood rad....."

"ah.." i managed to say, then i nodded my head and my eyes flew to s3oods face. S3ood was ...well really quiet and unreadable.....he has this look that i hate so much...the look that makes it really hard for me to read the feelings and emotions that are going through his head. and right now i really need to know what hes thinking 'cause i really dont know what happened !

we were fighting....i started crying, he started calming me down and then....then we kissed ! we kissed ! he kissed me and i .....i kissed him back ! oo yarait law bs chethee lena i actually confessed my love for him and just when i thought that he was gonna answer back...in comes a7mad !

I felt a7mads eyes darting between me and s3ood but i was consumed with what was going on that i didnt think about it much all i tried to figure out was what the hell just happened !

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S3ood.....

enzain....el7een kinna ga3deen nit'hawash .....NIT'HAWASH ! oo balishat ilbnaya tabchee shakooooo aroo7 alimha...shakooooo amsa7 dmoo3haaa.....shakooooo aboos'haaaa ?!?!?!?!?!?

shakoooooooooo........

madry sh9ar fene , madry shsawait oo shlon sawaita.....misa7t dmo3ha oo g3dt ahadeeha oo b3dain madry shlon bss bist'ha...magdrt enne mabos'ha. maknt m5a6i6 ena halshay y9eer bss youm 9aar mo5ee killish makan weyay...oo wigaft bss b3dain bist'ha mara thanya oo kamalt ! oo eyha ham basatne.....oo law mo a7mad chan ana lail7een ga3d aboos'ha oo mohadha...

kint wagif blmaktab msabah, ga3d afaker billi tawa 9ar...oo 7asait zain ham ga3d e6ali3nee ehya el'6ahir ham momistaw3iba elle 9ar. bsss la7a'6t ena a7mad mawjood oo ena kan yshofne ana oo zain ib 6aree8a '3areeba faaaa tmalakt nafseee oo 8arart ena mabayin shay 7ag a7mad fa iltifat 3alai o kalamta...

"yibt elawrag...?"

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Zain......

everything was quiet until s3ood talked, "yibt ilawrag ?" he said to a7mad in a calm, controlled, wala chinna 9ayer shay tone. i looked up at him trying to figure him out. "a7mad...?" s3ood called again.

a7mad who was i think too engrossed in finding out what just happened didnt listen to s3oods first question, but the second time s3ood talked he took a step back and shook his head lightly, "eeee eee kahom 3indy......tabeehom.?" he said.

"ee 3ayal laish gitlik t9awerhom.....3a6ney yahom oo 7i6 ilni95a 3indik..." s3ood said and took the papers from a7mad. While he was scanning them, a7mad looked at me and i looked back at him. He had a smirk on his face as he scanned me.

Abaaaai laykoon i look a mess ! laykoon sha3re mi3tifis aw wahyee lail7een fee dmoo3.....???

a7mad smirked even more then was interrupted by s3oods question. He started answering some questions and started negotiating about some papers and i just stood there wala kilma bsss msa6la ! b3dain staw3abt ene wagfa mn'3air magool shay oo mndoon fayda faaa 8arart ene a6la3.

"stath s3ood...?" i said and looked at him. He and a7mad were so into whatever he was saying that he didnt hear me, "emm....stath s3ood....? stath......? s3ood !" he looked up at me, as well as a7mad...."em ba6la3 ana...." s3ood nodded his head absent mindly and continued talking to a7mad. I looked at him for a while, then turned and walked out the door. i headed to my office and burried myself behind the files and papers..trying to hide the silent tears that pricked my face.

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S3ooood.....

Knt wagf akalim a7mad oo ga3d a7awil kithir magdar ene mashoof zain...laai maa ehya tkalimat oo galatle enha bt6la3....ma3rft sharid fa hazaitlaha rasee oo kamalt 7achyee ma3 a7mad. shafatne lfatra b3dain mishat...rifa3t 3aine oo shift'ha ti6la3 b3dain rija3t 7ag elle kan ga3d ygola a7mad.

"eee faaa 3alama arja3 abee maw'6oo3hom ykoon 5ali9..." gilt 7ag a7mad.

"eee ee laaa 5aali9 5aali9 inshalla....inta lat7ateee.....ella golee enta fahamt zain..."

"ee eee fahamt'ha kilshay...bsss ham abeek etabi3ha..." i said to him.

"ee laaaa ibhathee mayi7tay twa9eene...." rad 3alai.

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Zain.....

waaaw great !!!!! lazim aroo7 i print the papers again lena elle jidami killa stains mn ildmoo3 ! huffffff !!!! i clicked print again and stood up and headed to the printing and scanning room. i stood there staring at the printer and held every paper that it printed and stacked them after eachother.

what i dont get el7een....ohwa sha7 y9eer ? okay basneee....does this change the way things are...? ok to me 7ada ee....bss to him....? i mean does he even have feelings towards me ?

ana mogadra a9adig shlon i allowed myself to kiss him, sheefakir 3anni el7een.....???? awal shay 5alid oo el7een bista....shegool 3anni balla !

i looked out from the glass at the people working at their desks....ifff i just miss mariam soo much and i really need her ! the elevator door opened and s3ood walked out of it....i5tiba9t ana oo ilaraag elle beedi 6a7aw 3al ar'6. i bent down and tried to pick him up bss i stood up to see what brought s3ood to this floor. i carefully scanned him as he went into the meeting room and after a while he walked out with a file in his hand, he was saying things to his secretary that was walking behind him. she nodded her head and smiled at him, he managed a small smile and then walked away and pushed the elevator button. While he was waiting for the elevator to arrive he looked back and scanned the room, he seemed to be looking for something and my heart fluttered when i found out what it was.....because his eyes rested on my empty desk. I sighed...

"e777m...."

I jumped and looked behind me, it was a7mad. i nervously tucked a strand behind my ear.

"shga3da tsaween...?" he asked and looked at s3ood from behind the glass.

"emmm ga3d a6ba3 ilawraag...." i said.

"emmmm.....mbayin...." he nodded his head and looked at the papers scattered on the floor.

ooooo the papers !!!

i bent down and picked them up, then stood up and pulled the papers from the printer and shuffled through the pages to see if they were messed up or in order. a7mad was just standing there looking at me...amused with my distress ! As i was rearranging the papers i shot a look outside to see s3ood.

"lata3been nafsich....raa7...."

I shot an annoyed look at him ,"ana maknt ga3d...."

"zain....."

"na3am..."

"ratbay ilawrag oo ta3alay elmaktab...." he said as he got out.

maleeeee8 !!!!

After i stapled the papers i took a deep breath and headed to s3oods office....again !

i nervously knocked on the door and got in, and i saw a7mad on s3oods chair...i was confused for a second.

"dishay....." he said , "s3ood el7een b6ireeja 7ag ilma6ar....." he answered my question.

shyabee hatha....sh8i9ita ?!

I got in a handed him the papers, "gi3day shfeech wagfa..." he said. i looked at the chair and hesitated for a moment but then i sat. "emm emm eee zain...." he rated my work, i gave him a shrayik-ya3ne look..(he wasnt looking at me when i gave him this look btw;p)

"enzain entay fihamtay elle galich 3alai s3ood....mo9a7..."

"eee...laish,..."

"laa bas as2al...." he smirked, "akeed fihamtay ?" he repeated.

"eee fihamt...." i replied. malat 3alaik.

"lena ba36eech ilsho'3l el7een oo etha mofahma goleele..."

waaaaaaaaaaaaai....!!!!!

"fihamt !!!!" i said.

"ee laa bss at2akad..." he said as he handed me the papers. i just wanted to wipe that smirk sooo bad off of his face.

"emmm meta stath s3ood byirja3...?" i asked as i stood up.

"madry..cham youm yimkin....laish ilso2al...?"

"laa bss as2al...lena bs yirja3 enta sho'3lik y5ali9 hneee oo tro7..." i smirked.

He glared at me for a while, "3ayal ana ra7 a7ri9 enich tistamti3ain hal cham youm weyay...gabl ma s3ood eyeee oo aroo7...."

I sensed that there was another meaning behind what he just said, but my mind was really occupied and i really needed to go home so i chose not to reply and headed out. things arent really going well between me and a7mad...we just dont get along...! shlon bat7ammal halcham youm weyaaa...??? i know ena he's gonna make these couple of days a living hell for me.....adry !

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