Mulish (20)

9/9/09---7ada 3ajibny iltaree5 ;D

dedicated to pearla ;p itjanini

ENJOY ;)

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S3ood.....

rkabat zain sayarat'ha oo ra7at. oo ana rikabt sayartee oo mishait, bs gabl maroo7 3a6ait a7mad na'6ra. 9ij 7ayawan oo mayist7y 3ala wayha....y5iz elbnaya ashkara! walla law mo 3an ilfashlaa chaan haza2ta oo 3alamta shlon y6ali3 banat ilnas bss warai 6ayara oo lazim ala7ig. fa el7een kani blma6ar ga3d blgate 3ashan b3d shwy ra7 arid paris.

awal marra at'thayag chethee wa7s enne bsss malait mn ilshi'3l oo abee arja3. 9ij ene 6awalt halmara bilsafra bsss ham y3ne momin3awaydi enne awlah 3al deera chethe. ana 7aa6 ibbalee a5ali9 sho'3lee mbacher oo asawee ilmeetings elle 3alai bsir3a oo wara ba3a'6 3ashan ard ilkuwait. arid 7ag ilsharika, maktabe, ijtima3aty, zain, duwaniya, chalet, rabi3, zain.....

la7'6a shfeene ga3d agool zain...? ok mankir ene wilaht 3alaiha...laaa mowilaht y3ne....ta3awadt 3alaiha oo ene a6afirha oo chethee bsss moma38oola ykoon akthar mn chethee laa laaa .

bss elyoum youm shift'ha magdrt asheel 3aini minha, chinna awal mara ashoofha.

zain awal wa7da y9eer fene chethee 7awalainha 3ogob.....3ogob.....

e7m.....yalla 5al agoom adsh il6ayara.

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Zain.......

laish besafr mara thanya.....oo meta byirja3...laykoon be6awl mithil awal marra ! lena 5ala9 magdar at7amala b3eed 3ani..abee yirja3 abee agoola ena a7iba...laa laa magdar...yimkn yimkn....yimkn may7is chetheee tijaheee...ma3ina shlon kan yshofnee elyoum...ahhhhh shlon ibtisamlee.....shlon ykalimni ....a7is ena y7ibne....bsss mani mt2akda oo lazm at2akad, ohwa bsss law y5al9 sh'3la oo yrja3 !

ma9adg ene 7abait s3ood ibhal sir3a ! yimkin lene shayfa shay fee ma7ad shafa '3aira....elle oho sha59eeta il9ijia ele wayd nas may3arfoon 3anha bss ana a3rf....oo iktishaft ena insan 6ayib mooo malee8 oo mtkabir mithil maknt athin oo wayd nas 7asbalhom chethee....

y'6a7k oo shwya maynoon meta makan mazaja 7ilo.....oo yarabi shkithir astanas youm y9eer chethee lene jad a7s ene ma7'6oo'6a

**RING RING**

i looked at my phone and saw a number and i realized who it belonged to. i deleted it bss akeed lail7een 7af'6ita....its 5alid's number. bsss shyabee laish daag.....mokafee elle sawwaaa....shyabeee...milyon mara 7igart telephonata oo his messages..meta ra7 yifham enna 5ala9 we're over oo ena there is no us ! i chose to ignore him like i always do oo sifa6t sayarte oo di5alt ilbait.

i talked to my mom shwy , you know tabe t3rf meno shift, shlon il3rs, il3aroosa etc....

sowalif 7areem ;p 5ala9t b3dain si3adt foug, i took a shower oo i wore my pajamas and got into bed. i am really not in the mood of going to the sharika tomorrow. mali5lg shougo oo ham mabee ashoof rig3at wayh a7mad ! abaaaai shlon kan y5izne elyoum 9ij mayst7y 3ala wayha, 7asait s3ood shwy we6iga...lena jad bayi3ha...shd3wa y5iz chethee ! waaaai s3ood meta yrja3 bss oo aftak mn hal a7mad !

The next day

I woke up tired, 9ij makan li5lg aroo7 ilsharika bss i have to lena ams mar7t with mariams wedding as an excuse. i wore a simple navy blue dress and headed to work. i arrived there, grabbed my coffee and a muffin and headed to my desk. i was really sleepy and i munched on to my muffin and savored the taste of the blueberries as i gazed into my computer screen. i read the note that was sent to me on my screen telling me to head to s3oods office.

currently a7mads i whispered to myself. i ignored it and kept on eating my muffin and drank my coffee peacefully. i saw a notepad on my desk and i shuffled through the pages mindlessly, i was soooo not awake....when something caught my eye. i turned back a few pages until i reached a page....its a lined page with my sloppy handwriting filling it but it was special.....this page was special...i smiled and reached for the top corner and traced the smiley face with my finger tips...the smiley face s3ood drew to me on my first meeting.

**ring ring** the phone on the table rang....i picked it up and it was the secretary.

"alooo....hala...emm ....uhhhh laaa mawi9alny shay 3ala ilcomputer....ee akeed....ok kani yaya..."

what a lier i am. i took a sip from my coffee and dragged myself to the elevator.....out of the elevator and into the secretary's office.

"ahlan..." she beamed. i smiled back waiting for her to hand me my work so i could go back down to my desk and gaze at my screen for the rest of the day with no interruptions. But she motioned for me to get in. i whined and she shook her head and smiled even more. she knows ena mashtihee a7mad. i knocked, opened the door and stepped in. a7mad was right infront of me, he excused himself and stepped out of the office.

haw shfee hatha..? el7een ana yayatla oo yi6la3 ! ohhhh well i'll wait for him inside....

i took a step into the office, closed the door and turned.........

and i couldnt hold back my tears.

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luv u ;***

gudnight ;)