Mulish (21)

To all u sihheeeera ppl ;p

ENJOY ;)

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S3ood.....

t2ajilat 6ayartee 7ag bacher il'6ohor...madry galaw fee 5alal madry shno oo il6ayara ilthanya 3asas elyoum. rija3t ilbait oo kani elyoum glt daam ene fa'6ee ayee ilsharika. tikalamt ma3 a7mad oo raja3t ma3aaa cham sha'3la...oo glt 7ag ilsecertaira tnadeely zain. madry laish gitlaha chethee bsss knt abeeha t3rf ene hnee madry laish.....

etha yat agolaha ena ba36eeha sho'3l oo chetheee...ee eee hatha ele asaweee

5ala9t mn a7mad oo 6ila3 barra oo ana jabalt sho'3leee.

bsss b3d shwy wala asma3 9out ka3ab....ka3ab ?! rifa3t rasee foug wala zain. shlon ma7asait feeeha....

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Zain......

ma9adagt 3yoone ma38oola s3ood hneee...!!!! oho mogal besafir....laish maraaa7 ?? 3yoone bss kanat etdami3....t3arfoon ilsho3oor youm tkonoon 7adkom mstanseen oo mnkithir ma mistanseeen 3yoonkm etdami3....well hatha elle 9ar feene. misa7t dmoo3e oo la7a'6t ena ohwa lail7een momstaw3b ene hnee...fa mishait oo il'6ahir sima3 9out fa rifa3 rassaaa foug oo shafneee.

ista'3rab bil awal b3dain ibtisamlee oo wigaf.

"hala zain,.....gi3day gi3day...." he motioned for me to take a seat. i took a seat not being able to wipe the smile from my face, he studied me for a while.

"emmm masafart...?"

waiii3 zaaain y3ne sh'hal so2aaaal...akeed masafar y3ne sheno his ghost ga3d jidamiiii...!!!

He grinned at me, "entay eshaifa...."

"hehe emmm laaa 8a9di bs moknt betsafir...."

"eeee bss 9ar ta25eer 3ala il6ayara oo b3d shwy inshalla emsafir..."

"ahh y3ne lail7een btroo7...?"

"ee akeed baroo7 hatha sho'3l...."

i nodded my head silently. I looked up and saw him gazing at me with his lips curved up slightly in the edges, he was handsome, amazing....uhhhh i love him i just do. He didnt take his eyes off of mine, and i felt my head getting lighter, my body relax....and i lovingly smiled back at him. 3ady ag3ad 6ool ilyoum bss ashofa oo mamil.

abaaaai chinna ilmaw'6oo3 wayd 9aar 5azz....hehehe....i dont care i waited too long...i deserve it ;)

Bssss s3ood suddenly snapped back to reality and looked at his computer screen and adgusted his '3itra. He stared at his screen appearing like he was reading something bss i knew ena he was lost in thought. He closed his eyes shwy and when he opened them, he cleared his throat a few times and looked up at me. But not with the way he was moments earlier...it was a look that lacked emotion, a look that reminded me of my earlier days in the company. the look that everyone in the company knows him for. I was confused for a second, shfeee ??

"ummm.....ana nadaitich hnee 3ashan a36eech hal awraag...ana fahamt a7mad 3anhom ooo ohwa ra7 ygolich ilbajee...bss hatholee mohimeen oo lazm t5al9eenhom..oo abee ykoon mratab oo kil shay ykoon kamil....oo...." he kept talking but he wasnt making any eye contact now, he was just pulling papers from his desk and arranging them together as he spoke....i looked at him trying to understand shilli 9arla faj2a oo laish mora'6ee y6ali3ne. I realized that he stopped talking and he was looking at me,

"hmm...?" i said.

"ga3da tsim3een shagool.....?" he stared at me irritated.

"ummm ee eee...." i nervously replied.....its the old same look that i hated.

He didnt buy it, "zain ana mn9iji ga3d atkalam....ymkn a7mad maygdar yfahmich 3adl lena oho b3d ydeed 3ala halshay faa abeech tintabhain....moo sar7aana...entay lazm tsmi3een shagool lene ana bamshee b3d shwy...." he was interupted by a phone call. He picked it and it looked like he was talking to a7mad telling him to photo some papers and to come to the office. IFFFFF 7ada mowagta hal a7mad. He shut the phone and looked back at me, " el7een ra7 a3eedlich oo abeech tsmi3eene 3adil...." he almost looked like he was scolding me....shfeee faj2a he snapped 3alai ?!

He talked again and blabbered about this paper work that i had to do and that it must be blah blah blah and that i have to blah blah blah......orders orders orders....its like hes the old s3ood all over again. I was irritated with him, with the way he was talking to me.....and i thought that he changed, and that i saw something in him....but it turns out that hes never gonna change.

"shfeech e6al3eeny chethee...?" he suddenly said. i realized that i was looking at his with my head tipped shwy to the side, like i was analyzing his personality.

"laa walashay.....kamil..." i grimly replied. He took a look at me not satisfied with my reply, but continued 7achya anyways.

"oo bss hathaa...."

"ok fihamt...." i shot back, "agdar aroo7 el7een...." i said.

"uhh ee...." he looked around, thinking if there was anything more he would like to say, " ee tigdereen tro7een...."

i stood up glaring at him and gave him my back and walked but he called me, and i slowly turned around giving him a what-now-look.

"matabeen ta5theen ilawraag y3ne..."

"ee nisait 7aram y3ne...." i walked to him, took the papers and turned to leave again.

"zain entay shfeech..??" he stood up m3a9ib 3ala nafseety weyaa.

"shfeene ?? mafeene shay....enta shayif feene shay....?" i shot back. He walked up to me,

"tikalimay 3adil zain..." he warned me.

"ga3da atkalam 3adl....si2altny shfeech oo kani radait...."

He looked at me, and although the look he gave me sent shivers throughout my body mn kithir makanat t5ari3 bss i stood there none the less and stared back.

"hathaa mo isloob tkalmeeny fee....ilmafrou'6 t3arfeen halshay el7een...."

"ahh 9ij...shlon tabeene akalmik...stath s3ood...."

"zaain..." he warned me.

"na3am..."

"oo b3dain weyaach entay...." he raised his voice.

"ana oo b3dain weyay wala enta..." i shot back angrily, " tawamsaa3 ti'67ak weyay b3dain faj2a tkalimne ib borood...." he stayed quiet. "mo 3ala kaifik..tkalimny 3ala mazajik...." 7asait ena 9adree ma'3moot, oo ilbachyaa shwy oo ti6la3, i swallowed and continued still furious with him, "tsafir 7ag asabee3 b3dain youm trid t3amilny chetheee....." i teared up, i blinked and a tear fell on my cheek, s3ood 6ab3an wala kilma bss sakit y6ali3ne. "ma3iraftlk s3ood....walashay asawee yi3jibik....bss tinti8id....oo tzif....b3dain tit'3ayir oo t9eer chinik wa7d thany...wa7d yit'3ashmar oo ysawlif oo yi'67ak...." i cried, but i wiped away my tears quickly i dont want him to see me crying. i was controlling my breaths, and wiping my tears......i looked back at him after a while, "laish sakit haaa....tikalam ...." i burst out. He looked at me, and he looked like he was looking for the right words to say but he came up with none, his lips moved as if to speak but nothing came out. And i was too infuriated with him by this point that i turned to leave. i stopped suddenly and faced him again, "tadree shilmoshkila...." i said, he looked up at me, "elmishkila ene 7abaitik.....**gasp** ....bss ....bss enta el7een wa7d thany...oo ana magdar at7amal chethee...magdar " and as soon as i let it all out, i cried...i mean really cried...kil ille bgalbi 6ala3ta...oo mahamni if i was crying jidama, in his office, blsharika.....i just cried letting it all out.

I then felt two hands close around my arms, i looked up and it was s3ood. i couldnt read his face cause i had tears in my eyes and my vision was blurred, i blinked several times, he reached up and wiped one tear from my face gently....ever so gently. His eyes displayed a myraid of emotions, he was concerned, i could see that but that wasnt enough...thats not what i want. i turned my face to the side letting his arm drop to the side. But he didnt stop there, he reached up again and turned my face towards his , i could see that he was struggling, he didnt know what to do, how to react, what to say...but i understood him...i understood everything from the way he was looking at me, they way he kept wiping my tears.....the way he was holding me.

"ana...e7m...ana asif..." he told me and his eyes were sincere. I shut my eyes, hes apoligizing thats all he can do can he....thats all he's gonna do...and thats all he will do...

But then i felt something touch my lips, i froze, and opened my eyes and pulled back shwy, he pulled back too..his eyes melting into mine....and i leaned in again, so did he. He kissed me, his kiss achingly soft and tender...which suprised me a little, it was perfect and i didnt realize that i was still tearing up until he pulled away alittle and wiped my tears, "shhhh....shhh..." he whispered and kissed me again.

"a7ibik..." i said. He pulled back and looked at me....his face...shocked shwy not able to comprehend what i just said. I waited for him to say it back....he was about to speak when a knock sounded on the door. We both stared at the door then at eachother. He stepped away from me and the door opened. it was a7mad.

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luv u ;8

gdmorning and gdnight ;)