Mulish (15)

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Zain......


I left the room sencing his eyes on my back. We were about to kiss...kiss ! Im just shocked and surprised with my behaviour...why would i want him to kiss me..? why did i want him to kiss me ?

Thankgod ena kan a5er ildawam...i grabbed my things and headed to my car. i still felt queasy during my ride home. a7s a7s enna im growing feelings towards him. And thats not good.....thats soooo not good. He looks like a womanizer, a man dedicated to his job.....hes soo not the man of my dreams...or is he ? ughhhh ma7ib chetheee im soo confused.
I reached home and got in and found my parents bl9ala. Salamt 3alaihom oo g3adt.

"haaa shlon ildawam baba...?" my dad asked.

"walla zain...ta3ab bs zain..." i smiled.

"3afya 3ala bnayte...yalla inshalla b3d cham shahar youm at2akad enich tmakantay aw gabil ymkn...a7awlich 3ala sharikatna mithil makntay tabeen..."

Do i want that now..? Can i work with no s3ood critisizing me all the way...can i work in a place without the person ..the person that i had this special communication with..? Can i simply walk away and leave him and the company and head after what i always wanted...working in my dads company ?

"zain 7beebty shaklich ta3baan....asaweelich chaai..?"

"la mashkoora yuma...ana ba93ad arayi7ly shwy..." i said and got up to my room. I slept for a couple of hours, woke up, went out with my cousin , then got back with my heart beating slightly as i got to bed...thinking about tomorrow and how it will turn out.

The next day........

"Mr7aba ya zain...nawwar ilmokan..." announced mid7at. I smiled to him and got into the company, grabbed my coffee and headed to my desk. I sipped my coffee and started working on what was left behind from yesterdays work since we were behind. I worked my way through, pausing every now and then to clear my mind from s3ood.

"ahlan zain....elyoum bro7ich..." said shoug. 'elma3arees mohnee..."

"adry oo kaifhom shako fehom entay...."

"ehee emm la walashay bss 7abait agolich y3ne..."

"tara 3ndy 3yoon oo ashoof 3ala fikra y3ne...."

"ahh hehe emmm ....shiftay s3ood elyoum..."

"shda5al stath s3ood faj2a....oo la2 mashifta.."

'ahhh ana hamman..welaht 3alai mn ams mashifta..."

i chose to ignore her and work,

"agolich shay zain...." ishta6at faj2a, she grabbed a chair and sat beside me....i looked at her y3ne shtabeeen. "emmm ana oo s3ood bnirja3 7ag ba3a'6..."

"sheno..."

"eee adry enna y7ibne oo ra7 nirja3 ana mit2akda..."

"momkin a3rf shay....entaw laish u broke up...?"

"emm li2ana...li2ana 9ar fee mshkila 9'3eera bss in7alat oo akeed byirja3ly el7een...."

I didnt believe her....and i dont believe that s3ood would want anything to do with her. But i nodded my head anyways and told her to go to work. i sat there and completed my work. My computer beeped and today's work was sent ...i was somewhat surprised...3adattan ana a5tha minna. maybe maybe mn ams y3ne...emm well ok let me start working.
After an hour or so i was done and so i took a deep breath and headed to s3oods office.
I got in and saw the secretary,

"emm 5aleehom houn ya zain..."

"bss ana asalimhom 7aga..."

"ba3rif bss hala2 malada3y faaa tsalmeely ana..."

I grabbed my work and nodded, "ahh emm ok.." i gave her the paper work and stood there.

"fee shee ?"

"emmm la2 bss y3ne benadeene b3dain 3ashan ygole etha sawaita 3adl wala la2..?"

"6ab3an la2....."

6ab3an..?!

"laish....?"

"entee mabta3rfee...?"

"a3rf sheno..."

"s3ood safar...."

The breath was knocked right through me !

"safar ?!"
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