Mulish (10)

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Zain.......





"5alid ?!" i looked at him surprised.



"zain ahhh zain...a5eeran legaitich..."said 5alid as he walked towards me. i froze, watching 5alid advance towards me. i turned and saw s3ood standing beside me looking at 5alid too. He then turned and faced me, his face....confused!



ana bs msa6la...ashoof 5alid b3dain altifit oo ashoof s3ood...manigadra astaw3b elle ga3d y9eer. oo kilshay kan in slow motion walla..y3ne it took 5alid like forever to reach me. oo the more he got closer the more my heart started 5arifing..3ady malyon beat bldigeega.



"meno hatha...?" asked me s3ood.



I looked at him, "hatha..? umm hatha...hathaa...." by that time 5alid reached us.



"zain..!!! lazim akalmich lazim...!"



"5alid enta shg3d tsawee hneee...????" i asked.



"abe akalmich ..lazim nlagee 7al..."



"ay 7al ....ay 7al 5alid...mako 7al...fa please roo7..." i said and turned my head. 5alid grabbed my arm,



"la2 zain...lazim nlagee 7al e7na n7ib ba3a'6..."



3yoon s3ood zain ma6li3aw youm sima3 5alid.



"5alid please bs roo7..."



"zain..!"



"waaai 5alid enta matifham gtlik roo7..." i said and tried to shrug my hand from his.



s3ood finally stepped in, "sheel edik 3anha..."



5alid looked up at s3ood china tawa ystaw3b ena wagif, "sheno..?"



"gtlk....sheel eedik 3anha.." repeated s3ood his voice soo calm that it sent shivers up and down my spine.



5alid dropped my hand, "meno enta...?? mno hatha zain....masra3 malegaiteelich wa7d thany...."



"na3am..?!" i gasped.



"isma3ny..." motioned s3ood with his arm, with his facial muscles working, "thammin kalamik a7sanlik.... "



"oo enta meno...?"



"malik sho'3ol oo latsa2il wayd as2ila....iglib wayhik oo imsh yalla..."



"oo enta meno 3ashan agolee amshee.....la7'6a enta laish mda5il roo7ik blmaw'6oo3.....? hatha ilshay bainee oo bainha..."



"zain..." called s3ood.



i jumped, "n-na3am..."



"tabeen tkalmeena...?"



"l-la2..maby..."



"tabeen titfahimain weyaa..."



i shook my head.



"5ala9 3ayal....5athait jawabik...yalla tigdar troo7 il7een oo eyaane weyak t3atib ilsharika marra thanya..."



5alid stared at him for a while, he was angry...fumming. He then looked at me..hard, i looked away m5tar3a minna til finally he stepped back ,"mashee zain...mashee.." and walked away.



Me and s3ood stood there watching him until he got into his car and was out of sight. I took in a deep breath...realizing inne knt ga'6ba nafasi 6ool ilmoda. s3ood turned and saw me, his eyes still peircing. he studied my face for a while then finally said, "yalla rikbay sayartich..." in a cold tone.



What must he think of me now...?? abaiii laish chethee laish ???



My eyes teared up, i started to move but my legs gave out on me and i collapsed on the floor. Within seconds s3ood held me up with his strong arms and walked me to a nearby car where i leaned against it for support. he let go of me and opened the first two buttons of his dishdasha.

I started crying, my whole body raked with sobs. s3ood stood there without a word just staring at me then he turned away and gave me his back. i stared at his back and noticed how stiff it was, his posture was tense and its all because of me. Moments ago he was kidding around with me and was kind enough to walk with me to my car and now....now he...he surely despises me.



"s-s3ood..." i managed to say. i have to explain to him elle tawa 9ar...mabe yfakir enna bainee oo bain 5alid fee shay lena mako its over ! 5alid chose to cheat on me oo lazm yt7amal elle sawwaa. madry laish im justifying myself 7agga bss mabe y'3ayir na'6rita feene. i know ena he cares about me..9ij ena maybayn bs a3rf. ana bilyallaaa i broke the barrier between us oo gidart i talk shwya freely with him oo mabee halshay y5tirib. i have to make him understand lena ra7 ajabla kilyoum oo mabee ykoon bainatna ayshay mowa'6i7. oo ham lazim ashkira 3alli sawaaa lena law makan weyay chan alla yister shno kanat 7alte ma3 5alid.



"na3am..." he replied and turned his face to the side with his back still to me.



"e-elle 9ar tawa...emm..."



"mabe a3rf..." he faced me.



"bs lazim t3rf ene..."



"mayhimne....ana elle 3alai sawaita...." he stared at me with his cold eyes, "yalla rikbay sayartich...elle 9ar 9ar..." he said and turned around.



"s3ood...." i called out. he hesitated in his steps but continued walking. "s3oood..." i called out again, my voice weak and it quavered a bit, "s3ood..." i called out with my eyes tearing up. He stopped. I pushed myself away from the car and walked over to him. "s3ood latz3al minni..."



"zain..entay ta3bana lazim tro7een ilbait trta7ain.." he replied in an irritated voice.



I shook my head, "maby,,"



"zain roo7ay ilbait oo rta7ay...oo i5thay bacher off ba3ad"



"bs..."



"b3dain zain..." he said and i saw ilta3ab b3yoona oo 3awarni galbi. i nodded. He turned again and walked and the more he walked the more i felt alone....lost.
The more he walked the more i felt this amounting pressure within me building up, i didnt know what it was, i dont understand why im feeling this way. Its weird and new and....


"a7ibik...!!!"



I clamped my hand shut over my mouth as soon as i blurted it out. I hoped that he didnt hear me...i froze in my place, hoping...praying that he didnt hear me but too late.....he already stopped !!!!

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