gmt mnilnom oo ana 7adi ta3baaaaan....weddiii agi6 roo7eee oo anaaaam bsss lazm aroo7 il'3ada elle 3azmeene 3alaih. 5athait ilshower a7aaawl at9a79a7 shwy bsss mako fayda ams killish manmt 3ala ra7teee. bsss knt afakr billeee 9ar....ma38oola b3d klhalsneen ashof malak ! sh'hal 9idfa...oo laish el7een. magdar ashoofha wala a7acheeha wala 7attan at7amalha ...kariha ibshakl mo6abee3e 3alli sawita weyaay oo feena e7na elathnain. 7abait'ha 7ob ma3a6aita 7ag a7ad '3airha, bsss 6l3at matstahal kilhathaaa...ilwa7id yikbar oo yit3alam oo ana knt 9'3eer wagt'ha oo masha3ree ba3adha richeecha bsss el7een kibart oo we3aait oo laa yomkin a5aleee wa7da nafs'ha tgi9 3alai mara thanya.
klhalsneen ijtanabt shay isma 7ub...lena awal 7ub kan ib7ayatee fashil. klshay intaha bain youm oo laila oo mn'3air sabab aw tabreer....bsss hadatnee oo tizawijat...oo laaa b3d sima3t il5abar mn rfeeje. 3ala3omoom ana ra7 a7awl atjanabhaaa 5ilaal halfatraa laaimaa a5al9 sh'3lee hnee ooo arja3 ilkuwait.
a5555 awal marra a7s roo7ee ta3baan halkithir.....bss abee arja3, arja3 7ag 7ayatee il6abi3iya..
agoom...aroo7 ilsh'3l...ijtima3aat...zaf ib zain...arja3 ibait ...diwaniya ...chalet....oo chtheee
kilshay mashee chethee....haha walla oo welaht 3la hal5iblaa zain...mayndara shimsawya el7een akeed m6al3a 7ag a7mad grooon...
And with that s3ood left his room and headed to the 3azeema....thinking that it would be a lunch like every other lunch.
I woke up cursing the day a7maad came to the sharika. o put on a simple black skirt and a skyblue top. i checked my phone and i had a message,
it was from 5alid. i stared at these two words....he loves me and he called me "zayoontee" the name he always used to call me by. i miss him. thats a truth that i cant deny but i just dont know if i could trust him again. plus, there is s3ood....hals3ood elle ma5th 3agleee ma3ina there is nothing official between us oo ymkn he doesnt even love me. i really dont know what to do...its soo confusing.
I arrived at the sharika and as usual , i grabbed my coffeee and on to work. at around 12 pm the inevitable happened and i was asked to go to a7mads office. i reaaaaalllyyyyy didnt want to go there ...awalan i was scared, disgusted, mad, furious and not in the mood. i knocked and got in,
I walked to his desk and tried to avoid the amused look in his eyes.
"ashoof 5athaitay il7achee elle gtlch yaa ams,,," he grinned.
I looked at hi, with a sheno-g3d-t5arbi6-look,
"libastay tanoora...oo ana ams gtlch ene afa'6ilha 3alaich...."
ohhh yaaaaaa....iffffffff shlon nisait ana...el7een 7sbaala i was flattered oo lbst elyoum 3shan chtheee....
"hahaha....3al3omoom 5anjanbl ilsh'3l...." he motioned for me to sit down and so i sat down 3ala8al a7san mnmaa akoon jidamaa o y5oziz feene. The next 15 minutes was purely buisness and i was glad by that.
He stood up and laid out the papers infront of me , " faaa e7naa n7awl oo nshooof she9eer..."
" ok.." i said as i scanned the papers. i forgot ena he was standing infront of me so i paused and looked up at him.
"aasif etha ga6a3tch....kamlaaay" he added , but i ignored him and stood up.
"ashoof ilawraag oo b3dain i email them to u..."
"la7'6aaa ..." he grabbed my arm, " laish msta3yla..."
"hidd eede allah y5aleek..bala mashakl..."
"moo ohwa law tstamti3ain weyaay...ykoon a7san oo nkoon b3aad 3an ilmshaakil..." he whispered to me as he inched closer and closer to me. I pushed him away with all my force,
"wallaaa wallaaaa aashtekee 3alaik !!! 7ilaft !!"
" hahaha 9adgeeny mara7 ysm3oon kalam "intern" 3alai ana...."
"enta ma3araftnee 3adl 3ayal...wallaaa la5aleek tndam !" i lashed out.
"shofaaaay latig3ideeen tsween ro7ch baree2a....adry ench tabeen bss 5ayfaa,,,,"
"laaaa2 !!! enta mnwain tyeeb hal 7achee......ana mochtheee...."
"eee mbayin....3alabalch ana '3aby oo ma2adree ench entay oo s3ood kan 3ndkm sowalif...."
I didnt expect that.
"eee ee sm3teene....etha ti7achaitay ...af'6a7ich mo entay bss...ellaaa s3ood b3d...!"
7asait ildinyaa tdoor feene,,,,,d5t shwy....hathaaa shnawee 3alaih....!?! i just stared at him and when i couldnt take it any longer i left. ethaaa gaal ayshay 3an s3ood 3ady efanshoona ! mabee all his hard work y'6ee3 3shanee ana. omg shswy..........
luv u ;**