Mulish (8)

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Zain......



I woke up feeling lethargic. I didnt want to head to work, a9lan i dont know if im still hired wala la2. I hot dresssed and headed to work. I got to the cafeteria and ordered a large cup of coffee before proceeding to my office. I sat down and found paper work on my desk and my heart lit up. Im not fired!!!! I never thought that id be happy to see work on my desk ever, but this ...this is a relief. Ohhh if i could only thank him for giving me a chance...!!! I smiled and started working right away, im gona make sure that its perfect when it reaches him. I was in the middle of my work when i heard a voice that i detest adress me,



"oh..zain ?!"



I looked up at shoug, "enta shno shayfa ya3ne..."

"madry..bs ista'3rabt..."

"laish inshalla..."

"y3ne...."she twirled her hair, "gilt yimkin they fired you 3ogob ams..."

I looked at her as she gave me an innocent smile, mal ashig 7aljha ma3 wayiha. "laaa walla they didnt fire me mithil ma entay shayfa...faa ana agool roo7ay jablay shi'3lich a7sanlich..." i spat back and faced my computer, ignoring her completely. I felt her stand there, indagrat, oo b3dain ra7at. Several hours later, i was finally done bss i sat down for another hour revising over and over again. I stood up and got into the elevator and from that to s3oods office. I got in and beamed at the secretary,

"5ala9t ilawrag..."

"ee okay...5aleehom houn oo ana bawadeehom la istaz s3ood..."

"laish...." i looked at her confused. lena 3adattan he always lets me hands him the work 3ashan ygoole his comments.

"houwa haik 6alab...." she shrugged.

"ahh...ok..." i said and went out. After several minutes, my phone rang in my office and the secretary told me that s3ood says that its okay and that another set of work will be handed to me.

And these are how the next three days were. I would get my work, do it, hand it to the secretary, and wait for s3oods comments from the secretary. I didnt see him at all since that day, and i have to admitt but i miss him. I miss the way he raises his sardonic eyebrow at me, the way he scolds me, how he always critisizes me......astonishing but true. i did however catch a glimpse of him yesterday, i was leaving the company when i saw him in the lobby talking to some people. He stood there for several moments then walked away; he didnt see me. I would get home and get swarmed by 5alids messages, phonecalls etc....

and i dont know what to do....everything is so messed up !!
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S3ood.....

7ayatee kanat mashyaa tamam. aroo7 ilsho'3l, arja3 aroo7 ilgym, ag3ad ma3 ilahal, diwaniya, chalet oo ilyoum ille ba3da nafs ilshay. ellaaa youm ri7t youm ilsharika oo iktishaft inna 3ndi intern yideeda. okay y3ne ana 3ala6ool at3amal ma3 interns..moshay yideed. bsss hatheee..hatheee '3air. 3aneeda ibshakil mo6abe3y oo ras'ha yabis oo elle tabe tsawee tsawee. ana 3ndi mokana ib hal sharika oo wala marra a7ad tijara2 enna ykalimni ib hal6aree8a oo eradidne...'3air zain. ilbint '3areeba oo magdar afhamha killish. oo ilmoshkila inna mat5aaf minni....etha mo3ajibha shay itgoola ashkara. matgool inne ana her boss oo lazim askit oo asawee ellle ygoole 3alai. mithil awal youm laman we9alni sho'3olha oo kan killish mo'6abi6, gitlaha oo ista'3rabt youm shafatne oo radidatne inna matshoof enna fee shay. mnda5il kint abee a'67ak...bss makint abee a5aleeha tit3awad tkalimni chethee faa 3a6ait'ha sho'3ol zyadaa.

oo balasht astanas youm tyeene ta3eene sho'3ol oo at3amad enne a3a9ibha...9ij enna ilsho'3ol ykoon nagi9 bss ana a6afirha oo a3a9ibha oo titnarfaz bsir3a. a7is'ha daloo3a....kilshay mitwafir laha oo 3omorha mat3ibat 7ag shay. ib awraag elle 8adimat'hom 7ag ilsharika....fee so2al enna where do you see yourself five years from now ? oo sheno kan jawabha.....iljawab ille adhashne...

ashoof nafsee ashti'3l ibsharikat oboy.

haljawab 5alani a7kim 3alaiha gabil mashoofha. embayin inha malha 6omoo7 tsawee shay zain...kil elle hamha enha tishti'3il ib sharikat obooha. oo madry laish moga3da tsht'3l 3inda el7een...hmmm. bss isloobha oo '3oroorha ynarfizni...shlon shi'3ilha killa nagi9 mayi3jibne chethee. ana sho'3lee lazim dayman ma'6boo6. oo bilijtima3 gabil thalat ayam fashilatne. awal shay kint 7aas feeha enha mitwatra oo akeed ibtawatar..fa kint abtisimlaha kilshwy a6aminha....risamtlaha smiley face b3d . bsss ham 3omre ma7asait blsho3oor ille 7asaita thaak ilyoum. kil ilmohimeen mawjodeen, ana ga3d asawee ilpresention oo aktishif enna nagi9...ib no9a !! 6arasht'ha tyeeb ilgraphs ille nag9een..bs may9eer a2a5er ilnas warahom mawa3eed...fa kamalt ilpresentation 3ala 7asab thakirte, without the graphs. rija3t maktabee oo ana m3a9ib ibshakil mo6abee3y oo b3d shwy aktishif enna zain itdish 3alai blmaktab. y3ne killish mowagt'ha. kanat yaya tit2asaf....9ar feene ille okay y3ne 5alti6la3 lena 7adi mitnarfiz...bss youm galatle ena ana mastahal enha ti2asifatle oo chethee....i lost it! ana 3adattan i dont lose myself chethee...bss i lost it...jidam bnaya!!! a9lan madry sheno kint agool....bs 6ala3t 7ariti feeha 3adil..!!! b3dain shift'ha oo shakilha kan mit9arwi3...oo istw3abt inne akeed 5ara3t'ha oo ana chethee...kanat ildam3a b3ainha fagitlaha ti6la3..oo 6la3at.

mn youmat'ha mashift'ha...gilt 7ag ilsecertaira ehya twa9il ta3lee8atee 7ag zain...mabee ashoofha. bss ams kint ta7at billobby wala ashoofha ga3da tshoofne...sawait nafsee moshayifha oo mishait.

ilwa'63 9a3ab 3alai...y3ne mokafeee inna my x mawjooda! ma3ina bss kint ma3 shoug 7ag shahar..she was a rebound girl. gabil thiman sneen 7abait wa7da, 3omree ma7abait a7ad kithir ma7abait'ha bss iktishaft fee youm enha in5a6bat. 7awalt aw9alaha bss gi63at kilshay yirbi6nee feeha. faaa tigdiroon tgoloon enne 7abait....oo kanat marra wa7da, mn youmat'ha ma7abait killish...wala abee a7ib. ingira9t marra oo mabee angiri9 mara thnya.uffffff il7een shoug, my rebound girl, bilsharika ma3a.....oo 3indi intern imyaninatne.....allah y3eene !!

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